We have been lied to in so many ways:  about our history, about our world and about ourselves.  One of the ways we have been deceived is through the zodiac signs.  In reality, there are 13 zodiac signs, each sign being different lengths.  Additionally, our calendar is off.  Our annual calendar actually starts on April 16th and ends on April 15th.  Each month is actually 28 days with an extra day “to swing into the new year” per Gene Decode.  Gene also says that there is an extra day every 4 years or so, just like the concept of a leap year, where the masculine energy joins with the feminine energy.  

So, why did the cabal mess with our calendar and make our months varying lengths?  According to Gene, they did so to keep us off our rhythm.  For the same reason, they only revealed 12 zodiac signs to us and not all 13.  The sign that was hidden from us is the sign of the healer and they didn’t want anyone born into that sign to know that they would be a natural healer.  This is the sign of Ophiuchus.  The cabal wants us controlled through Big Pharma.  They want us relying on the allopathic or Western medicine approach of treating any condition by addressing the symptoms of disease with pharmakeia which translates to “witchcraft” in Greek.  

Your sign is important because it shows you your gifting from God.  The cabal does not want us knowing our God-given gifts and certainly doesn’t want us making use of those gifts because they won’t to keep us enslaved for their own purposes.  For those Christians out there who were falsely taught that the zodiac and that astrology were satanic, realize that astrology is all over the bible.  Here are some examples from the following website:  https://www.liveabout.com/christian-astrologer-the-age-of-aquarius-206619 

Jesus talked in the Bible about the changes in the future that would signal his return. He said that there would be “Signs in the Sun, Moon, and stars” (Luke 21:25) signaling his return. 

Jesus was the one who announced the Age of Aquarius and said, “A man will meet you carrying an earthen pitcher of water; follow him into the house where he goes in” Luke 22:10. Since ancient times Aquarius was called the “water-bearer” and is symbolized by the Face of a Man in the Book of Revelation as one of the fixed signs of the zodiac. 

Aquarius is symbolized by a man carrying a jug of water and this symbol existed since ancient times. It's interesting that Jesus tells us to “follow the water-bearer.” Jesus was telling his followers to follow the Aquarian Age and enter the house he goes in, which can mean he was helping us prepare for the future by telling us to follow this new spiritual expansion and rebirth. Jesus was educating the disciples and warning them about this crucial time in human history and preparing them for it in advance. 

Here is another website that speaks well to astrology in the bible:  https://medium.com/belover/astrology-in-the-bible-5d4abecac741 

The most important case for astrology, in my opinion, is that the three wise men knew where to find the baby Jesus by following a star.  Christians often retort, “that’s astronomy, not astrology.”  But astrology, not astronomy, is the meaning given to the stars.  The next best case for astrology in the bible comes from Genesis 1:14, English Standard Version: 

And God said, “Let there be lights in the expanse of the heavens to separate the day from the night. And let them be for signs and for seasons,[a] and for days and years, 

Our zodiac signs don’t enslave us to a certain future because God allows for all choices and possibilities.  What it does give us, though, is knowledge of the gifts we are born into the world with.  Each natal chart is like an energetic footprint, a cosmic signature which gives us the gravitational magnetic field of the time, place and date we are born.  

So, here are the 13 signs according to Gene Decode: 

Aires:  April 18 – May 14, 25.5 days long 

Taurus:  May 14 – June 21, 38.2 days long 

Gemini:  June 21 – July 20, 29.3 days long 

Cancer:  July 20 – August 10, 21.1 days long 

Leo:  August 10 – September 16, 36.9 days long 

Virgo:  September 16 – October 31, 44.5 days long 

Libra:  October 31 – November 21, 21.1 days long 

Scorpio:  November 21 – November 29, 8.4 days long 

Ophiuchus:  November 29 – December 18, 18.4 days long 

Sagittarius:  December 18 – January 20, 33.6 days long 

Capricorn:  January 20 – February 17, 27.4 days long 

Aquarius:  February 17 – March 13, 23.9 days long 

Pisces:  March 13 – April 18, 37.7 days long

Around 2010 or so, I was walking along the pier on Seattle’s waterfront.  This was before pot was legal.  I forgot to remove my badge from work.  I came across a very creative panhandler who was writing the word “LOVE” out in pennies on the sidewalk.  He stopped me and asked if he could have some pennies to finish the word “LOVE.”  I thought he was so creative that I gave him some pennies.  Then his friend put a vial of weed in my face and said, “look at this, isn’t it beautiful?”  The panhandler scolded his friend and pointed out my badge and said to his friend, “can’t you see she’s a social worker?”  

And that, my friends, is how social workers are viewed in society.  We are viewed as almost the same, if not worse, than the police.  I remember being in high school and taking a class where a social worker from Child Protective Services was visiting.  She said that it was a thankless job because you are either accused of not taking away kids who should’ve been taken away or taking away kids that shouldn’t have been taken away.  She added that nobody sees or cares to see how much social workers help people.  I remember thinking to myself back then, “who in the world would want to be a social worker?”  

When I later worked for Child Protective Services one summer as a case aide, I saw how much the social workers did to help children, to help families.  I saw how many services they provided to families struggling with generational abuse or trauma.  They helped with daycare, parenting classes, in home therapy, and basic needs like vouchers for food and travel.  Nobody ever hears about this side of social workers.  

Upon graduating high school, I went to the University of Washington (UW) attempting to become a physical therapist because I wanted to be a healer in some capacity and back then, I was still under the social programming that you need a degree to do or be anything of value in this world or make substantial money.  I obtained my Bachelor’s degree in psychology but could never get into the physical therapy program at UW (which only accepted 24 students per year) or any other PT program at that time.  My grades were just not good enough in the sciences.  I recall walking by the School of Social Work a lot as an undergraduate student because the building was next to Schmitz Hall which is where you paid your tuition, handled issues around student loans, enrollment, transcripts, etc.  Anyway, the School of Social Work building was at a prominent location on campus and I walked by it often.  As I would walk by it, I recall sometimes thinking, again, “who in their right mind would become a social worker?”  

Because I couldn’t get into the PT program at UW, I knew I had to get a Master’s degree in something because a Bachelor’s in Psychology on its own was not likely to get me a job.  I considered a Master’s in Education but didn’t have enough of the prerequisites to apply.  Two Master’s programs reached out to me, The School of Law and The School of Social Work.  Because I was intimated by the LSAT, I applied to The School of Social Work as well as the Marriage and Family Therapy program at a different college.  I got into both and chose Social Work only because I knew it would give me more options.   

It wasn’t until I started my graduate program that I discovered that social workers did much more than work for Child Protective Services.  I learned that social workers are counselors and social justice warriors and worked in healthcare as medical social workers.  When I took my first mental health class in the MSW program, I thought to myself, “I can do this.”  I decided to go down the mental health track of social work.  The other tracks at the time were multicultural, administrative, and child/youth/family.  I’ve done work in CYF and mental health and medical social worker (it’s odd that there wasn’t a medical social work track at the time).  While I enjoyed doing work within the CYF part of social work, I enjoyed mental health work much more.  Medical social work was what I enjoyed the least.  

My first job in social worker was working in people’s homes that were involved with CPS.  I did Family Preservation Counseling and taught parenting skills to parents at the age of 22 with no kids and little experience in the field.  Somehow, I was able to pull off getting positive feedback from the CPS social workers and the families I worked with.  Probably, because I was and still am a people pleaser to some degree.  I went from that job to working in community mental health.  I ran into a lot of age discrimination because a lot of people were upset by my age, even into my 40’s, because I’ve always had a baby face.  But I’ve always been an old soul and most people were willing to look past my chronological age and youthful appearance.  

