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2023 – The Year of Karma, Justice, and Balance 

Since late 2019, I have been writing blogs at the end of the year to predict the general feel of the coming year.  I wrote in late 2021 that 2022 would be the year of truth.  I think a lot of truths have been trickling out this past year and there will be more of a flood of truths coming before Christmas and into the new year.  Of course, we have been on the Gregorian calendar, so my blogs reflect that fact.  It is interesting that we are using the Gregorian calendar when the Julian and Mayan calendars are likely more accurate.  For example, the Mayan calendar predicted the end of the age (Piscean) to be in 2012.  However, given that the Gregorian calendar is 10-12 years off the Mayan calendar, we are witnessing the end of the age of Pisces at this time and the beginning of a new age, the Aquarian age.  What does Aquarius represent?  How is this biblical?  

A lot of Christians decry Astrology but how do you think the wise men found the baby Jesus?  By reading the meaning in the stars.  The wise men were likely astrologers themselves or at least practiced astrology.  Christian astrologer, Carmen Turner-Schott, wrote a blog at the following website (https://www.liveabout.com/christian-astrologer-the-age-of-aquarius-206619) where she states: 

Jesus talked in the Bible about the changes in the future that would signal his return. He said that there would be “Signs in the Sun, Moon, and stars” (Luke 21:25) signaling his return. 

She goes on to write: 

Jesus was the one who announced the Age of Aquarius and said, “A man will meet you carrying an earthen pitcher of water; follow him into the house where he goes in” Luke 22:10. Since ancient times Aquarius was called the “water-bearer” and is symbolized by the Face of a Man in the Book of Revelation as one of the fixed signs of the zodiac. 

Aquarius is symbolized by a man carrying a jug of water and this symbol existed since ancient times. It's interesting that Jesus tells us to “follow the water-bearer.” Jesus was telling his followers to follow the Aquarian Age and enter the house he goes in, which can mean he was helping us prepare for the future by telling us to follow this new spiritual expansion and rebirth. Jesus was educating the disciples and warning them about this crucial time in human history and preparing them for it in advance. 

So, what exactly is the Age of Aquarius and what will it entail?  Well, for starters, we will go from group think and hive mind to individual thought and belief which means that everyone will get to decide for themselves what exactly they believe.  We will no longer have to consult a guru or priest or some other intermediary as a gateway between us and the divine, the God source. 

I keep hearing that there will be a huge galactic shift in March of 2023.  I don’t know what that will look like on this plane of existence but I think it has something to do with ushering this new age of Aquarius, which some say will be a golden age.  It may also look like the transformation and falling away of old structures of government, money, healthcare, education, religion and all these current institutions as we have known them. 

We will then see a balancing in the world.  For example, the power will shift away from governments and politicians back to the people, and away from banks and the Federal Reserve back to the people.  We will have individual freedoms and find our own strengths and gifts and no longer have hero worship of doctors, celebrities or those who have been in positions of authority, power or influence.  We will find our sovereignty as individuals.  

Karma, which is not about punishment but about balancing, will be called in to support this need for balance.  There are people who have been involved in dark deeds or in service to darkness that will finally be held accountable for their actions and choices.  They will be exposed to the rest of us.  For those who have been working for the light, “good” karma will be called in and they will finally see the path cleared for them to be abundant and no longer enslaved to debt and the current rat race paradigm of eat, work and sleep.  The daily grind will fall away to reveal the divine purpose that each of us were meant for if we choose to answer the call for we all have freewill.  

I also believe that we just witnessed the “first trumpet” that was written of in the Book of Revelations with Donald Trump’s announcement on 12/15/22 about bringing back the freedom of speech and holding those accountable that have censored this freedom.  The Brunson case that is going to the supreme court about the events surrounding the 2020 election and the possible removal of a sitting president (Biden), and any individuals in the stolen 2020 election, may also be another sign that those trumpets are starting to sound.  Why?  Because the Brunson’s are a band of four brothers who are trumpeters.  For more on that case:  https://robcunningham.substack.com/p/brunson-brothers-make-history-the?utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=email  If you don’t know what the seven trumpets are, here is a synopsis from Wikipedia:  

In the Book of Revelation, seven trumpets are sounded, one at a time, to cue apocalyptic events seen by John of Patmos (Revelation 1:9) in his vision (Revelation 1:1). The seven trumpets are sounded by seven angels and the events that follow are described in detail from Revelation Chapters 8 to 11. According to Revelation 8:1–2 the angels sound these trumpets after the breaking of the seventh seal. These seals secured the apocalyptic document held in the right hand of Him who sits on the throne.[1] 

First trumpet:  Upon the sound of the first trumpet, hail and fire mingled with blood is thrown to Earth, burning up a third of the trees on the planet, and all green grass.[3] 

Second trumpet:  With the sounding of the second trumpet, something described as "a great mountain burning with fire" plunges into the sea and turns a third of the oceans to blood. Soon after, a third of all sea life and a third of all ships will be destroyed.[4] Some speculate that the "great mountain" will be an asteroid cast from the heavens. 

Third trumpet:  With the sounding of the third trumpet, a great star called Wormwood falls to the Earth, poisoning a third of the planet's freshwater sources, such as rivers and springs. Many will die from the bitterness of its taste.[5] 

Fourth trumpet:  Following the sounding of the fourth trumpet, a third of the light that shines from the Sun, moon, and stars becomes dark from the celestial bodies being "struck." This catastrophe causes complete darkness for a third of the day, even through night hours.[6] This is the final trumpet that sounds before the three woes, also known as the fifth, sixth, and seventh trumpets. 

Fifth trumpet:  The fifth trumpet is the "first woe" of three. Before this trumpet sounds, an angel (translated as an eagle in some versions) appears, and warns, "Woe, woe, woe, to those who dwell on the earth, because of the remaining blasts of the trumpet of the three angels who are about to sound!"[7] 

The fifth trumpet is the "first woe" of three. Before this trumpet sounds, an angel (translated as an eagle in some versions) appears, and warns, "Woe, woe, woe, to those who dwell on the earth, because of the remaining blasts of the trumpet of the three angels who are about to sound!"[7] 

The fifth trumpet prompts a personified star to fall from heaven. The star is given the key to the bottomless pit. After opening it, the smoke that rises out of the pit darkens the air and blocks the sunlight. Then, from out of the smoke, the locusts are unleashed. The locusts are scorpion-tailed warhorses that have a man's face with lion's teeth. Their hair is long and they fly with locust-like wings. They are adorned with golden crowns and protected with iron breastplates. They are commanded by their king, Abaddon, to torment anyone who does not have the seal of God on their forehead, by using their scorpion-like tails. It is also made clear to them that they must not kill anyone during the five months of torment.[8] 

Sixth trumpet:  After the fifth trumpet blast, the sixth one sounds.[11] This is the "second woe", where four angels are released from their binds in the "great river Euphrates". They command a force of two-hundred million mounted troops whose horses exude plagues of fire, smoke, and brimstone from their mouths. The mounted horsemen wore breastplates with the color of fire, hyacinth, and brimstone. The horses are with lion's head and their tails, as well, are like a serpent with a head. The plagues exuding from the horses will kill a third of all mankind.[12] 

Seventh trumpet:  The sound of the seventh trumpet signals the "third woe." This is the final trumpet and the final woe. Loud voices in Heaven will say: "The kingdom of the world has become the kingdom of our Lord and of His Messiah, and He will reign forever and ever. " [13] 

While the above trumpets sound scary and frightening as does the idea of an “apocalypse”, I think it’s important to note that the book of Revelations, in my opinion and according to some Christian scholars and theologians, speaks to the apocalypse for the cabal:  the Satanic, pedophiliac, child-trafficking elite that has kept us enslaved through debt, distraction and negative emotions through wars, drugs, the mockingbird media, vaccines, and all the other aspects of their self-serving agendas.  

We are on two distinct timelines now:  the one for those are in service to others and the one for those who are in service to self.  So, I don’t believe that those on the first, transcendent timeline will see all the death and destruction that those on the second timeline will see.  I also believe that the first timeline is what new agers refer to as the “new earth.”  Another way of saying this is to go from 3rd dimensional earth to 5th dimensional earth.  