While working as a medical social worker, I found that people got angry if they were referred to my office for an intake or assessment.  People would arrive to their first appointment with me by saying things like “I don’t beat my wife” even if this had nothing to do with why their doctor referred them to me.  One woman said to me, “I might have cancer but I’m not depressed” as if depression was more stigmatizing than cancer.  I guess, it is in some ways it is.  Most people would say something like “I don’t know why my doctor referred me to a social worker.”  When I would call people from the clinic, I would introduce myself and my credentials and it immediately put most people off.  Most people would say, “why is a social worker calling me?”  I got wiser and started introducing myself as, “I’m Nicole and I’m calling from Dr. So-and-So’s office.”  People were much more receptive to the improved introduction.  

While I never quite enjoyed my profession completely, due to the general societal hate and distrust towards social workers, I have grown to appreciate that while the job is very stressful and demanding and, at times, traumatic, it is also very rewarding.  I’ve had people, for example, tell me that I saved their lives by talking them out of suicide.  I’ve had many children draw me pictures to thank me for helping them to heal and/or for helping their parents or families to heal.  

Becoming more aware of how vast the issue of child abuse and trafficking is, in 2019, was when my choice of graduate degree and career finally clicked for me.  I realized, on a conscious level, that helping children or adult children, heal from trauma and informing the world about the truth of child trafficking and related Satanic Ritual Abuse and all the related issues, such as the survivors of the MK Ultra and Monarch mind control programs, was not only part of my job but my spiritual purpose for being here on this earth, especially at this time in history.  I’m here, as many lightworkers are, to hold the light, to help people heal, to help people find their path and evolve, and to be a teacher in the sense of bringing the dark issues to the light.  (BTW, if you have not watched the documentary, Trance, about Cathy O’Brien’s life, you are missing out.  She is a survivor of the MK Ultra program.  Here is the link to watch it:  https://trance.movie/) 

Getting back to my “adventures” in social work, I have been threatened in my professional life and in my personal life due to this spiritual purpose of helping to bring light to the issue of child trafficking and child abuse including Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA).  I have lost friends due to this purpose.  I have been mocked and ridiculed.  I have been kicked off social media platforms, repeatedly and have seen other advocates for children have the same done to them.  I have become unpopular, lost jobs, lost relationships, and have had people scold and chastise me because of my purpose.  I have been smear-campaigned.  I have had people threaten my livelihood, my personal safety and my life because of my need to be a child advocate and be a voice for the voiceless.  And if I lose my life because of this purpose, then I can think of no better reason to die, on the spiritual battlefield doing what God wants me to do.  So, to all of those who have threatened me or mocked me or smeared me, I say… BRING IT ON!!!

I’ve been wanting to do a blog on the corrupt global financial system ever since watching a documentary called War Castles on YouTube.  It is now hard to find and seems to have been shadow banned.  War Castles was narrated by a military insider who talked about the three financial centers of the world as being Washington DC (USA), London City (UK) and Vatican City (Italy).  This documentary also talks about how the social security system, birth certificate system, Internal Revenue Services (IRS) and judicial system, which is based on admiralty maritime law, are tied into this corrupt global financial.  

This subject matter of a corrupt global financial system is such a vast subject matter involving so many elements that it’s hard to write about it in a blog.  However, I’m not enough of an expert on the subject matter to explain the corruption in any real depth.  So, for the purposes of this blog, I will talk about some basic things I have learned from War Castles and everything I have researched about the subject matter since first watching War Castles a year ago.  I would suggest that you try to find War Castles (don’t look up on YouTube or google it but go on Telegram, Bitchute, Truth Social, Gab, Rumble or do an internet search using Qwant.com).  

So, you’ve probably heard of the 13 families or bloodlines that are in control of our money worldwide.  They are also called the “13 Satanic Bloodlines” or “13 Bloodlines of the Illuminati.”  One of them is, you got it, The Rothschilds.  But here is a full list from https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/bloodlines/: 

1  -  The Astor Bloodline

2  -  The Bundy Bloodline 

3  -  The Collins Bloodline 

4  -  The DuPont Bloodline 

5  -  The Freeman Bloodline 

6  -  The Kennedy Bloodline 

7  -  The Li Bloodline 

8  -  The Onassis Bloodline 

9  -  The Reynolds Bloodline 

10  -  The Rockefeller Bloodline 

11  -  The Rothschild Bloodline 

12  -  The Russell Bloodline 

13  -  The Van Duyn Bloodline 

These bloodlines have been stockpiling gold and hoarding the world’s currency and funding both sides of war, appointing world leaders, and are at the head of the illuminati which is those at the top of that pyramid of control involving everything from the food we eat and what music we listen to and what news we receive through mainstream media outlets to what we learn at school including universities.  I’m going to be using the terms “illuminati” and “cabal” interchangeably for the purposes of this blog. 

https://www.gamerlandia.net/2012/11/26/ricerca-il-nuovo-ordine-mondiale-nwo-la-vera-struttura-degli-illuminati/pyrimid-of-control/ 

There are some important acronyms and terms to know when discussing the issue of money and how the whole banking system, as it is currently known, is collapsing right before our very eyes.  One of those acronyms is SWIFT.  So what is SWIFT?  Here is a definition of SWIFT from the following website https://www.investopedia.com/articles/personal-finance/050515/how-swift-system-works.asp 

 “Behind most international money and security transfers is the Society for Worldwide Interbank Financial Telecommunications (SWIFT) system. SWIFT is a vast messaging network banks and other financial institutions use to quickly, accurately, and securely send and receive information, such as money transfer instructions.”  The SWIFT used to be an interbank system according to Gene Decode.  Now, the SWIFT System is “a bunch of regulations put upon a digital monetary system” according to Gene (And if you don’t know who Gene Decode is, you should, because he is, in my opinion, the best source of intel across the board).  

Another term to know is “Fiat.”  Here is a great definition and good explanation (in Italics) I found on what “Fiat” is and how it generally works.  And here is the website link to the source of the following definition:  https://www.sofi.com/learn/content/fiat-currency/  

A fiat currency is money that is not backed by a physical commodity like gold, but instead backed by the government that issued it. Most modern currencies, such as the U.S. dollar, euro, pound and yen, are fiat money. 

“Fiat” means “an authoritative or arbitrary order.” So in the case “fiat money,” it’s an order by the government that gives them value and makes them legal tender. The current fiat-money system came about during the 20th century when countries moved away from the gold standard, where currencies are directly linked to gold. There are currently some 180 fiat currencies in the world today. 

The value of fiat currencies is driven by the marketplace forces of supply and demand. Central banks control the supply, gauging how much money is needed in the economy and printing accordingly. The biggest risk is that they print too much, triggering a bout of hyperinflation–rapid, out-of-control price increases that can lead to economic devastation. 

Faith in a fiat currency hinges on the stability of the government that issues it, as well as trust in the central bank that manages its supply. Here’s a deeper dive into the fiat-currency systems that are fixtures of modern economies. 

An example of how the Fiat system works is getting a loan from the bank.  The bank can give you a loan with money it actually doesn’t have but creates out of thin air without any gold backing.  And beware of having anything to do with cryptocurrency, especially Bitcoin, which is reportedly the currency involved in child trafficking.  The word “cryptocurrency” starts with the root word “crypt” for a reason.  It is the currency of the dead.  Referring back to the information on War Castles and also information from Gene Decode and other truthers, the cabal thinks of us as “dead.”  

According to the website https://www.dtss.us/blog/the-central-bank-and-monetary-policy/, “In 1913 Congress committed an unconstitutional act by giving away the right to print the nation’s currency to the Federal Reserve Bank.”  So what exactly the Federal Reserve Bank?  Most Americans believe that the Federal Reserve Bank is part of The United States of America.  But, it’s actually not part of the USA at all.  The USA does not own the Federal Reserve.  It is privately owned.  So, then who does own and run the Federal Reserve Bank?  Here’s the most truthful and uncensored answer (in Italics) I’ve found from the website https://www.facts-are-facts.com/news/the-federal-reserve-is-privately-owned    

Who actually owns the Federal Reserve Central Banks? The ownership of the 12 Central banks, a very well kept secret, has been revealed: 

Rothschild Bank of London 
Warburg Bank of Hamburg 
Rothschild Bank of Berlin 
Lehman Brothers of New York 
Lazard Brothers of Paris 
Kuhn Loeb Bank of New York 
Israel Moses Seif Banks of Italy 
Goldman, Sachs of New York 
Warburg Bank of Amsterdam 
Chase Manhattan Bank of New York 
(Reference 14, P. 13, Reference 12, P. 152) 

These bankers are connected to London Banking Houses which ultimately control the FED. When England lost the Revolutionary War with America (our forefathers were fighting their own government), they planned to control us by controlling our banking system, the printing of our money, and our debt (Reference 4, 22). 

Basically, the 13 bloodlines that own the Federal Reserve Bank also own and run the monetary systems of all countries.  Whenever a leader in any country, such as Muammar Kaddafi with Libya and also reportedly with Abraham Lincoln and JFK (John F Kennedy) with the USA, attempts to create a monetary system that doesn’t rely on these greedy banking families, they are sabotaged, smear campaigned and/or assassinated.  Thus far, humanity has been enslaved to debt, to working long hours and sometimes multiple jobs, just to get by, and programmed and socially engineered to “keep up with the Joneses” materially.  We have been taken advantage of while, at the same time, programmed to blame ourselves and just accept that there are people at the top of the financial food chain that live in luxury.  We are programmed to worship these people, look up to these people and aim to be like these people.  IT IS ALL A BRAINWASH.  

You may have heard of “The Great Reset” according to Klaus Schwab, the founder and executive chairman of the World Economic Forum.  Part of this supposed “great” reset is not owning anything and being happy about.  Just read Schwab’s book, COVID-19:  The Great Reset and his other book, The Great Narrative.  Another part of this reset is what the cabal calls the New World Order (NWO) which aims to centralize whatever power that “sovereign” countries have and also centralize the money even further.  Just look at the European Union (EU) and the Euro.  That was just one step towards what the cabal wants to do with the NWO. 

The new financial system that the cabal wants is called the Global Financial System which, of course, means centralized money on a global level controlled by the same people who control the vast majority of our money today.  This would involve collapsing the world economy, which is currently happening, in order to provide the “solution” to this problem, the solution being, of course, the Global Financial System.  This form of manipulation is what David Icke calls "Problem -Reaction - Solution."  You have something you want to do, invade a country like Iraq for example, and you set it up so that the invasion is a solution to a problem, “weapons of mass destruction”, but you need the public to get on board and so you create a problem (9/11, Terrorism) where they will demand a solution.  For more information on this, read David Icke’s book The Trigger.  

What you hear less about is the opposite of the Global Financial System.  It sounds similar to and is not to be confused with Klaus Schwab's Great Reset or the Global Financial System. It is called the Global Currency Reset which wants every country to be sovereign with currencies that are gold-backed.  The fiat currencies are all debt-based and are “a house of cards built on quicksand” according to Victoria Reynolds, who speaks of money in a very spiritual way.  I listened to her speak on one of Charlie Ward’s Rumble podcasts and was amazed by the pearls of wisdom that were dripping from her words.  Here is the link to that video:  https://rumble.com/vzf04l-one-earth-consciousness-rescuing-children-in-ukraine-with-victoria-reynolds.html 

According to Victoria Reynolds, the new money that will be part of the Global Currency Reset will “coded at a 5D (fifth dimensional) vibration.”  This was reportedly done to “keep it out of the hands of those who wouldn’t use it for the highest good.”  In order to experience the Global Currency Reset, we must raise our vibration to 5D.  Once the Global Currency Reset is ushered in, we will experience the Quantum Financial System (QFS) and NESARA/GESARA.  So what is the QFS.  Here is the best definition (in Italics) I found from the website https://qfs.live/:  

The QFS is the takeover of the Central Bank Monetary Debt System to end the financial slavery and control over the populace.  The QFS is an advanced financial system launched to eradicate monopoly on monetary system and for that purpose, a system comprises of Artificial Intelligence and complex computer programs fully backed by banks is needed.  Quantum Financial System would be a break through in the world of banking which will lead to a new area of banking.  QFS will not be influenced by Government policies, rather it will be entirely backed by tangible assets like Gold, Platinum, Silver and will not be based upon mere piece of papers which have no evidentiary value.  

NESARA is an acronym National Economic Security and Recovery Act.  GESARA is an acronym for Global Economic Security Reformation Act.  Here are some highlights (in Italics) of what the QFS will look like with NESARA/GESARA from the website https://roserambles.org/2021/10/06/nesara-gesara-explained-in-great-detail-october-6-2021/ 

The IMF will announce the “global gold-standard monetary system” once GESARA is announced. All remaining fiat currencies will be cashed in for gold-standard currency. 

Paper money will eventually be phased out and all currencies will be digital under the new financial system. 

Energy costs will also drop as a result of free-energy and new technologies. 

And soon also available ‘real health care’ to make people healthy instead of sick, to regrow limbs or organs, or to reduce our age by 30 years. (Yes, this sounds very out there, but I’ve heard of this technology which some have called:  "Med Beds."  Another thing to research would be the “20 and Back” secret space program which involved this sort of age regression technology. Also, ask yourself why it is that monarchs, such as Queen Elizabeth, live so long, much longer than the rest of us?  Do they have access to healthcare, cures, and technologies that us common folk don't?) 

Money and banks are tools of the cabal to control us, with their debt-based economy which can never bring prosperity. – Consequently, paper money and banks will eventually disappear. Coinage will not. 

Corporations that responsibly produce things that people really need will see a huge surge in business and profits for many years to come. This is wealth-producing. Because a huge aspect of GESARA is the elimination of the national debt of every nation on earth, taxes will be adjusted to be lower for citizens and corporations. Only a flat sales tax of about 15% on new items will be applied. 

GESARA was voted to be implemented by all 209 sovereign nations of the world, per the signed 2015 Paris Agreement on Climate Change, starting with the restored Republic of the United States (known in the USA as NESARA – National Economic Security and Reformation Act or National Economic Stabilization and Recovery Act). In the United States, this single act does away with cancers like the Federal Reserve Bank, Internal Revenue Service (IRS) and USA, Inc. shadow government, plus so much more! 

Planet Earth and humanity are experiencing The Great Shift of Consciousness, also known as Ascension or The Great Awakening into Unity Consciousness. Mother Earth is returning to be a sacred planet, and is taking the entire human population with her (whoever wants to go). It’s a golden age beyond our wildest imaginations. 

The “dark cabal” governing authority has intentionally and methodically hidden humanity’s historical truth (including extra-terrestrial occupation and genetic tampering) for over 13,000 years. It’s plan was to enslave humanity for its own selfish ends. It almost succeeded. 

Here’s a short description of NESARA’s mandate in the United States: 

Cancels all credit card, mortgage, and other bank debt due to illegal banking and government activities. Many refer to this as a “jubilee” or complete forgiveness of debt. 

Abolishes Federal Income Taxes in the U.S. Creates a 17% flat rate non-essential new items only sales tax revenue for the government. In other words, food and medicine will not be taxed, nor will used items such as old homes. 

Abolishes the Internal Revenue Service (IRS), with employees of the IRS will be transferred into the US Treasury national sales tax area. 

Restores Constitutional Law to all courts and legal matters in the Republic of the United States of America. Retrains all judges and attorneys in Constitutional Law. 

Removes all dark cabal agents and administration officials and all members of the U.S. Congress from their positions due to their continuous unconstitutional actions. 