As previously stated, we are entering a new age, a golden age and 2023 marks the beginning of seeing this shift though not everyone will see it and not everyone will make it.  If you are reading this blog, I hope that you take God’s hand and accept His invitation into the kingdom.  Can you shed who you are to become who you are meant to be?  Those who have been suppressed, such as women and dissenting voices, will now be exalted.  Those who have been in service to others will be able to call in their karma.  Those who have been in service to self will finally feel their karmic backlashes.  

There’s never been a more exciting time to be alive if you are on the winning side - if you are on God’s side.  We have been in a spiritual war and those working for the dark side are finally being exposed.  And those working for the light will be victorious.  I think we will begin to celebrate those victories prior to Christmas 2022.  And in 2023, the victories will keep coming…

Been Brainwashed Lately? 

We all, everyone who is alive on Planet Earth at this time in history, have been brainwashed to some extent.  I wrote a blog called “The Emperor is Naked” based on the children’s story The Emperor’s New Clothes, that talks about our reluctance to admit and/or accept that we have been brainwashed and mind controlled by the global elite, also called the Illuminati and/or cabal, that have had control of this world for hundreds, if not thousands of years.  They control our governments, our elections, our mainstream media outlets, our celebrities and influencers, our money, and our thoughts, moods and behaviors.  They even control our health through allopathic medicine, vaccines, the Food and Drug Administration, control of food manufacturing and distribution, the legal system, and Big Pharma.  

They create diversions anytime there is a possible ascension or uprising against them or that are about to exposed.  They assassinate or smear campaign anyone who dares to expose them.  They create phrases like “conspiracy theorist” as a way to discredit and mock anyone who dares to expose them or points out the truth to the masses.  Mark Twain said, “It's Easier to Fool People Than It Is to Convince Them That They Have Been Fooled.”  

Anyone who has been a survivor of narcissistic abuse knows about brainwashing and mind control experientially and once they get enough time and distance away from the abuser, they can begin to understand it more consciously and even then, they may still have a hard time waking up to the horror and understanding exactly what they went through.  For survivors of MKUltra, the experience of brainwash and mind control is even more horrific.  According to Wikipedia (as of 10/24/22), MKUltra “was an illegal human experimentation program designed and undertaken by the U.S. Central Intelligence Agency, intended to develop procedures and identify drugs that could be used in interrogations to weaken individuals and force confessions through brainwashing and psychological torture.”  Though Wikipedia suggests that the MKUltra program was “halted” n 1973, evidence suggests otherwise. 

There have been numerous MKUltra survivors who have been speaking out publicly.  Their stories are so horrific and unbelievable, that many of them are not believed.  According to Medicine Bear, who spoke out on TheTruthseekers88 channel on Rumble, published 10/17/22, MKUltra is the umbrella program for many different mind control programs including Project Monarch which includes the Beta Sex Kitten Project.  Part of Project Monarch has included those called “Presidential models” such as Marilyn Monroe, who are used to transport secrets back and forth between different political leaders.  The leaders just have to say a certain trigger word or phrase for the secret to be revealed.  Triggers can also include sounds, sights and smells.  There is a video where you can see Britney Spears being triggered by the smell of strawberries when she is being interviewed by Diane Sawyer.  If you listen closely, you can hear her say “strawberries” before one of her alters (alternative personalities) takes over her system:  https://youtu.be/MQQFV6Pu5NI 

Medicine Bear was adopted at birth into a Luciferian family under the guise of being a Jewish family.  He was given the name of “The Chosen One” which means that he was to be used as a tool or sacrificed within the Satanic cult.  He speaks of having false memories implanted and being a part of the hunting parties where children are hunted.  He was involved in Project Talent and recalls being given puzzles at around age 7.  He says, “They’re trying to establish what your particular talents might be” and then place you in a position where you can be used to do their bidding.  Ultimately, however, he landed in Project Phoenix, which has also been called Project Delta and is an assassination program.  These include your basic sleepers who, with the right cues, triggers, and programming, are trained to assassinate others and possibly self-assassinate.  His testimony suggests that he was abused by Lt. Colonel Michael Aquino.  Here is the link to that podcast:  https://rumble.com/v1okynk-special-guest-mkultra-sleeper-cells-special-forces-signal-alerts...-1017202.html 

Project Monarch includes your basic honeypots that entice powerful men or women to share their secrets, to do their bidding and/or to get come back into the fold if they are “waking up” or exposing secrets or have gone AWOL.  Some examples are Cathy O’Brien who claims that she and her daughter were both sex slaves for George Bush Sr and Dick Cheney and other political leaders.  She has released many books and had an awesome documentary made about her like called Trance.  Here is a link to watch that movie: https://www.trance.movie/ 

Laura Worley, who wrote the book Puzzle Pieces to The Cabal, Mind Control, and Slavery: Putting it All Together for Peace, Healing and Freedom, writes about being abused and tortured by someone that sounds a lot like HRC if you put all the pieces together in what Laura describes in her book.  Laura also speaks and does interviews and podcasts where she helps people heal and trains mental health professionals so they can know what to do to help people who have been victims of SRA (Satanic Ritual Abuse).  She writes about going to therapy for 20 years and getting nowhere because mental health professionals are likely to label people who present with her kind of symptoms as “delusional” or “dramatic” and even if they do believe these survivors, they are at a loss at how to help as their training does not include how to undo mind control.  

Hope Beryl-Green, born into an illuminati family, wrote her memoir about breaking free from her programming in her book To Tell the Truth.  Here is an excerpt from the synopsis of that book on Amazon:  "This journey will expose the evil of sex slavery, government-sponsored mind control, and the Illuminati's existence in our culture."  Both Laura Worley and Hope Beryl-Green speak and write about the importance of using the power of God's love and guidance to break free of their energetic chains. 

Becca Bodle has been very vocal in sharing her testimony of being a survivor of human trafficking.  Here is a link to a interview she did with Michelle Moore:  https://rumble.com/v20znok-the-michelle-moore-show.html.  Sarah Ruth Ashcraft claims to have been sold as a sex slave to Tom Hanks at age 13.  Miesha Johnston wrote the book They Weren’t Butterflies:  A Monarch Survivor’s Story.  It is a very interesting read.  I also have read a few of Stewart Swerdlow’s books.  He is a survivor of Montauk Project, related to the Philadelphia Experiment.  He is now a doctor of alternative healing and deprogramming.  He has spoken openly about aliens including Reptilians.  Unfortunately, most victims of MKUltra have died, have gone insane, or are still in a brainwashed or sleeping state. 

Then, there’s the brainwashed and mind controlled in the illuminati most notably people in high positions of power in government or high positions of influence in Hollywood, the music industry, professional athletes and mainstream media.  I attended a training on Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) given by Herschel Walker, former NFL running back and currently running for public office, where he talked about having this disorder (once called MPD or Multiple Personality Disorder) though he didn’t go into detail about what caused it.  Kanye West appears to have broken out of his programming several times and every time this has happened, they dye his hair blonde (always make a note of it when someone’s hair is dyed blonde) and take him away to be “hospitalized” which is a code word for “reprogrammed.”  For example, this happened right after he dished the dirt at one of his concerts before he was “hospitalized”:  https://youtu.be/mueeKk6GweI 

Kanye West has an incredibly strong spirit to try to break out of his programming despite his popularity.  Britney Spears is another example of someone doing everything she can to break out of her programming.  Rumor has it that she has been replaced with a clone and this is not hard to believe.  Cloning has been going on for a long time.  If you watch a movie called The Boys From Brazil (1978), it spells out how nuclear transfer cloning is one.  Clonaid is a company that openly advertises cloning but cloning is also done in Deep Underground Military Bases (DUMB’s) and other secret locations owned and operated by the elite.  There have been outspoken voices against cloning such as Donald Marshall and Kid Buu, who claims to be a second generation clone.  

Oftentimes, when a celebrity or politician will not play along with the script or programming they were given, it can be quite obvious that they have been replaced by a clone or an actor, while the original God-created human has either been killed or has been caged in a DUMB so they can create more duplicates as needed.  They do this because these celebrities are cash cows for them and they want to continue to milk the cash cows for as long as they can.  Michael Jackson is an obvious example.  The Michael Jackson in the Bad videos and pictures looks nothing like the Michael Jackson in the Thriller videos and pictures.  Why?  Because, according to Gene Decode, Michael Jackson died after he caught on fire in that Pepsi commercial and they cloned him after death.  The skin issues and the nose issues can be explained by quantum entanglement.  After that debacle, the cabal wised up and started caging and cloning celebrities more in their prime.  