Sounds promising, right?  I have heard that there will be debt forgiveness and that the cost of living won’t be so astronomical when this new financial system gets ushered in.  Of course, given that we are on two primary timelines now, not everyone will experience this 5D financial system.  So, do what you can to raise your vibration by being in service to others, cutting ties with dark connections that involve fear and any of the negative emotions, and attune yourself to love and to God.  Scott McKay does a livestream called The Tipping Point on Revolution Radio on Monday nights.  He did a great podcast that explains the Global Currency Reset and all the history that led to the necessity of this reset in a very comprehensive way.  If you want to do your own research on the QFS and NESARA/GESARA, Scott McKay's video is a great place to start.  Here is a link to that video:  

https://rumble.com/vzr1ni-psf-rebroadcast-11.12.20-election-sting-operation-leading-to-trump-2nd-term.html

My friend shared a dream with me this past week and gave me permission to share the dream and the meaning of the dream with the readers of my blogs.  In my work as a mental health counselor, part of my job, at times, is to interpret dreams.  I think the dream has a very important message:  to keep your outlet clean and your connection to source (God, your higher power or highest self, etc.) ongoing and as free of as much interference as possible.  So here is the dream: 

My energy is low and my mind is cloudy (in the dream).  We are in an old military brick building on an ocean beach.  A loud foghorn goes off.  I can see fog rolling in through the large windows.  My mind goes to home (Pacific Northwest, Washington state, King and Snohomish counties).  I tell someone, “In Seattle, they don’t have any foghorns.  They simply don’t allow boats out to the islands.”  

I’m in a dozy state.  The sound of a critical supervisor breaks through my mental fog.  It seems to be coming from one woman.  I didn’t even pick up that people had tasks to do until now.  I’m not aware of the tasks, what it entails.  Asking someone near me what they are doing.  I’m told this:  “the electric outlets have names on them.  The outlet with your name, you’re responsible to keep clean.”  I start looking for my name on outlets.   You can have more than one outlet.  There are so many outlets with different names and different levels of cleanliness and repair.  Haven’t found my name yet.  I worry about being cut off with energy or life by someone.  From an unexpected group member (an unknown man dressed as a factory worker), I receive their (telepathic) message:  “their (God) power trumps all, not to worry.” The man also was saying, “keep looking, you’ll find it (the outlet) and be fine” and “don’t worry about dying.” 

And here is the message: 

Your outlet is your life path and your connection to an energy source whether that be God or something/someone else.  You choose where you put your energy and power, where you pay attention.  It is your duty and your responsibility to keep your outlet in the best working order.  In the dream, my friend saw that the outlets were all over the walls at different heights, some were older than others and some were broken or mismanaged or dirty.  

The foghorn was a warning that breaks through the mental fog and both the foghorn and the critical supervisor in the dream were reasons to open my friend’s eyes in the dream and wake up from the mental fog to see what’s really going on.  My friend says, “the sound of the foghorn brings me back to life (in the dream).”  She is dialoguing with someone in the dream and tells them that, “back home, there are no foghorns and they don’t send the boats out.”  This made her think of her own life where “I don’t interact, I don’t connect.”  “Sending the boats out” is a way of connecting with others.  Otherwise, we are islands until ourselves.  

I also think that the Seattle area is one of the most “asleep” communities all over the world.  I connect with people from all over the world on social media and everywhere but here, people seem to be more asleep to the reality of the situation in the world that those in Seattle dismiss as “conspiracy theory.”  The people here are largely in a mental fog and they are less connected with others.  I hear this most from those who move here from other places.  It’s known as “the deep Seattle freeze.”  We are like a secluded community in our little corner of the world, buying into the mainstream narrative of events, politically.  I’ve also been told from people who move here that we tend to be on our phones A LOT.  We can be sitting at dinner with others and everyone at the table may be on their phones instead of actually talking to each other.  

So, how do we plug in and connect to source and keep that connection free from interference? 

What are the things that you find uplifting?  What are the things that keep your mind free and clear so that you can connect to spirit?  What activities do you choose to do?  Who do you choose to hang around and interact with?  Who do you listen to?  What are you eating?  Are you taking care of your body?  Are you tending to your physical, mental, emotional and spiritual health?  

For me, it is music that connects me to God the most, other than prayer.  The music and the songs were always my favorite part of church.  I also enjoy reading metaphysical books and listening to uplifting music.  However, overworking myself, overcommitting my time and energy to others to the point of exhaustion, not setting boundaries, not having enough discernment with what information I listen to and who I choose to be influenced by, and indulging too much in comfort food are all things that lead to depression and are all ways that keep me giving into anxiety, self-defeating beliefs and in a state of mental fog, confusion or delusion.  

Also, be careful of where you get your news.  There is a lot of fear-mongering that goes on via Mainstream Media outlets.  The information you get on the main social medial platforms like Twitter, Facebook, Google and Instagram are highly censored.  What messages cause division?  Be open to seeing the other person’s side and point of view instead of just arguing with them or dismissing them.  It doesn’t mean that you have to agree with them to be open to seeing their point of view.  We are social creatures and we need social connection but COVID and quarantine affected our openness to connection with others.  We were, instead, taught to fear the other.  This fear of the other has been shoved down our collective throats through sociopolitical events as well.  

And how do we keep our outlets clean and in good working order?  

Be aware of how different things affect your outlet (your connection to source energy).  Who and what is uplifting for you and who or what is draining or exhausting?  If you are not sure, you can do a meditation where you ask God, your guides, your higher self, how something or someone is affecting your energy.  How do you visualize things to be affecting you?  Think of when you plug a hair dryer into an outlet and how much power that hair dryer uses.  When you do things that are exhausting, it can take a toll on you.  There is a lot of disinformation and downright lies to weed through right now at this time in history.  When you are not sure who to trust and who to listen to, use your intuition and/or ask God or your guides for more information.  There are so many sources of subliminal messages and Satanic symbolism and forms of mind control, brainwash and trickery going on, that it is a good idea to ask God, or whatever you want to call your higher power, for clarification or confirmation on any impulses or thoughts that you get and/or any action you want to take.  Stay away from potential demonic portals including drugs, alcohol, Ouija boards, dark places, and even dark people.  

Keep your temple, your body in good working condition.  Research the side effects of medications and/or vaccines before agreeing to put things in your body.  Make healthy food choices.  Exercise and spend time in nature.  Go off the grid every now and then when it comes to electronics, especially social media.  Regularly discharge whatever negative energies you are picking up.  Read the book Dodging Energy Vampires by Dr. Christiane Northup.  Even among Christian leaders and communities, have discernment about who you listen to and who you connect with and how different scripture is being interpreted – in a fear-based or judgmental way or a in a loving and graceful way?  

Surround yourself with positive people and messages.  If the person or message you are receiving is fear-based or anger-inducing or chaos creating, then distance yourself from it.  Protect your energy and your spaces from negative energies.  There are various ways to do this.  Sloan Bella has a great video on this on TikTok.  Here is the link:  https://www.tiktok.com/@sloanbella/video/7072623403793927467?is_copy_url=1&is_from_webapp=v1

There has been a lot of talk about timelines lately.  Some of my favorite movies involve ideas around timelines and time travelling such as Donnie Darko, The Terminator, and Back to the Future.  I’ve been knowing about the idea that time isn’t linear but moves more in a spiral and the notion of parallel lifetimes for decades now.  I’ve always been into reading and researching metaphysical information. 

I first heard about the idea that there would be a new earth from following Dolores Cannon’s work.  The new earth would reportedly split apart from the earth we know and some of the population would ascend to the new earth while the rest of the population would stay behind on this earth due to lack of spiritual evolvement.  Gene Decode suggests that those living in service to others would go ascend to 5D (the fifth dimension) whereas those living in service to self would stay behind on 3D (third dimension).  I think this is just another way of saying “new earth” versus “old or current earth.” 

The first time I heard that we were on two timelines was from Megan Rose in one of her YouTube videos.  She did a video right after Biden’s inauguration and said that if the ceremony seemed fake, it was because it was fake.  She went on to say that the best way she could explain this is by saying that we were on two timelines.  Then I heard Gene Decode talking about us being on two timelines.  He calls these two timelines the Book of Revelations timeline and the Book of Sarah timeline.  The Book of Revelations timeline is for those who will stay behind on 3D (third dimensional) living because they are not ready to transcend to the Book of Sarah timeline, which is for those ready to ascend to 5D (fifth dimensional living).  

Perhaps this is what the bible is referring to in the parable of the wheat and tares.  If you don’t know this parable, here is a short synopsis: 

24 Another parable He put forth to them, saying: “The kingdom of heaven is like a man who sowed good seed in his field; 25 but while men slept, his enemy came and sowed tares among the wheat and went his way. 26 But when the grain had sprouted and produced a crop, then the tares also appeared. 27 So the servants of the owner came and said to him, ‘Sir, did you not sow good seed in your field? How then does it have tares?’ 28 He said to them, ‘An enemy has done this.’ The servants said to him, ‘Do you want us then to go and gather them up?’ 29 But he said, ‘No, lest while you gather up the tares you also uproot the wheat with them. 30 Let both grow together until the harvest, and at the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, “First gather together the tares and bind them in bundles to burn them, but gather the wheat into my barn.” ’ ”  (https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+13&version=NKJV) 

So, I interpret this parable to mean that not all people on earth are children of God.  But those who are children of God are his “wheat” where the “tares” or weeds are those who turn away from the God of all creation and/or are living their lives in service to self and/or are the bloodlines or Cain.  However, we will share this earth and comingle until the time comes for God’s wheat to be separated from the tares, who are not of God.  I see this happening in marriages, families, and communities.  

People are either choosing the path of fear, debauchery, lust, greed, Satanism, unforgiveness, willfulness and selfishness or the path of divine love, generosity, compassion, charity, kindness, unity, forgiveness and harmony.  Furthermore, the bible states that in the end times:  “Two men will be in the field; one will be taken and the other left. Two women will be grinding with a hand mill; one will be taken and the other left.”  (Matthew 24:40) This again represents a separating of people.  I had a dream several months ago where there were two lines of people and a line down the middle but the lines of people on the right and on the left were branching apart.  I knew that I had to make a choice as far as which line I wanted to stand in and I chose the right side.  I saw that the right side was longer than the left side.  I think this dream was showing me that people are now having to choose to be righteous or not and will be separated accordingly.  

Most recently, I was listening to a video with Michael Jaco and Jason Shurka.  Jason Shurka said that the date December 23rd, 2192 is the deadline for divine love and that we can aspire to divine love prior to that date and may even meet the goal of divine love prior to that date but that we would, for sure, get to divine love in our collective consciousness by that date at the latest.  Gene Decode said that the cabal, the Satanic global elite, has a way of looking into the future called Project Looking Glass.  The Looking Glass uses advanced secret technology, such as the Orion Cube* and remote viewers to look into the future and see how different choices affect the timelines.  They do this to manipulate the timelines to their benefit and liking.  However, the cabal reportedly can’t see themselves past the year 2045 because they don’t exist past that date.  What happens to the tares at the time of the harvest per the bible?  They are burned.  

Gene also says that the Montauk Project and Philadelphia Experiment both messed with the timelines and this is why The Mandela Effect, where people remember a different past, exists. According to Gene, ”time operates like a manifold.”  There are 8 timelines in each manifold.  There are 8 manifolds per super manifold.  There are timelines where WWI didn’t happen, Lincoln wasn’t killed, and JFK wasn’t killed.  Gene says, “God allows all choices so we can learn from our choices.”  

Sloan Bella has been talking about timelines as of late as well.  She speaks of meditating to jump timelines.  She says that a lot of the Satanic and Luciferian influencers in the media, government and in Hollywood will be gone in the next 1-2 years.  Hopefully, this will be true on ALL timelines.  Jason Q talks about how every major event at this time has to be done twice.  Why?  Because of the two timelines.  

Gene Decode says that one of the timelines is tucked into the other timeline.  In the “lowest” timeline, “they (the cabal) nuked the world.”  Gene had the ability to see in different timelines from a young age and had a near death experience that only enhanced his psychic abilities.  He saw the FEMA camps and guillotines that were part of the timeline “when Hillary won the election in 2016” and “everything on the surface of the earth died.”  However, because the cabal did not go to the court of God to ask for permission to nuke the world, this timeline was ultimately not allowed.  According to Gene, “when you pray for a change” you are petitioning the court of God.  

There is so much to timelines, that I hardly understand it all myself.  But I’ve been open to learning more about timelines and the information seems to be coming to me from many different directions now.  If you’re also interested in learning more about timelines, I would suggest that you listen to any of Gene Decode’s interviews on the subject.  In my humble opinion, he is the foremost authority of quantum physics and in explaining timelines.  Here is a link to get you started:  https://brandnewtube.com/v/jdgZUy 
 

* “Eisenhower met with several extraterrestrial groups who warned the Earthmen to abandon atomic weapons to avoid a future nuclear holocaust. Diplomatic discussions between civilizations took place at this meeting and an agreement was approved to abduct human beings for the purpose of studying them, provided that they did not have to suffer and remember nothing of their experience. The Orion ET races have given President Eisenhower a cube about eight centimeters wide by another eight centimeters long, capable of predicting the future. It has been passed between rich and powerful to be able to choose well in their lives.” https://www.monkeyandelf.com/project-looking-glass-the-plans-of-the-secret-government-on-time-machines-and-stargate-devices/

I started relating to the truther movement after a brutal awakening and ending of a 25-year-long relationship that involved gaslighting, trickery, emotional abuse and lies.  Since exiting the toxicity of that relationship in 2017, I came to appreciate the truth no matter how brutal or ugly it was.  Cambridge Dictionary defines “truther” as: 

“someone who does not believe the generally accepted explanation for an event or situation and thinks it is the result of a secret plan made by powerful people: 

He is a truther - one of those who believes that 9/11 was some sort of government operation.” 

Once you are open to accepting the truth that you have been duped by a narcissist, sociopath or psychopath (those who typically seek out positions of power in the world) in your personal life, you are more able to see it in the world at large.  However, the 9/11 conspiracy was on my radar way before my personal rude awakening to narcissistic abuse in 2017.  Now, I can see narcissistic and sociopathic abuse everywhere.  And this is not a projection!  

So, I now highly value and respect other truthers and follow them on social media platforms.  I have noticed three kinds of truthers in my search for the truth about everything in this world, especially during this confusing but exciting time in history.  

1) Positive Only Truthers:  These kind of truthers, whether discussing new age beliefs, Christian beliefs, political beliefs or ideas about aliens, are determined to “stay positive” and this can almost be positive to a toxic degree.  Hence the term “toxic positivity.”  They feel that we should all just get along and give everyone the benefit of the doubt.  These truthers can range from the naïve influencers who simply haven’t been burned, had the experience of being tricked, gaslit or lied to at a disabling degree or aren’t aware of how dark the cabal really is, to those truthers who are Greater Than Thou Influencers who decry anyone who brings up the dark and brutal truths about others as “gossipers.”  

These Greater Than Thou truthers may feel superior or on a moral “high horse” and somewhat preachy about the need to transcend third dimensional living or “non-Christian” attitudes. If you bring any negative truth to their attention, they think they are above it and may choose to ignore it.  All I have to say to that is that it is NOT OKAY to ignore the fact that children are being hurt and killed here.  Children cannot stand up for themselves and need advocates to speak up for them.  Also, Jesus was not above judging people such as the pharisees.  He was not above getting angry with people.  He was quite comfortable with calling evil out.  

If we keep giving the evildoers of this world the benefit of the doubt, we actually collude and enable them and assist in victimizing their victims.  These are probably my least favorite kind of truthers though there are some that I really like and follow such as Megan Rose, who was putting out a lot of negative information about the cabal at first, but then decided to delete all of that information.  She also did say that feels it is “gossip” to say anything negative about anyone and that we should all focus on the light in order to evolve our souls to the fifth dimension and higher timeline.  

2) Negative Truthers and Doomsday Truthers:  While I don’t think it’s a good idea to stay too long in a place of negativity or dive deep for truth without coming up for light or a breath every now and then, I actually prefer these negative truthers to the positive only truthers.  At least they are willing to dive deep and go far down rabbit holes.  As long as their motives and intentions are right, such as wanting to spread the truth in order to call people to action or warn people or protect kids or other marginalized populations, I applaud their efforts and bravery in saying what other people may know but aren’t willing to say.  However, if the truther’s intention is just to get attention, obtain fame, fortune, a following, narcissistic supply, manipulate others or anything of the ego, I’m not likely to pay attention to the negative truther.  