But back to the point of brainwashing.  We are all being brainwashed by the mainstream media.  We are being brainwashed to believe that COVID-19 (which stands for Certificate of Vaccination Identification AI) is a virus when it can’t be isolated and has been patented (you can’t patent nature), that we should take a vaccine that has no long-term studies and killed all the animals in the animal trials, and vaccinate our children when children are more at risk for taking the vaccine then from getting COVID.  We are told that variants to COVID-19 such as Omicron, are more dangerous, when any epidemiologist knows that variants always decrease in virulence.  We are being brainwashed to hate Donald Trump, to believe that Joe Biden, having done no campaigning and is obviously a pedophile, won the 2020 election.  We are being brainwashed to believe that anyone who went to the Capital on January 6th, 2021 is a traitor against America and that there weren’t infiltrators among the peaceful protestors who actually caused all the ruckus.  

We are mind controlled via Operation Mockingbird which is the CIA program that uses movies, TV, MSM outlets and social media to influence how we think, how we vote, and how we behave.  According to Wikipedia, "Operation Mockingbird is an alleged large-scale program of the United States Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) that began in the early years of the Cold War and attempted to manipulate domestic American news media organizations for propaganda purposes."  Notice how they use the word "alleged" to explain what Operation Mockingbird is.  All these various forms of media are also used to tell us, the general public, what they have in store for us.  There is a lot of predictive programming used for this purpose.  Just look at everything the TV show The Simpsons has predicted correctly.  Why would the elite tell us what they are going to do?  It's part of the Luciferian religion to let people know what you are going to do to people prior to doing anything (evil).  It's their way of saying of getting around our free will to say, "no" to whatever they have in mind for us.  If they told us, however indirectly, what they were going to do to us, they can then say, "we told you what we were going to do and you didn't do anything to stop it or protest it."  

Women are brainwashed to believe they have to look like Victoria Secret Models, many of whom are biological males.  Women are being programmed to compete with each other for the attention and favor of men.  Men are being programmed by things like pornography to see sex in a lustful way and view in their manhood in terms of sexual prowess and orgasm, power and control.  We are programmed by our families, by our communities, by our political parties, by our religions, by our peers, by our educational system, by our medical system and the list goes on and on.  We are told to always “check with your doctor” and are programmed to believe that our family doctors or physicians are the experts on our bodies and the authority on health.  They aren’t.  They are experts in diagnosing disease and treating symptoms with pharmacia.  We are brainwashed into thinking that going into therapy and treating depression and anxiety with psychiatric medications is going to “fix” whatever traumas we are experiencing or confronting.  

We are brainwashed into thinking that people and things outside of ourselves have the answers to all of our ills instead of looking within, consulting our intuition.  Sure, we are mammals and as such, we are social creatures who need each other for survival.  But there is a reason why Jesus said, in Luke 17:20-21, “The kingdom of God does not come with observation; nor will they say, ‘See here!’ or ‘See there!’ For indeed, the kingdom of God is within you.”  We are in the age of Aquarius, the information age, and we need to decide for ourselves what information resonates with our soul, not our ego, but our soul.  So, if you disagree with everything I wrote in this blog, good for you.  The point is, everyone should be able to decide for themselves what they believe.  That freedom of belief, just like freedom of speech, is fast disappearing.  But we can reclaim our freedom of speech, our freedom of belief and our freedoms in general.  In order to be truly free, we have to acknowledge that we have been programmed, mind controlled and brainwashed.  We need to regain our critical thinking skills.  We need to break through all the programming to find ourselves, our higher selves, our true selves, the self that transcends all the programming.  And we have to say “no” and stand up against someone else telling us who we are and what we must think and belief. 

You Saw Me 

I was walking home from school carrying my saxophone

and a saxophone is heavy to a 5th grade little girl

And I didn't see you swinging on the swings across the street

Until you called out my name to say hello to me


And it's the first time I've ever felt seen

It's the first time someone ever saw me

Somehow you knew my name

and remembered it that day

Thank you, forever friend, for seeing me


Whenever my friends would choose a superpower

for the days of pretend when we played outside for hours

I always chose the gift of invisibility

Not knowing that's how I was already feeling


And still until this day

I sometimes get afraid

and want to retreat into my own safe space

Not everyone is welcoming

Not everyone is inviting 

and if they are, they may want to trick or harm me


But you're the friendliest boy I ever met

And I wish I knew now what I didn't know then

But I wasn't ready yet to admit

or trust that I meant

Anything to you, my long lost friend


For you planted a seed

For me to feel seen

Without any threat of invasion

Without any threat of humiliation


And I haven't blossomed yet

But I'm growing to my best

And it's all because you took the time

to say hello to this grateful heart of mine

and let me know that you... saw me

Are You a QANON Conspiracy Theorist? 

These days, it’s considered an insult to be labelled or assumed to be a “QANON Conspiracy Theorist.”  The term “conspiracy theorist” became popular after the assassination of JFK and it became a form of social engineering to silence anyone who questioned the official narrative:  that only one man, Lee Harvey Oswald, killed JFK.  These days, the term is used to silence anyone who questions the official narrative with regards to COVID, with regards to the COVID “vaccine” and with regards to the 2020 election results.  

Adding “QANON,” which really doesn’t have any meaning because there is “Q” and there are “ANON’s” but there isn’t any “QANON” within that movement, to the term “conspiracy theorist” is almost a double whammy of insult hurled at anyone who dares to question the official narrative of the mainstream media (MSM), which is very controlled and censored by the way.  The MSM puppets are not really reporters but controlled influencers who are told what to say and what they can’t say.  There are plenty of videos that show different “reporters” reporting the exact same story in relatively the same way.  Here are some links that demonstrate what I’m talking about:  



According to the Goodstuf podcast, published on 10/17/22 on Rumble (see link when this podcast is mentioned again below), "media labelling as QANON is a method to combine Q to comments, theories, suggestions and statements and actions made by ANON's."  ANON's, as just stated, are those who are making comments or coming up with theories on what the Q posts mean.  Because "not all ANON's are authentic" and "some are injected by our enemies to discredit us," pairing comments made by Q to those made by ANON's is a way to discredit the original source, Q.  

Other ways to silence, insult, one-up, and demean people are to call them a “Trumpster” or an “anti-vaxxer.”  You are considered immediately stupid, uneducated, selfish and ignorant if you are a “anti-vaxxer.”  If you are pro-vaccine except when it comes to the COVID vaccine, you are still called an “anti-vaxxer” by the mass populace and MSM.  If you are a Trumpster or conservative, you are automatically thought to be racist, sexist, and/or transphobic or homophobic.  

But the term “QANON Conspiracy Theorist” takes the cake and is considered the ultimate insult among the people who don’t take the time or don’t care to understand what QANON even is or means.  According to David Straight, “Q is six military intelligence agencies lead by the president of the United State of America.”  He adds, “Q is the most trusted.”  For example, “there are only 200 naval pilots at any given moment on the face of this planet that are Q capable” in that “they can carry a nuclear weapon, no one else can” according to David Straight.  "Q" in QANON means "Q level clearance" or top-secret clearance.  Here is the video that I am referencing with David Straight:  https://rumble.com/v1kqc9r-must-watch-david-straight-out-of-babylon-conference-part-1-of-8.html 

David Straight does talk about JFK Jr. in the above video and some people believe that Q is JFK Jr.  The Goodstuf podcast on Rumble, published on 10/17/22, questions if Q is a "deep state insider in the intelligence community" but ultimately suggests that Q is "part of the Trump team psychological operation to expose government corruption" and may be specifically Dan Scavino, the guy responsible for much of President Trump's social media.  This same podcast states that "the media weaponized Q."  Though the media has paired Q and QANON with ideas like Adrenochrome, Satanic sex rings and sex trafficking related to Epstein Island, "calls to violence", Pizzagate and the like, none of these things are actually represented in the Q posts.  In this way, QANON's are dismissed as "cult member deviants."  Here is the podcast where these things are discussed:  https://rumble.com/v1oi2bl-durham-now-prosecuting-corrupt-doj-fbi-russia-ukraine-nato-ww3-military-ind.html

According to Charlie Ward, Donald Trump was not the first president to have a Q team around him.  Abraham Lincoln reportedly had a Q team of trusted advisors around him as did JFK.  But Q goes all the way back to the bible.  Q is one of the lost books of the bible.  According to Gene Decode, the original bible had 777 books and 711 books were taken out leaving only 66 books of the bible (you know how the Satanists and Luciferians who rule this world love their 6’s).  Gene adds that the convenience store 711 was so named to mock the rest of us for not realizing that the bible was censored down to 66 books.  

On a side note, Gene says that the Book of Revelations represents only the worst timeline and that there is a more positive timeline reflected in the Book of Sarah, another book that was taken out of the bible.  How dare we have hope.  If we don’t stay in a constant state of fear of anxiety, the energy vampires of this world won’t have anything to feed off of.  Additionally, the “end times” do not represent the end times for God’s children, those created in His image, but those that are not created in His image and/or chose to turn away from God.  

Back to QANON.  I have tried to look into the Q drops and Q posts that have been put out and I don’t feel intelligent enough to even understand them.  I have to turn to others more intelligent than I to understand these Q drops.  One of those highly intelligent people is Jason Q.  My point is that being a “QANON Conspiracy Theorist” is someone who has to be highly intelligent to even understand and decode what the Q drops are saying in the first place.  Here is one of the sites that people go to in order to see the latest Q drops and then try to decode them:  https://qaggregator.news/?page=1

So, the next time someone calls you a “QANON Conspiracy Theorist”, simply say, “thank you.”  Being called such means that you are likely an intelligent person that can understand things that the rest of us don’t, that you have great powers of discernment, that you are not likely to just accept whatever narrative is being delivered but are brave enough to question it and even challenge it, that you can problem solve and decode things more easily than the rest of us, and that you have a growth mindset and enough flexibility of thought to consider different ways of thinking about things instead of rejecting new and different ideas outright.  

I am someone who is willing to look at both sides of an issue.  But most people are not this way.  Most people want to only find information that confirms what they already think.  Most people want to talk to and associate with only those that think, act and believe as they do.  I’ve always been curious about people and interested in different ways of thinking.  And while I don’t fully understand the in’s and out’s of Q and all that it encompasses, I am willing to look into it and find out more about it instead of judging and dismissing it.  We all come from different backgrounds and political leanings and spiritual beliefs but at the end of the day, I believe we are all one.  So, I want to say thank you to people like David Straight, Gene Decode, Charlie Ward and Jason Q for speaking out against the mainstream narrative and being willing to teach the rest of us about Q, conspiracy and the like despite threats to your life, the energy drain of doing such humanitarian work and the inevitable backlash from those who are stuck in a fixed mindset.  Thank you to every QANON Conspiracy Theorist and to anyone, for that matter, who has ever been called a label or smear campaigned or censored or silenced in any way, even by physical death.  Even beyond the veil, we won’t and can’t be silenced…

Red Pill Information List 

Are you experiencing cognitive dissonance?  Are you confused about the things that are going on in the world of today?  There is a scene in the movie The Matrix, where the guru character Morpheus, played by Laurence Fishburne, offers the protagonist, Neo, played by Keanu Reeves, to take either a red pill or a blue pill.  Morpheus lets Neo know that if he wants to take the blue pill, he will wake up in his normal world and reality.  However, if Neo chooses to take the red pill, he will be shown “how deep the rabbit hole goes.”  I have compiled a list of media that may help those who are wanting to know more and are ready to take the ”red pill.”  Most of this list consists of sources that I have found helpful in my own awakening process.  


1. The Matrix 
2. They Live 
3. Invasion of the Body Snatchers 
4. The Hidden 
5. Eyes Wide Shut 
6. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas 
7. The Plot Against the President 
8. Out of Shadows 
9. The Fall of the Cabal 
10. Pervywood (might be available on Bitchute) 
11. Trance (the documentary about Cathy O’Brien’s life an MK Ultra Survivor) 
12. 2000 Mules

13.  Arlington Road

14. Surviving the Game

15. Wag the Dog

16. The Hunger Games

17.  Total Recall 

TV Series: 

1. Stranger Things

2. Westworld

3. Black Mirror

People and Podcasts: 

1. Out of Babylon Conference (series) with David Lester Straight 
2. Gene Decode (Telegram, Rumble, YouTube, Gene usually shows up on other’s shows, beware of the fake accounts such as the Telegram simply called “Gene Decode.”  His real Telegram account is “Gene Decode Consensei.”) Gene is by far my favorite truther.  
3. Laura Worley (Rumble, Laura is a survivor of the MK Ultra Mind Control Programs ran by the CIA) 
4. SuperSoldierTalk (Rumble) 
5. Charlie Ward (Rumble, Telegram) 
6. Simon Parkes (Rumble, Bitchute, Telegram) 
7. AndWeKnow (Rumble channel) 
8. WeThePeople (Rumble channel) 
9. SantaSurfing (Rumble channel) 
10. David Nino Rodriguez (Rumble) 
11. The Mel K Show (Rumble) 
12. Janine Steffens on Turn the Page (Rumble) 
13. Ismael Perez (you can currently find him on YouTube) 
14. Megan Rose (YT, Telegram, Patreon)

15. Mike Penny (TheTruthseekers88 channel on Rumble)

16. Chas Carter (The Patriot Party News on Rumble)

17. Michelle Fielding (Rumble)

18. Sloan Rumble (YouTube) (the person I credit with waking me up to the corruption in the world at large)

19.  Derek Johnson (Rumble) (Veteran and musician - a truther of high moral standing and a wealth of information)


1. Sloan Bella (YouTube and Tik Tok – love Sloan – she was the person who woke me up in 2019) 
2. Jamie Dlux (used to be on YouTube but was kicked off, I’m not sure where to find Jame’s videos now, I especially his video called “Clinton Body Count”) 
3. Tarot by Janine (she may have got booted off YouTube, as all truthers have, and switched the name of her channel) 


1. Remember Who You Are – David Icke (or really any book by David Icke) 
2. Behold a Pale Horse – Milton William Cooper 
3. Handbook for the New Paradigm – George Green

4. Plague of Corruption - Judy Mikovits

5. Puzzle Pieces to The Cabal, Mind Control, and Slavery: Putting it All Together for Peace, Healing and Freedom - Laura Worley 

6. The Truth About Cancer - Ty Bollinger

7. To Tell the Truth - Hope-Beryl Green

Children’s Books: 

1. The Plot Against the King – Kash Patel 
2. The King and Queen of Mean by Lynne Namka 
3. The Emperor’s New Clothes 
4. The Pied Piper of Hamelin 


1.  https://freedomforce.live/about/

I plan on updating this list from time to time.  While I don’t agree 100% with everything the above people and media sources say, I still believe they are the best sources, at this time, for finding the truth in a sea of lies. 

The QFS (Quantum Financial System) and NESARA/GESARA 

I’ve been wanting to do a blog on the corrupt global financial system ever since watching a documentary called War Castles on YouTube.  It is now hard to find and seems to have been shadow banned.  War Castles was narrated by a military insider who talked about the three financial centers of the world as being Washington DC (USA), London City (UK) and Vatican City (Italy).  This documentary also talks about how the social security system, birth certificate system, Internal Revenue Services (IRS) and judicial system, which is based on admiralty maritime law, are tied into this corrupt global financial.  

This subject matter of a corrupt global financial system is such a vast subject matter involving so many elements that it’s hard to write about it in a blog.  However, I’m not enough of an expert on the subject matter to explain the corruption in any real depth.  So, for the purposes of this blog, I will talk about some basic things I have learned from War Castles and everything I have researched about the subject matter since first watching War Castles a year ago.  Patriot Streetfighter uploaded the original War Castles Documentary on 12/28/22.  Here is that link:  https://rumble.com/v22i8fe-12.28.22-patriot-streetfighter-revealing-russell-jay-gould-part-1-war-castl.html

So, you’ve probably heard of the 13 families or bloodlines that are in control of our money worldwide.  They are also called the “13 Satanic Bloodlines” or “13 Bloodlines of the Illuminati.”  One of them is, you got it, The Rothschilds.  But here is a full list from https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/bloodlines/: 

1  -  The Astor Bloodline

2  -  The Bundy Bloodline 

3  -  The Collins Bloodline 

4  -  The DuPont Bloodline 

5  -  The Freeman Bloodline 

6  -  The Kennedy Bloodline 

7  -  The Li Bloodline 

8  -  The Onassis Bloodline 

9  -  The Reynolds Bloodline 

10  -  The Rockefeller Bloodline 

11  -  The Rothschild Bloodline 

12  -  The Russell Bloodline 

13  -  The Van Duyn Bloodline 

These bloodlines have been stockpiling gold and hoarding the world’s currency and funding both sides of war, appointing world leaders, and are at the head of the illuminati which is those at the top of that pyramid of control involving everything from the food we eat and what music we listen to and what news we receive through mainstream media outlets to what we learn at school including universities.  I’m going to be using the terms “illuminati” and “cabal” interchangeably for the purposes of this blog. 