I also don’t think it’s a good thing to continually scare people or cajole people into fear or anger or any of the lower vibrational states without balancing the negative with more positive information.  Some negative truthers do speak in an inspirational way at times, but if they are mostly speaking in a negative tone, I consider them to be a “negative truther.”  Sloan Bella is an example of a negative truther.  She goes on rants a lot but during those rants, you will get a ton of valuable truth.  She is one of my favorite truthers even though she is “spilling the beans” or “dishing the dirt” on people, who should, in fact, be exposed.  She is fulfilling a very important purpose in the world.  When I listen to her, I am reminded of the scripture from Ephesians 5:11 – “Have nothing to do with the fruitless deeds of darkness, but rather expose them.”  

3) Balanced Truthers:  You would think that balanced truthers would be the most healthy and wise of the truthers and in some cases, that might be true.  But there are some “balanced truthers” who are just more lukewarm or non-committal than anything else.  Perhaps, they are “on the fence” with where they stand on an issue or perhaps they flip flop back and forth on their opinions and information.  When you come across a balanced truther, such as Gene Decode or Jason Shurka, who is an evolved one, you have hit paydirt.  Both of these men stand in the light, aim to serve God but don’t ignore the negative and the darkness about what’s going on in the world, especially to our children.  

So, in closing, I feel like all three kids of truthers have a valuable place in this movement towards evolvement and freedom.  We need people who help us see the light in this dark time, we need people to help bring the dark to the light where it can be exposed and dissolved in the light, and we need people who can show us the way to finding the balance between dark and light without falling into lukewarm complacency or non-committed wishy-washiness or flip-flopping, convoluted confusion.  I’m probably more of a negative truther at this time but I do aim to be more positive like Megan Rose, more brave like Sloan Bella, more wise like Gene Decode, and a more balanced speaker like Jason Shurka.  There is something to learn from everybody.  I firmly believe that there is a silver lining to any dark situation and that God always wins.  If you are a truther and/or you are dipping a toe or wading into the deeper waters of truth, as George Green writes in his book, Handbook for the New Paradigm, “welcome to the winning side.” 

I first heard about the illuminati in Dan Brown’s book, Angels and Demons, released in 2000.  I first heard about the illuminati in the music business around 2014.  U2 had put out an album called Songs of Innocence and released it free on iTunes.  It became a controversy because a lot of people, especially millennials, were pissed off that they had U2 in their iTunes library without their permission.  Growing up with U2 music and being a fan of some of their songs, especially “One”, I couldn’t believe that people were complaining about getting this free music from a great band.  I thought perhaps millennials could not appreciate older bands like U2.  So, I did some research on the controversy at the time and learned that a lot of millennials believed U2 to be in the illuminati.  So, what is the illuminati? 

If you look up the history of the illuminati on Wikipedia, you will find that it supposedly started in 1776 in Bavaria (Germany) as secret society founded by Adam Weishaupt.  “The society's goals were to oppose superstition, obscurantism, religious influence over public life, and abuses of state power.”  (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Illuminati) Whether or not the illuminati survived and/or morphed into something new since then is a matter of debate or “conspiracy.”  

I remember reading a book about how the music business worked when I was in college.  As an independent artist, I was always interested in the music business but even after reading the book, doing a lot of research, recording albums with well-known musicians at well-known recording studios, and doing shows in my local areas, I still was no closer to understanding how the music business worked overall. I tried to pray away my desire to “make it” in the music business.  When the desire wouldn’t go away, I prayed to know why it wouldn’t go away.  It was then that I was led, in 2019, to the psychic medium, Sloan Bella.  She released a number of YouTube videos on Dead Celebrities and explained how they really died by connecting with their spirits or with the energy surrounding the circumstances of their death.  It seemed that A LOT of them died by murder but it was made to look like a suicide or overdose.  

Sloan also talked about the Luciferian and Satanic roots of Hollywood and the music business.  She also spoke of her personal experiences working in and around Hollywood, celebrities, and the media.  And she wasn’t the only one talking about this.  So was Jamie Dlux and Tamara Desiree Magdalene, two other YouTube personalities.  The more I went down this rabbit hole of the true nature of the music business, the more I saw that it was a good thing that I never saw an ounce of “success” within the music industry.  

I released a book in 2020 called The Heaven I Hear about my hearing loss and how it impacted my life, especially when it came to my love of music as a singer/songwriter.  It was written as a memoir.  However, it also included information about the illuminati and how they control the music business.  After getting a negative review from a woman, who couldn’t digest what I was saying about the big hitters in the music business because she was a huge Taylor Swift fan, I realized that the time wasn’t right to release the album.  People are mind controlled to worship their favorite singers or musicians or rappers.  They don’t want to believe anything negative about them.  If you say anything that goes against how their favorite star is perceived, you are labelled a “hater.”  

The world is rife with celebrity worship and we have them on pedestals.  We are infatuated with them.  We idealize them.  We are mind controlled to believe that we should be just like them.  And in this process of celebrity worship, our energy is siphoned and harvested for nefarious purposes.  The reviewer of my book just saw me as a “bitter” and “jealous” person, and it may be true that I am “bitter” on some level, but who wouldn’t be bitter that the main players in music got their success because they were born into a Luciferian family, or sacrificed family members or other people to get where they are at, promoted materialism, lust, violence, Satanism, and narcissism through their music?  I am certainly not jealous of anyone who has sold their souls for success.  As a Christian, I know it isn’t worth it.  

I do believe that I had a chance to sell out around 2017.  I was taking voice lessons remotely from a woman who was very positive and uplifting until a few lessons in when she turned dark and biting.  She went from giving me positive feedback to attacking me.  She asked me to think of the worst thing I could imagine and imagined Jesus to be stabbing me.  She said to make the picture worse, I imagined Jesus to be leaving me in a ditch to die.  (I did not tell her what I was imagining and I don’t know why my mind went there).  She then wanted me to do some chants that sounded Satanic.  I decided to end the relationship then and there.  That experience, in part, inspired me to write the song Audience of One.  

There is a reason why so many successful singers, musicians and bands have talked about or sang about selling their soul to the devil.  There is no one at this time, who is a musical superstar, that isn’t sold out in same way.  What does “selling out” mean?  It basically means signing your name in blood on a contract with the illuminati.  The devolution of music reportedly started with the Beatles.  Much of the music around that time was on vinyl records that could be played backwards.  Many classic rock bands, including the Beatles, had Satanic recordings in their music, which means you could hear secret messages in the music if you played the album backwards.  In Satanism, everything is inverted.  What is the inversion of Google’s motto “Don’t be evil” for example? 

Nowadays, Hip Hop is the most popular genre of music.  With Hip Hop, everything is said more straight out to the audience.  There are less attempts to hide or code the illuminati symbols or sayings from the lyrics.  People like Kanye West, have been trying to get their followers and listeners and fans to know the truth but as soon as they speak out, the handlers are quick to send them to “treatment” for either a mental health condition, medical condition or drug or alcohol issue.  In some cases, however, they are actually being reprogrammed into submission to the higher authorities they chose to sell out to.  

According to Gene Decode, and I have heard this from other sources too, the 440 Hertz that the music business records at is Satan’s frequency.  The frequency of God, however, is 432 Hertz.  It was the American music industry who decided, in 1926, that 440 Hz should be the tuning standard for music.  So, why would the top brass of the illuminati want music to devolve over the decades and why would they want everyone to be listening to music in Satan’s frequency?  Sloan Bella says that music, whether recorded and fed through the airways or at a concert, is a “mass grab” into Satan’s hands.  