There are some important acronyms and terms to know when discussing the issue of money and how the whole banking system, as it is currently known, is collapsing right before our very eyes.  One of those acronyms is SWIFT.  So what is SWIFT?  Here is a definition of SWIFT from the following website https://www.investopedia.com/articles/personal-finance/050515/how-swift-system-works.asp 

 “Behind most international money and security transfers is the Society for Worldwide Interbank Financial Telecommunications (SWIFT) system. SWIFT is a vast messaging network banks and other financial institutions use to quickly, accurately, and securely send and receive information, such as money transfer instructions.”  The SWIFT used to be an interbank system according to Gene Decode.  Now, the SWIFT System is “a bunch of regulations put upon a digital monetary system” according to Gene (And if you don’t know who Gene Decode is, you should, because he is, in my opinion, the best source of intel across the board).  

Another term to know is “Fiat.”  Here is a great definition and good explanation (in Italics) I found on what “Fiat” is and how it generally works.  And here is the website link to the source of the following definition:  https://www.sofi.com/learn/content/fiat-currency/  

A fiat currency is money that is not backed by a physical commodity like gold, but instead backed by the government that issued it. Most modern currencies, such as the U.S. dollar, euro, pound and yen, are fiat money. 

“Fiat” means “an authoritative or arbitrary order.” So in the case “fiat money,” it’s an order by the government that gives them value and makes them legal tender. The current fiat-money system came about during the 20th century when countries moved away from the gold standard, where currencies are directly linked to gold. There are currently some 180 fiat currencies in the world today. 

The value of fiat currencies is driven by the marketplace forces of supply and demand. Central banks control the supply, gauging how much money is needed in the economy and printing accordingly. The biggest risk is that they print too much, triggering a bout of hyperinflation–rapid, out-of-control price increases that can lead to economic devastation. 

Faith in a fiat currency hinges on the stability of the government that issues it, as well as trust in the central bank that manages its supply. Here’s a deeper dive into the fiat-currency systems that are fixtures of modern economies. 

An example of how the Fiat system works is getting a loan from the bank.  The bank can give you a loan with money it actually doesn’t have but creates out of thin air without any gold backing.  And beware of having anything to do with cryptocurrency, especially Bitcoin, which is reportedly the currency involved in child trafficking.  The word “cryptocurrency” starts with the root word “crypt” for a reason.  It is the currency of the dead.  Referring back to the information on War Castles and also information from Gene Decode and other truthers, the cabal thinks of us as “dead.”  

According to the website https://www.dtss.us/blog/the-central-bank-and-monetary-policy/, “In 1913 Congress committed an unconstitutional act by giving away the right to print the nation’s currency to the Federal Reserve Bank.”  So what exactly the Federal Reserve Bank?  Most Americans believe that the Federal Reserve Bank is part of The United States of America.  But, it’s actually not part of the USA at all.  The USA does not own the Federal Reserve.  It is privately owned.  So, then who does own and run the Federal Reserve Bank?  Here’s the most truthful and uncensored answer (in Italics) I’ve found from the website https://www.facts-are-facts.com/news/the-federal-reserve-is-privately-owned    

Who actually owns the Federal Reserve Central Banks? The ownership of the 12 Central banks, a very well kept secret, has been revealed: 

Rothschild Bank of London 
Warburg Bank of Hamburg 
Rothschild Bank of Berlin 
Lehman Brothers of New York 
Lazard Brothers of Paris 
Kuhn Loeb Bank of New York 
Israel Moses Seif Banks of Italy 
Goldman, Sachs of New York 
Warburg Bank of Amsterdam 
Chase Manhattan Bank of New York 
(Reference 14, P. 13, Reference 12, P. 152) 

These bankers are connected to London Banking Houses which ultimately control the FED. When England lost the Revolutionary War with America (our forefathers were fighting their own government), they planned to control us by controlling our banking system, the printing of our money, and our debt (Reference 4, 22). 

Basically, the 13 bloodlines that own the Federal Reserve Bank also own and run the monetary systems of all countries.  Whenever a leader in any country, such as Muammar Kaddafi with Libya and also reportedly with Abraham Lincoln and JFK (John F Kennedy) with the USA, attempts to create a monetary system that doesn’t rely on these greedy banking families, they are sabotaged, smear campaigned and/or assassinated.  Thus far, humanity has been enslaved to debt, to working long hours and sometimes multiple jobs, just to get by, and programmed and socially engineered to “keep up with the Joneses” materially.  We have been taken advantage of while, at the same time, programmed to blame ourselves and just accept that there are people at the top of the financial food chain that live in luxury.  We are programmed to worship these people, look up to these people and aim to be like these people.  IT IS ALL A BRAINWASH.  

You may have heard of “The Great Reset” according to Klaus Schwab, the founder and executive chairman of the World Economic Forum.  Part of this supposed “great” reset is not owning anything and being happy about.  Just read Schwab’s book, COVID-19:  The Great Reset and his other book, The Great Narrative.  Another part of this reset is what the cabal calls the New World Order (NWO) which aims to centralize whatever power that “sovereign” countries have and also centralize the money even further.  Just look at the European Union (EU) and the Euro.  That was just one step towards what the cabal wants to do with the NWO. 

The new financial system that the cabal wants is called the Global Financial System which, of course, means centralized money on a global level controlled by the same people who control the vast majority of our money today.  This would involve collapsing the world economy, which is currently happening, in order to provide the “solution” to this problem, the solution being, of course, the Global Financial System.  This form of manipulation is what David Icke calls "Problem -Reaction - Solution."  You have something you want to do, invade a country like Iraq for example, and you set it up so that the invasion is a solution to a problem, “weapons of mass destruction”, but you need the public to get on board and so you create a problem (9/11, Terrorism) where they will demand a solution.  For more information on this, read David Icke’s book The Trigger.  

What you hear less about is the opposite of the Global Financial System.  It sounds similar to and is not to be confused with Klaus Schwab's Great Reset or the Global Financial System. It is called the Global Currency Reset which wants every country to be sovereign with currencies that are gold-backed.  The fiat currencies are all debt-based and are “a house of cards built on quicksand” according to Victoria Reynolds, who speaks of money in a very spiritual way.  I listened to her speak on one of Charlie Ward’s Rumble podcasts and was amazed by the pearls of wisdom that were dripping from her words.  Here is the link to that video:  https://rumble.com/vzf04l-one-earth-consciousness-rescuing-children-in-ukraine-with-victoria-reynolds.html 

According to Victoria Reynolds, the new money that will be part of the Global Currency Reset will “coded at a 5D (fifth dimensional) vibration.”  This was reportedly done to “keep it out of the hands of those who wouldn’t use it for the highest good.”  In order to experience the Global Currency Reset, we must raise our vibration to 5D.  Once the Global Currency Reset is ushered in, we will experience the Quantum Financial System (QFS) and NESARA/GESARA.  So what is the QFS.  Here is the best definition (in Italics) I found from the website https://qfs.live/:  

The QFS is the takeover of the Central Bank Monetary Debt System to end the financial slavery and control over the populace.  The QFS is an advanced financial system launched to eradicate monopoly on monetary system and for that purpose, a system comprises of Artificial Intelligence and complex computer programs fully backed by banks is needed.  Quantum Financial System would be a break through in the world of banking which will lead to a new area of banking.  QFS will not be influenced by Government policies, rather it will be entirely backed by tangible assets like Gold, Platinum, Silver and will not be based upon mere piece of papers which have no evidentiary value.  

NESARA is an acronym for National Economic Security and Recovery Act.  According to Charlie Ward's podcast on Rumble aired on 10/12/22, he says "there are two different NESARA's out there.  There's the good one and the bad one.  There's the National Economic Stabilization and Reformation Act which is the good one."  GESARA is an acronym for Global Economic Security Reformation Act.  Here are some highlights (in Italics) of what the QFS will look like with NESARA/GESARA from the website https://roserambles.org/2021/10/06/nesara-gesara-explained-in-great-detail-october-6-2021/ 

The IMF will announce the “global gold-standard monetary system” once GESARA is announced. All remaining fiat currencies will be cashed in for gold-standard currency. 

Paper money will eventually be phased out and all currencies will be digital under the new financial system. 

Energy costs will also drop as a result of free-energy and new technologies. 

And soon also available ‘real health care’ to make people healthy instead of sick, to regrow limbs or organs, or to reduce our age by 30 years. (Yes, this sounds very out there, but I’ve heard of this technology which some have called:  "Med Beds."  Another thing to research would be the “20 and Back” secret space program which involved this sort of age regression technology. Also, ask yourself why it is that monarchs, such as Queen Elizabeth, live so long, much longer than the rest of us?  Do they have access to healthcare, cures, and technologies that us common folk don't?) 

Money and banks are tools of the cabal to control us, with their debt-based economy which can never bring prosperity. – Consequently, paper money and banks will eventually disappear. Coinage will not. 

Corporations that responsibly produce things that people really need will see a huge surge in business and profits for many years to come. This is wealth-producing. Because a huge aspect of GESARA is the elimination of the national debt of every nation on earth, taxes will be adjusted to be lower for citizens and corporations. Only a flat sales tax of about 15% on new items will be applied. 

GESARA was voted to be implemented by all 209 sovereign nations of the world, per the signed 2015 Paris Agreement on Climate Change, starting with the restored Republic of the United States (known in the USA as NESARA – National Economic Security and Reformation Act or National Economic Stabilization and Recovery Act). In the United States, this single act does away with cancers like the Federal Reserve Bank, Internal Revenue Service (IRS) and USA, Inc. shadow government, plus so much more! 

Planet Earth and humanity are experiencing The Great Shift of Consciousness, also known as Ascension or The Great Awakening into Unity Consciousness. Mother Earth is returning to be a sacred planet, and is taking the entire human population with her (whoever wants to go). It’s a golden age beyond our wildest imaginations. 

The “dark cabal” governing authority has intentionally and methodically hidden humanity’s historical truth (including extra-terrestrial occupation and genetic tampering) for over 13,000 years. It’s plan was to enslave humanity for its own selfish ends. It almost succeeded. 

Here’s a short description of NESARA’s mandate in the United States: 

Cancels all credit card, mortgage, and other bank debt due to illegal banking and government activities. Many refer to this as a “jubilee” or complete forgiveness of debt. 

Abolishes Federal Income Taxes in the U.S. Creates a 17% flat rate non-essential new items only sales tax revenue for the government. In other words, food and medicine will not be taxed, nor will used items such as old homes. 

Abolishes the Internal Revenue Service (IRS), with employees of the IRS will be transferred into the US Treasury national sales tax area. 

Restores Constitutional Law to all courts and legal matters in the Republic of the United States of America. Retrains all judges and attorneys in Constitutional Law. 

Removes all dark cabal agents and administration officials and all members of the U.S. Congress from their positions due to their continuous unconstitutional actions. 

Sounds promising, right?  I have heard that there will be debt forgiveness and that the cost of living won’t be so astronomical when this new financial system gets ushered in.  Of course, given that we are on two primary timelines now, not everyone will experience this 5D financial system.  So, do what you can to raise your vibration by being in service to others, cutting ties with dark connections that involve fear and any of the negative emotions, and attune yourself to love and to God.  Scott McKay does a livestream called The Tipping Point on Revolution Radio on Monday nights.  He did a great podcast that explains the Global Currency Reset and all the history that led to the necessity of this reset in a very comprehensive way.  If you want to do your own research on the QFS and NESARA/GESARA, Scott McKay's video is a great place to start.  Here is a link to that video:  


UPDATE added 5/25/22:  I wanted to add an update to this blog for a video (Rumble) I watched this morning that I was very inspired by about the QFS and GESARA/NESARA.  In case the video "disappears", some highlights are:

- QFS works via an AI (Artificial Intelligence) program that is a monetary system backed by gold.  You have to be vibrationally matched to it in order to attract it into your life.  One affirmation you can practice is:  "I am a vibrational match to the Quantum Financial System."  

- Raise your vibration by pursuing and living your highest joys.

- It is no longer GESARA/NESARA.  It is now just GESARA which means that the QFS will be global.  

- The video below also says that NESARA was passed into law in the year 2000.  Any mention of it was forbidden but the truth always has a way of leaking out. It was going to be announced to the people of the USA on September 12, 2001.  What happened the day before, of course, obliterated any chance of NESARA occurring at that time or even being mentioned at that time since we were still under the control of the Cabal at that time.  9/11 was thus a way to keep us enslaved to the current monetary system that is on it's way out, the SWIFT and FIAT systems as previously stated above.

Here's the link:  https://rumble.com/v15tkfp-nesara-gesara-qfs-quantum-financial-system-end-of-global-poverty-and-libera.html

Updated on 6/29/22:  It appears that more and more information is coming out on the Rainbow money, the forgiveness of debt and the QFS/GESARA/NESARA.  I wanted to provide a link to a great video on the topic but you may have to scroll past the first 20-30 minutes where the presenter is working out technical difficulties:  https://rumble.com/v1a8trz-45-tastic-and-john-dowling-on-turn-the-page-with-janine-steffens-q-and-a-on.html

Updated on 9/2/22:  Within the past month, Juan O. Savin, who is a big figure in the truther communicator, has said that GESARA/NESARA is a "scam."  However, there are other truthers that I highly respect, such as Ismael Perez, who continue to talk about the QFS and GESARA/NESARA being a real thing that will happen, depending on which timeline you end up on.  For more information on that, look for Ismael Perez's YT videos.  He has been doing interviews all over the place and has a couple of books out too, including a book called Our Cosmic Origin.  Additionally, he has been teaching online classes that sound very interesting.  You can sign up for his classes at:  https://www.themysticarts.org/

Updated on 10/13/22:  There is an awesome Rumble where both Juan O. Savin and Dr. Charlie Ward are discussing NESARA/GESARA.  I updated parts of this blog above based on this Rumble:  https://rumble.com/v1npbmu-ironing-out-the-truth-nesara-gesara-with-charlie-ward-juan-savin-amelia-lov.html

In the above podcast, Charlie Ward says, "the re-evaluation (the 'rv') actually did start on the 24th of September (2022)" and "the Quantum Financial System IS the operating system and the only currencies that can be entered in the Quantum system are gold-backed currencies."  

Updated on 11/14/22:  Another great resource for learning about GESARA is Dylan Monroe, aka "The Mapmaker."  He created a map, a flowchart of GESARA and made it a free download for anyone trying to understand it better.  He also has a video explaining the map in more detail.  Below are links to a free download of the map and his video about the map:




The Desecration of God's Creation 

I used to believe that everyone is good at heart and that if you just loved someone and showed someone compassion and really tried to understand someone, a person could change their ways for the better.  However, after surviving 25 years of narcissistic abuse in my personal life and uncovering the global Satanic agenda per the narcissists, sociopaths and psychopaths at the top of the pyramid of power in this world, my views have changed.  I now realize that these kinds of people will use and abuse your empathy and your love and twist it into a means for their evil ends.  These people mock God’s creations.  If you say anything about this, you are dismissed as a “conspiracy theorist”, “QANON”, “paranoid” or “crazy” – a way to silence you, mock you and get others to do the same.  

This is why they push the transgender agenda.  Instead of accepting the gender you were born with, they want you to destroy what God created and feel free to create what you want.  This is one of the reasons why they invert their children into the opposite gender from birth or early childhood.  They also invert their children to worship the Baphomet, their transgender God.  Have you ever heard of “detransitioning”?  There is a detransitioning movement that is trying to get the word out about how transitioning into another gender will not solve your problems or make you happy.  This movement includes people who have had the top or bottom surgery, deeply regret it and are trying to transition back to their God-given gender.  If you say anything about this, you are dismissed as “transphobic” or “homophobic”:  a trick to silence you, censor you and/or mock you into silence.  

I do understand that there are people who deeply feel that they were born in the wrong body.  I used to wish I was a boy.  My parents thought I was going to be a boy until I was born.  I would wear shorts (without a shirt) instead of a bathing suit when I would swim when I was a little girl.  Throughout elementary and middle school, I was more of a tomboy.  In high school, I would steal my dad’s clothes and wear them to school.  I now just accept that I am a masculine female or what Native Americans might call “two spirit” and that’s okay.  Moreso, I deeply love and appreciate that I am a female now.  