Basically, if you want to be successful in today’s music industry, you have to sell your soul.  Many of today’s most popular artists, including Beyonce and Nikki Minaj, have talked about entities coming into their body.  This is what happens when you sell your soul.  Your soul is scalped and you aren’t even allowed to enjoy your success because whatever demonic attachment that has possessed your body is enjoying your spoils of fame and fortune instead.  What is “soul scalping”?  There is great video on that by Megan Rose.  Here’s the link:  https://youtu.be/wqnkHodxO20 

In closing, I know I’m talking about a lot of stuff that is very unbelievable and crazy-sounding.  Do I expect you to believe me?  No, I don’t know.  I think it’s important that everyone do their own research and I have provided a list of links to get you started:  

https://youtu.be/x2ndMHjbV8A 

https://youtu.be/cI1ZbBwEA-c;

https://youtu.be/531973laioc

https://youtu.be/Qe7s7CrpItI 

https://youtu.be/IBge61_Uqa0 

https://youtu.be/i05C4jmaUJE 

https://youtu.be/J_rcwlU9j6M 

https://youtu.be/-fq75Ax_kL0 

https://youtu.be/LYZ3xNdXW1E 

https://youtu.be/BGYGMATnMQg 

https://youtu.be/nNFiBLG7qqI 

https://youtu.be/zzKFGLysmGw

I have noticed that fat shaming has surged in popularity since the COVID quarantines began.  The fat shaming is usually done by those who oppose the mandates whether a mask mandate or a COVID vaccine mandate.  I have heard and read countless comments like the following actual comments found on Twitter and other social media platforms: 

“The unvaccinated aren’t overwhelming the hospitals, and even so, we don’t take the same approach to smokers or those that are morbidly obese.”  

“She’s morbidly obese and double-masked with a face shield.  But sipping on a 680 calorie McDonalds frappe.”  

“It isn’t my responsibility to get vaccinated to ‘save the hospitals.’ If you want to make that argument, first tell all the morbidly obese people to lose weight to ‘save the hospitals.’ Then get back to me.”  

“50% of Americans live sedentary lifestyles.  45% of Americans are obese.  20% are morbidly obese.  And we’re told that the most serious pandemic we’re facing is a virus.”  

While none of the above comments may seem hurtful to those who have never struggled with obesity, they are very hurtful to anyone who has struggled with obesity.  People, usually those who are thin or have a healthy or normal weight, are continually using obesity, over any other health condition, as a way to make a point or compare and contrast with dramatic flair.  While it is not okay to use racial slurs or homophobic comments or sexist remarks publicly, it is still considered okay and generally acceptable to mock, bully, and shame those who are obese or “fat.”  I have even heard influential and popular social media personalities, whom I highly admire, speak of the obese with disdain and ridicule during this time of COVID.  

In case you didn’t know, obese individuals tend to shy away from the spotlight or from bringing attention to themselves.  They want to be invisible so nobody starts in on the jokes and ridicule, even from friends and family, those who supposedly love you.  They don’t want to notice the looks of disgust that are constantly shot their way.  In family gatherings or among friends even, the overweight or obese are bombarded with unsolicited advice on how to lose weight, improve diet or work out more effectively.  Everyone suddenly becomes your dietitian or personal trainer.  

People believe that the obese choose to be that way and are either lazy, stupid, or gluttonous or all three at the same time.  Though this may be true in same cases, it is NOT TRUE in a lot of cases.  According to Dr. Susan Pierce Thompson, author of Bright Line Eating, “genes contribute to anywhere from 25% to 80% of the variation we see in people’s weight.”  Additionally, “one in six people have a variation that makes them 70% more likely to become obese.”  Those who struggle with obesity have “consistently higher levels of Gherlin (the hormone that makes you feel hungry) in their blood and higher responses to Gherlin and food rewards in the brain.”  There is another hormone at play called Leptin, which is the satiety hormone.  Dr. Thompson writes, “overweight people have more Letpin in their blood than slender people.”  Those who struggle with obesity basically struggle with “insatiable hunger caused by Leptin resistance.”  So, in essence, obesity is partly a hormonal issue.  Yet, we treat it like a sign of lack of willpower.  

According to Dr. Thompson, “willpower is actually just a brain function that originates in the anterior cingulate cortex.”  She adds that the resource of willpower is actually finite and “…most of us naturally have only about 15 minutes of effective self-regulatory capacity at a time.”  Additionally, “…studies have shown that the anticipation of food in the brain of an obese person is much stronger than a slender person, but when they eat, their pleasure is lower.”  

When you are overweight or obese, people try to shame you into weight loss.  Well, that doesn’t work.  You can’t hate yourself to weight loss.  So, if you want to support those who are overweight or obese in your life, love on them.  Accept them for who they are and whatever shape and size they may be.  This is NOT enabling the problem of obesity.  Some would suggest that having overweight or heavy or big role models, like Lizzo or Adele, is sending the wrong message to people.  Some say that the body positivity movement is a shameful one and one that promotes obesity or poor health.  Can’t overweight or obese people love themselves and see their shape or size or struggles reflected in popular culture icons like everyone else?  Can’t obese or overweight children see themselves reflected in a positive way in our society?  Are they are supposed to hate themselves as children because of this message they are invariably getting implicitly or explicitly from the haters and shamers?  Is that supposed to inspire them to love themselves or even feel worthy of being the healthiest weight they can be?  

Overweight or obese individuals are worthy of living and receiving their best lives just like everyone else.  They have probably been on diets more than anyone else.  They likely have been ridiculed and shamed more than anyone else just on the basis of their appearance alone.  They may have medical conditions or take medications that interfere with their ability to lose weight and/or contribute to their tendency to hold or put on weight more easily.  As previously stated, there is likely a genetic component involved when it comes to issues involving weight or appetite.  Whatever the cause, it certainly isn’t due to a character flaw or a lack of willpower.  In the grand scheme of things, we ALL need to learn to love ourselves better regardless of what we look like.  We have been brainwashed to believe that looks are everything.  

One thing that people don’t talk about it is the idea that those in positions of power on this planet may want us to be fat and suffering from ill health.  Healthcare is big business, weight loss and diet are big business.  When we aren’t in the best of health, we are physically weaker and can’t fight back against the attempt to divide and control us.  Ever seen the movie WALL-E?  Men are the ones who are typically in positions of power on this planet and we are told that they are “visual” and we ought to respect that.  Women who want to get ahead or do get ahead in this world typically do so because they are connected to a powerful man, because they have slept with the right man, are willing to or are mind controlled to play the part of a Jezebel or Honeypot or Sex Kitten, or look appealing to the right audience.  

Any sort of position of influence or power in this world may involve increased visibility, fame, attention or celebrity.  We are hit over the head with the message that any success in these fields is only for those who look the part because these institutions, such as the mainstream media or the entertainment business, are “visual mediums.”  So, people who look the “right” way but who may lack substance or talent or intelligence are chosen over anyone else simply because they meet the visual criteria.  I’m hoping that this is all changing right now in the world, right before our very eyes.    

There is something to be said for the spiritual purpose of being overweight or obese.  Perhaps, you want to work on the spiritual lesson of humility or empathy.  Perhaps, you are meant to fulfill a mission where your weight makes you less threatening and more appealing in a way to others, especially other women.  Sometimes, those that struggle with weight issues do so because they put others first and live a life in service to others rather than service to self.  But obviously, we still have a long way to go when it comes to evolving past judgements and superficiality.  It has been open season on the obese and overweight and right now the bullets are coming fast and heavy.  But we can all be bullet dodgers and reclaim our health and our light through self-acceptance, compassion and most importantly, self-love.

I grew up in the Catholic church which is a very patriarchal culture.  Women aren’t allowed to be priests, only men.  Catholics refer to God and priests as “father.”  I was taught in private Catholic school that Mary Magdalene was a prostitute that Jesus was sympathetic to, not Jesus’ feminine equal.  Since the Dead Sea Scrolls were discovered, and the Gospel of Mary was recovered, there is now a new viewpoint that Mary was Jesus’s closest disciple and may have even have been  his wife or divine counterpart.  