Gene Decode, my favorite truther and teacher, says that reincarnation is a real thing and a that there is a recycling of souls onto this earth plane through what he calls “soul traps” which is where the tunnel of lights, if you follow them upon dying, lead to.  Our soul memories are wiped clean and we stay enslaved to the Satanic forces that control this planet.  According to Gene, predominantly male souls may be put into a female body lifetime after lifetime (or vice versa) in order to create a schism in the soul so that demonic entities can attach.  This situation can, on a spiritual level, cause someone to have gender dysphoria.  

In addition to holograms that create a “tunnel of light” that we have been brainwashed to believe (through the CIA-controlled entertainment industry) is the way to heaven, the Satanic forces also use holograms that may reflect whatever religion or afterlife beliefs one has such as holograms of Jesus, the Virgin Mary, or someone from your family who has passed before you.  These holograms are designed to trick your soul into a soul trap, sort of like cheese in a mouse trap.  The way to bypass this trick and go to the God of all creation is to go towards what Gene calls “the central sun” or “source.”  A hologram is another way to desecrate or mock God’s creation.  

The Global Cult, that is mankind but not humankind, mocks God’s creations in many ways.  To them, everything is inverted.  Up is down and down is up.  This is why it is so important to question what you see on TV, in the movies, on the internet, in the news or anything you are perceiving with our limited senses.  This is why they do everything they can to make us third eye blind, to calcify our pineal glands and make us question our intuition.  This is why they indoctrinate our children with things like drag queen story time – it confuses our children and again, creates a schism in the soul which makes them easy bait for all the mind control that follows throughout life on this planet.  This is why our education system has been bombarded by “woke” ideology and you are shamed and called “ignorant” if you dare the question the agenda.  Now, there is a movement to try to normalize pedophilia by rebranding pedophiles as “minor attracted person.”  

Woman have been desecrated and continue to be desecrated in most religions and in the secular world.  We are not allowed to be priests.  We are far less likely to hold the highest positions in governments such as president or prime minister.  Woman are paid less for their work than men in the same positions.  We were not allowed to vote until recently in history.  There are still many countries where women don’t have any rights of their own but only have rights through their husband, brothers or fathers.  In the bible, we are either a Madonna or a whore.  

I grew up going to Catholic school and I was taught that Mary Magdalene was a prostitute that Jesus had pity on, not the partner of Jesus which is what many historians now believe her to be.  But her name and reputation were desecrated in the bible, probably because she was a divine feminine and that is not allowed in a patriarchal society.    Now, women’s sports are dominated by Luciferian women who are biological males and transwomen.  Biological males who were inverted at birth make up a good portion of the supermodels and actresses that we are brainwashed to aspire to be like or look like.  Now, transwomen can give birth and the term “birthing person” is being branded so now even giving birth is not special to being a woman.  We, as women, are portals for souls to come onto this earth and as such, we tend to hold life more dear.  This is why women who are proud to be women should be in positions of authority.  

This desecration of God’s creation is also behind the “pro-choice” movement which is really a movement away from freewill of the soul and towards further government control which is why it’s ironic that they call themselves “pro-choice.”  The global cult has normalized the killing of our children and use the fetal tissue, cells and organs for many different things including putting it in our food and vaccines, another way to mock God’s creation – to feed us and inject us with our own children.  What do you think inspired the song and movie “The Wall” by Pink Floyd and the movie Soylent Green and/or Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas?  The global cult sacrifice their own children want us to do the same.  They get high on the blood of our children, a drug called Adrenochrome, and use the blood of children as a youth serum to hold onto their corporal lives as long as possible because they know that once they die, they are extinguished, unlike the children of God, for we are made in his image.  

According to Gene Decode, “we are the blueprint for everything” which means the that the children of God, the bloodline of Seth, unlike the bloodlines of Cain, are blueprint for all life on this planet, in this galaxy and across all galaxies.  As Lucifer is the father of Cain, the bloodlines of Cain worship Satan aka Lucifer and not God.  When you hear any of the global cult talk about “God”, they are talking about Lucifer and not the God of all creation.  In fact, they are angry with or hate God, if they believe that God even exists.  They all pretty much hate Christians.  They hate in general.  But they love themselves and worship themselves.  

But perhaps the biggest way that the global cult has succeeded in desecrating God’s creation is through their practice of trafficking, torturing and harvesting the blood of our children.  There is a great TikTok video where the reporter/truther, Laura Logan, explains this well.  I have included the link below.  In case that video disappears, since the global cult controls and censors the mainstream media and most of social media to their benefit, the gist of the video is that our children are the closest thing to source, to God as they are still pure and innocent and uncorrupted.  The energy vampires that are the global cult, feed off the light of others, having no light of their own.  They also feed off the negative energies of fear and anger.  Dr. Christiane Northup wrote an excellent book on this called Dodging Energy Vampires.  In addition to feeding off the light of children, the global cult also delights in torturing our children and consuming our children and secretly getting us to do the same, because they hate God and they hate us, especially our children because our children are the closest thing to God on this planet.  

So, how do we want to respond to the global cult’s attempts to desecrate God’s creations?  By revering life, by owning our inner light, by seeing the divine in one another, by decrying evil and no longer denying its existence, by standing up for our future, our children and protecting them and holding those who harm our children accountable for their actions, by no longer blindly believing those in positions of power when it’s sociopaths, psychopaths and narcissists that tend to seek out positions of power, by no longer distracting ourselves with various forms of social media, entertainment and mainstream media that keep us from connecting with each other, by honoring women as equal to men, by accepting our God-given genders, by listening to another’s point of view instead of dismissing them as “crazy” or a “conspiracy theorist”, by getting back in touch with our intuition, by forgiving ourselves and each other so that we might unite and transcend whatever circumstances we find ourselves in, and by turning to God who does not wish for any soul to perish.  But we all have freewill on this planet.  May we use our freewill in service to God and in service to others.  God bless…


Rebirth of the Earth 

I was listening to a beautiful quote on one of my favorite Rumble channels this morning, We The People.  I didn't see or hear a source for the quote but I have included the link to the video below if you are interested in researching it further.  Here's the quote:  

“The people who will know how to survive these times of great upheaval will be the wounded healers, the ones who have had their hearts broken over and over again until it has cracked open.  The ones who have learned from their experiences and now know how to heal themselves because people who have been broken and know how to put themselves back together again hold the spiritual power of regeneration.  They know what it’s like to die and be reborn in a single lifetime.  Earth is going through a collective death right now and the people who know how to rebirth themselves will know how to be the midwives for the rebirth of the earth too.”


The Real Zodiac 

We have been lied to in so many ways:  about our history, about our world and about ourselves.  One of the ways we have been deceived is through the zodiac signs.  In reality, there are 13 zodiac signs, each sign being different lengths.  Additionally, our calendar is off.  Our annual calendar actually starts on April 16th and ends on April 15th.  Each month is actually 28 days with an extra day “to swing into the new year” per Gene Decode.  Gene also says that there is an extra day every 4 years or so, just like the concept of a leap year, where the masculine energy joins with the feminine energy.  

So, why did the cabal mess with our calendar and make our months varying lengths?  According to Gene, they did so to keep us off our rhythm.  For the same reason, they only revealed 12 zodiac signs to us and not all 13.  The sign that was hidden from us is the sign of the healer and they didn’t want anyone born into that sign to know that they would be a natural healer.  This is the sign of Ophiuchus.  The cabal wants us controlled through Big Pharma.  They want us relying on the allopathic or Western medicine approach of treating any condition by addressing the symptoms of disease with pharmakeia which translates to “witchcraft” in Greek.  

Your sign is important because it shows you your gifting from God.  The cabal does not want us knowing our God-given gifts and certainly doesn’t want us making use of those gifts because they won’t to keep us enslaved for their own purposes.  For those Christians out there who were falsely taught that the zodiac and that astrology were satanic, realize that astrology is all over the bible.  Here are some examples from the following website:  https://www.liveabout.com/christian-astrologer-the-age-of-aquarius-206619 

Jesus talked in the Bible about the changes in the future that would signal his return. He said that there would be “Signs in the Sun, Moon, and stars” (Luke 21:25) signaling his return. 

Jesus was the one who announced the Age of Aquarius and said, “A man will meet you carrying an earthen pitcher of water; follow him into the house where he goes in” Luke 22:10. Since ancient times Aquarius was called the “water-bearer” and is symbolized by the Face of a Man in the Book of Revelation as one of the fixed signs of the zodiac. 

Aquarius is symbolized by a man carrying a jug of water and this symbol existed since ancient times. It's interesting that Jesus tells us to “follow the water-bearer.” Jesus was telling his followers to follow the Aquarian Age and enter the house he goes in, which can mean he was helping us prepare for the future by telling us to follow this new spiritual expansion and rebirth. Jesus was educating the disciples and warning them about this crucial time in human history and preparing them for it in advance. 

Here is another website that speaks well to astrology in the bible:  https://medium.com/belover/astrology-in-the-bible-5d4abecac741 

The most important case for astrology, in my opinion, is that the three wise men knew where to find the baby Jesus by following a star.  Christians often retort, “that’s astronomy, not astrology.”  But astrology, not astronomy, is the meaning given to the stars.  The next best case for astrology in the bible comes from Genesis 1:14, English Standard Version: 

And God said, “Let there be lights in the expanse of the heavens to separate the day from the night. And let them be for signs and for seasons,[a] and for days and years, 

Our zodiac signs don’t enslave us to a certain future because God allows for all choices and possibilities.  What it does give us, though, is knowledge of the gifts we are born into the world with.  Each natal chart is like an energetic footprint, a cosmic signature which gives us the gravitational magnetic field of the time, place and date we are born.  

So, here are the 13 signs according to Gene Decode: 

Aires:  April 18 – May 14, 25.5 days long 

Taurus:  May 14 – June 21, 38.2 days long 

Gemini:  June 21 – July 20, 29.3 days long 

Cancer:  July 20 – August 10, 21.1 days long 

Leo:  August 10 – September 16, 36.9 days long 

Virgo:  September 16 – October 31, 44.5 days long 

Libra:  October 31 – November 21, 21.1 days long 

Scorpio:  November 21 – November 29, 8.4 days long 

Ophiuchus:  November 29 – December 18, 18.4 days long 

Sagittarius:  December 18 – January 20, 33.6 days long 

Capricorn:  January 20 – February 17, 27.4 days long 

Aquarius:  February 17 – March 13, 23.9 days long 

Pisces:  March 13 – April 18, 37.7 days long

Adventures in Social Work 

Around 2010 or so, I was walking along the pier on Seattle’s waterfront.  This was before pot was legal.  I forgot to remove my badge from work.  I came across a very creative panhandler who was writing the word “LOVE” out in pennies on the sidewalk.  He stopped me and asked if he could have some pennies to finish the word “LOVE.”  I thought he was so creative that I gave him some pennies.  Then his friend put a vial of weed in my face and said, “look at this, isn’t it beautiful?”  The panhandler scolded his friend and pointed out my badge and said to his friend, “can’t you see she’s a social worker?”  

And that, my friends, is how social workers are viewed in society.  We are viewed as almost the same, if not worse, than the police.  I remember being in high school and taking a class where a social worker from Child Protective Services was visiting.  She said that it was a thankless job because you are either accused of not taking away kids who should’ve been taken away or taking away kids that shouldn’t have been taken away.  She added that nobody sees or cares to see how much social workers help people.  I remember thinking to myself back then, “who in the world would want to be a social worker?”  

When I later worked for Child Protective Services one summer as a case aide, I saw how much the social workers did to help children, to help families.  I saw how many services they provided to families struggling with generational abuse or trauma.  They helped with daycare, parenting classes, in home therapy, and basic needs like vouchers for food and travel.  Nobody ever hears about this side of social workers.  

Upon graduating high school, I went to the University of Washington (UW) attempting to become a physical therapist because I wanted to be a healer in some capacity and back then, I was still under the social programming that you need a degree to do or be anything of value in this world or make substantial money.  I obtained my Bachelor’s degree in psychology but could never get into the physical therapy program at UW (which only accepted 24 students per year) or any other PT program at that time.  My grades were just not good enough in the sciences.  I recall walking by the School of Social Work a lot as an undergraduate student because the building was next to Schmitz Hall which is where you paid your tuition, handled issues around student loans, enrollment, transcripts, etc.  Anyway, the School of Social Work building was at a prominent location on campus and I walked by it often.  As I would walk by it, I recall sometimes thinking, again, “who in their right mind would become a social worker?”  

Because I couldn’t get into the PT program at UW, I knew I had to get a Master’s degree in something because a Bachelor’s in Psychology on its own was not likely to get me a job.  I considered a Master’s in Education but didn’t have enough of the prerequisites to apply.  Two Master’s programs reached out to me, The School of Law and The School of Social Work.  Because I was intimated by the LSAT, I applied to The School of Social Work as well as the Marriage and Family Therapy program at a different college.  I got into both and chose Social Work only because I knew it would give me more options.   

It wasn’t until I started my graduate program that I discovered that social workers did much more than work for Child Protective Services.  I learned that social workers are counselors and social justice warriors and worked in healthcare as medical social workers.  When I took my first mental health class in the MSW program, I thought to myself, “I can do this.”  I decided to go down the mental health track of social work.  The other tracks at the time were multicultural, administrative, and child/youth/family.  I’ve done work in CYF and mental health and medical social worker (it’s odd that there wasn’t a medical social work track at the time).  While I enjoyed doing work within the CYF part of social work, I enjoyed mental health work much more.  Medical social work was what I enjoyed the least.  

My first job in social worker was working in people’s homes that were involved with CPS.  I did Family Preservation Counseling and taught parenting skills to parents at the age of 22 with no kids and little experience in the field.  Somehow, I was able to pull off getting positive feedback from the CPS social workers and the families I worked with.  Probably, because I was and still am a people pleaser to some degree.  I went from that job to working in community mental health.  I ran into a lot of age discrimination because a lot of people were upset by my age, even into my 40’s, because I’ve always had a baby face.  But I’ve always been an old soul and most people were willing to look past my chronological age and youthful appearance.  

While working as a medical social worker, I found that people got angry if they were referred to my office for an intake or assessment.  People would arrive to their first appointment with me by saying things like “I don’t beat my wife” even if this had nothing to do with why their doctor referred them to me.  One woman said to me, “I might have cancer but I’m not depressed” as if depression was more stigmatizing than cancer.  I guess, it is in some ways it is.  Most people would say something like “I don’t know why my doctor referred me to a social worker.”  When I would call people from the clinic, I would introduce myself and my credentials and it immediately put most people off.  Most people would say, “why is a social worker calling me?”  I got wiser and started introducing myself as, “I’m Nicole and I’m calling from Dr. So-and-So’s office.”  People were much more receptive to the improved introduction.  

While I never quite enjoyed my profession completely, due to the general societal hate and distrust towards social workers, I have grown to appreciate that while the job is very stressful and demanding and, at times, traumatic, it is also very rewarding.  I’ve had people, for example, tell me that I saved their lives by talking them out of suicide.  I’ve had many children draw me pictures to thank me for helping them to heal and/or for helping their parents or families to heal.  

Becoming more aware of how vast the issue of child abuse and trafficking is, in 2019, was when my choice of graduate degree and career finally clicked for me.  I realized, on a conscious level, that helping children or adult children, heal from trauma and informing the world about the truth of child trafficking and related Satanic Ritual Abuse and all the related issues, such as the survivors of the MK Ultra and Monarch mind control programs, was not only part of my job but my spiritual purpose for being here on this earth, especially at this time in history.  I’m here, as many lightworkers are, to hold the light, to help people heal, to help people find their path and evolve, and to be a teacher in the sense of bringing the dark issues to the light.  (BTW, if you have not watched the documentary, Trance, about Cathy O’Brien’s life, you are missing out.  She is a survivor of the MK Ultra program.  Here is the link to watch it:  https://trance.movie/

Getting back to my “adventures” in social work, I have been threatened in my professional life and in my personal life due to this spiritual purpose of helping to bring light to the issue of child trafficking and child abuse including Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA).  I have lost friends due to this purpose.  I have been mocked and ridiculed.  I have been kicked off social media platforms, repeatedly and have seen other advocates for children have the same done to them.  I have become unpopular, lost jobs, lost relationships, and have had people scold and chastise me because of my purpose.  I have been smear-campaigned.  I have had people threaten my livelihood, my personal safety and my life because of my need to be a child advocate and be a voice for the voiceless.  And if I lose my life because of this purpose, then I can think of no better reason to die, on the spiritual battlefield doing what God wants me to do.  So, to all of those who have threatened me or mocked me or smeared me, I say… BRING IT ON!!!

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