I was also taught in Catholic school, that it was Eve, from the bible, that brought on the downfall of man by coaxing Adam, the proverbial first human male, to eat of the tree of knowledge against God’s wishes, which supposedly started the downfall of man from the perfect garden of Eden.  I grew up with the basic viewpoint that women are either Madonna’s like the virgin Mary or whores and Jezebels.  It seemed that women were to blame for all of mankind’s problems.  

As a tomboyish little girl, I longed to be a boy and even wrote stories where boys were the main character.  I’ve always considered myself to be a masculine female but didn’t quite except this female incarnation until I was in high school.  I somehow thought that if I was more boyish, men and boys would respect me and like me better.  After all, I intuitively knew that men, not women, held the keys to any form of success in this world.  

I’m glad I didn’t grow up with the “woke” culture that teaches kids that you can change your gender if you want to or else I would have possibly took the hormones and/or sought the top and bottom surgery out of confusion.  Now, I’m glad that I am a woman this lifetime.  There is something to be said about accepting your God-given gender even if it means that you may be called “transphobic” in the process of doing so.  We are taught to further divide ourselves by race, by religion or by sexual or gender orientation so we can continue to remain controlled by evil.  

When I was an adult, I attended a Christian marriage retreat with my ex-husband, an emotional abuser and narcissist.  The basic teaching of that weekend was that women are the helpers of men and should be subservient to men as this is what God intends for women to be.  My ex used that message to further abuse me.  

As a social worker,  I have worked with many abused women who were taken to jail for fighting back against their abuser due to a law where the police has to take someone to jail after a domestic dispute.  Because the men would deny hitting the women and was cool, calm and collected by the time the police arrived and the women were emotional, exhibiting PTSD symptoms, feeling guilty for reacting and more honest about their part in fighting back, it was more often the woman who was taken to jail for simply defending herself or appearing “unhinged.”  

There are “women” in Hollywood and in positions of influence and power in the media who were born men and inverted at birth or shortly after birth because this is what those in the Beast system and of the Luciferian religion do as an ode to the Baphomet, a Luciferian transgender God.  Women who were born as women are told that we have to be as thin or as strong as these “women” who naturally have less body fat or more testosterone and muscle tone due to being biological males.  These “women” don the cover of beauty magazines, are supermodels and are placed in other areas of successful positions in society and we are never told that they are biological males so we can continue to feel inferior in comparison.  If anyone dares to say anything about this, they are automatically called “transphobic” and silenced through public humiliation and exclusion, the Old Testament equivalent of a stoning.  

I feel that the world is now seeing the return of the divine feminine.  There is a reason why evil has tried and succeeded thus far to keep women disempowered.  Only women have uteruses and only women can give birth to God’s children.  Women are portals for souls to come through.  We are the divine cup.  We may be the Holy Grail.  Some scholars say that Jesus and Mary Magdalene had children and that the bloodline of Jesus is or Mary Magdalene herself what is meant by “The Holy Grail.”  There is a book called The Holy Blood and the Holy Grail (published as Holy Blood, Holy Grail in the United States) by Michael Baigent, Richard Leigh and Henry Lincoln. 

Whatever the case, it is getting more and more obvious that the true and real history of God’s children has been hidden from us or has been and is being inverted.  Women, when standing together, are very powerful.  If all of the women on Earth that are a part of God’s creation were to band together and fight evil, evil would have no footing, would have no standing.  If all of these women were to wake up to the realization of their divine greatness, spiritual power, and divine birthright, we would stop competing with each other (which we are mind controlled and brainwashed to do) and start upholding each other’s beauty, success and power.  Instead, we are programmed to please men (especially sexually), to compete with each other for a man’s attention and favor, to have any semblance of success in this world, and to become honeypots or sex kittens.  If we continue with this programming, we will never feel worthy and we will never feel that we are enough and this is what is intended so that we never rise up together in unity.  

If all the women on Earth knew what was going on with the children of the Earth, with the fetuses and babies that have been “aborted”, through the worldwide Satanic child trafficking ring and involves Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA), organ harvesting, adrenochrome production, Sodomy and other Black Magic rituals, and sexual abuse and exploitation, that spans the globes and includes major players in Hollywood, in government and in other positions of power and influence, women especially would and should be outraged and feel a call to action to protect our children, our future.  Though that awareness is slow in coming… but, make no mistake about it… it is coming…

It is interesting to me that a lot of Christians decry the use of God-made herbs, essential oils and crystals for healing yet partake in allopathic medicine consisting of man-meds medications that have numerous side effects, may be addictive, and have Satanic origins.  Herbs used for healing is decried as witchcraft, and essential oils and crystals are decried as “of the devil.”  However, we must realize that the Satanists and Luciferians that run this world invert everything.  To keep us under their control, they have distorted our history, distorted our healing modalities and inverted the definition of everything.  

I have had rare medical conditions, including a rare form of cancer and a rare autoimmune disease, that Western medicine has had little treatment options for.  Because of this, I have turned to alternative medicine and healing methods.  I have seen great benefit from these alternative healing options.  I believe that we will be returning to natural remedies for healing and health in the years to come.  

Galatians 5:19-21 says, “Now the works of the flesh are evident: sexual immorality, impurity, sensuality, idolatry, sorcery [pharmakeia], enmity, strife, jealousy, fits of anger, rivalries, dissensions, divisions, envy, drunkenness, orgies, and things like these. I warn you, as I warned you before, that those who do such things will not inherit the kingdom of God.”  In some versions of the bible, the word “pharmakeia” is translated as “witchcraft” which is the Greek definition of the word “pharmakeia” which may also be spelled as “pharmacia.”  There is an excellent and concise online article that also speaks to this idea:  

Pharmacia (Sorcery disguised as Medicine) 

Today’s world is a “medical” police state where sorcery (manipulating man’s mind and body with man-made drugs) is called medicine and where the state totally controls and stops men’s access to God’s own natural remedies. I am not saying we should never take medications prescribed by doctors. It seems that sometimes that is what God would have us do, especially since men have made many of God’s natural remedies, like marijuana and ephedra, illegal. But, use caution. Always pray for your and other people’s healing. And learn about God’s natural means of healing. 

http://zedek.us/babylon-the-great-a-must-read/mystery/pharmacia-sorcery-disguised-as-medicine/ 

We must also relearn our history in order to extricate ourselves from the pharmacia we have been using as the main means of healing ourselves.  There are now commercials for different drugs on TV so that we are brainwashed into wanting a drug to fix an issue that might be psychological, emotional, mental, or spiritual in origin.  As a mental health therapist, I have noticed that most people prefer a drug, to quick fix their anxiety or depression, over therapy. Even medical conditions can have origins in mental, emotional, psychological or spiritual issues that have gone unresolved for too long.  There is a great book that speaks to that mind/body connection called The Body Keeps the Score by Bessel Van der Kolk.  

So, getting back to our history and how we have been led to believe that a vaccine is superior to natural immunity.  There is a good video that summarizes the history of big pharma and it’s satanic origins:  https://rumble.com/vt2n7u-the-great-reset-what-is-the-rea-history-of-big-pharma.html 

Now that there have been so many adverse events and deaths due to the COVID vaccine and boosters and now that we are starting to question why drugs like Remdesivir, which kills 50% of those who are treated with it, is the only approved treatment protocol for those who are hospitalized for COVID, and now that we are waking up to how we have been bamboozled by big pharma and the medical industry and those that run these entities, such as NIH and CDC, and how more natural or less invasive treatments for COVID and things like cancer are being suppressed, and now that we are seeing an increase in strange conditions and diseases such as autoimmune illness even in our children, I’m hoping that we can get back to God and homeopathy and naturopathy.  Is there a place for allopathic medicine in our future?  I believe so.  I do believe that God is reclaiming organizations with Satanic origins or manipulations and infiltrations, such as The Catholic Church, The United States, The Republican Party and even people such as Donald Trump, for His own purposes.  But I also believe that we are seeing the start of a return to treatments for health that are more natural and God given.