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My Child on the Other Side 

My child on the other side

though you never materialized

on this side of the veil

I've seen what you would've looked like 

in my dreams and visions

and I'm sorry things were never right 

for me to bring you to life at this time

But I love you nonetheless

and I know you'll be waiting for me

perhaps be the one to greet me

when we finally meet again

It's something that brings me peace

amid all the suffering

that comes with having to live at this time in history

My child on the other side

It's time to tell you goodnight

so I can go and live this life

and do so many things

I'm hoping that you'll be proud of me

as you're watching over me

But I'll never say goodbye

cause I know you'll always be with me

and answer anytime I call

And I'm not too arrogant to believe

that you may be wiser than me

even though you are a child

my precious, beautiful, amazing child

on the other side 

2024:  A Volatile and Intense Year 

2024 promises to be an intense and volatile year, especially for those who are still not awake to the corruption of our current power structures.  In 2024, we will start to see the fall of those power structures including that of government, banking and finance.  There may be upheaval and mass protests as a result of these changes. Depending on what timeline you are on, there may be a mass event in March/April which could cause disruptions in the power grid, communication and travel, to say the least.  Although, some say that this event will occur across all timelines.     

Despite all this, it doesn’t mean that it will be a bad year.  In fact, it will be an abundant year for many because these old structures need to fall so new structures can rise up.  The Epstein list, people who visited Epstein Island and were part of the global Satanic pedophiliac ring of sex trafficking (including children) and child sacrifice, will reportedly be released today (1/2/24).  Let's hope that it is the true list and not an edited one.  Not only will these people be exposed but so will anybody involved in SRA (Satanic Ritual Abuse) going forward.  This process of exposure will be massive and explosive in 2024. 

Sometimes intensity and volatility is needed for the old to fall away and for the new to be ushered in. It can be a painful process and steep learning curve for those who have not been open to doing their own shadow work or not open to believing the dark underbelly of this world we live in.  But for those truthtellers and lightworkers who incarnated at this time for the very purpose of exposing these things and helping people heal from related traumas, it will be a sigh of relief and a breath of fresh air, especially because many of us have been shunned, ostracized, and called “crazy” for trying to expose these things.

The silenced voices of the past will finally be heard on a grander scale.  Since this is a presidential election year in the USA, I think it’s important to talk about the upcoming presidential election.  Will there even be an election?  Will Trump win despite being kicked off the ballot in two states thus far? Does Biden have a chance despite what appears to be cognitive decline at best and a possible upcoming impeachment? Will Michelle Obama step in to be the frontrunner nominee for the democratic party at the last minute as some, such as Sloan Bella, are predicting?  As with any election year (remember 2020?), this election year promises to bring some upheaval to the world, not just the USA. 

Whatever upheavals, intensities or tragedies we are faced with in 2024, we can and will get through it with unity and grace as a human race.  And we will be the stronger, braver and more abundant for it.  It is a year for facing fears, releasing tears and celebrating all that we have gained by losing what has stood in our way of living our best lives, even if we didn’t see what was standing in our way before 2024. Blessing to all of us who are on the right side of this spiritual war where love and goodness always wins. 

The Devil's Tone and the Frequency of Love 

Recently, I reached out to a producer on LinkedIn to see if he would be willing to record music in 528 Kilohertz (kHz).  His response was “lol.”  He either thought I was joking or was making fun of my inquiry since the current industry standard for recording music is 440 Kilohertz (kHz).  What does this mean?  This means that most digital audio workstations for recording, editing, creating, producing and mastering music (such as Pro Tools) are set to 440 kHz by the manufacturers who make them and by the producers and musicians who use them since they want a chance for their creations and music to be accepted by the mainstream.  Additionally, all electronic instruments are generally set to 440 kHz and all acoustic instruments are generally tuned to 440 kHz.  

When working with a producer recently, I tried to get him to record in 432 kHz but he said “no” so I had to record in 440 kHz.  The universe is run by sacred geometry and math.  And music is a universal language.  I had heard that “according to music theory, A=432 Hz is mathematically consistent with the universe. This is known as Verdi's 'A' – named after Giuseppe Verdi, a famous Italian composer. Music tuned to 432 Hz is softer and brighter, and is said to provide greater clarity and is easier on the ears.”   Is is also supposed to be more meditative and healing to listen to.  For more information about 432 kHz, check out the following website: 


I became inspired to write a blog on the “devil’s tone” and the love frequency after reading Salini’s book Emerging from the Matrix.  While I favored 432 kHz over 440 kHz prior to reading this book, Salini’s wisdom and knowledge led me to favor another frequency:  528 kHz also called “the love frequency.”  Much of the information in this blog comes from Salini’s book and you will see quotations where I have quoted the book word for word. 

Music became standardized to 440 Kilohertz (kHz) in 1939, just before WWII, by Josef Goebbels and the global elite.  It was discovered, by the elite, that 440 kHz can create fear, chaos, and disharmony. Therefore, it's been called “the devil’s tone.”  Music has become a form of mind control ever since and the standard use of this tone started in large part with the ushering in of rock and roll music in the 1950’s.  This is why some people called rock and roll “the devil’s music.” 

The Devil’s Tone is “the one dissonant tone on the musical scale, F# (741), which brings chaos into consciousness.  The frequency associated with this tone is 440 kHz.  This tone suppresses the heart chakra and keeps consciousness stuck at low levels.”  When piped out to the masses, this frequency creates an atmosphere of chaos and fear, making it easier to control people.  The movie, Yellow Submarine, is the story of how healing music was suppressed in this way.   “In the movie, the Blue meanies covered the vibrational love tone of 528 kHz, the C note on the musical scale, with fog so they couldn’t play it anymore.  It was the Beatles’ parable about musical tyranny to the world.” 

“A Kilohertz, abbreviated kHz or KHz, is a unit of alternating current (AC) or electromagnetic (EM) wave frequency equal to one thousand hertz (1000 Hz).  The unit is also used in measurements or statements of signal bandwidth.”  It is considered the measurement of the minimum required electromagnetic frequency of the human body required to maintain optimal health. 

“The vibration of love is 528 kHz.”  “It heals and repairs the body and restores DNA.”   “Music played at 528 kHz will open and heal your heart chakra sending the love vibration throughout your body.”  Whereas as 440 kHz focuses on the head and mind (therefore, making one more susceptible to mind control) and suppresses the heart chakra, 528 kHz is the vibration of love and is the same vibration of green plants in nature, of the center of the sun and of your heart chakra. 

John Lennon’s masterpiece, Imagine, was written in 528 kHz and it was the first major song written in this key.  Lennon’s Working Class Hero was also written in this key of love.  It wasn’t long after this that Lennon was killed. 

We have been controlled and suppressed and divided by being forced to record and listen to music in 440 kHz for too long now.  This is a call to all musicians and healers to record, produce and perform in 528 kHz. If your tuning device does not go up to 528 kHz, at the very least tune to 432 kHz which is superior to 440 kHz. It is time for a renaissance, a new golden age, to be ushered in.  

Soul Transformation and Ego Death 

I had a reading with a spiritual advisor in July of 2022.  She told me that I would be going through an ego death at some point in the near future. At the time, the thought of an ego death sounded somewhat scary.  However, up to that point in my life, I had already gone through various dark nights of the soul which can also be little ego deaths.  Having cancer at the age of 28, I had to face my own mortality,  Losing my hearing in my 30’s was devastating and made me question my career choice of listening to others as a social worker and mental health therapist and threatened my passion, my joy of being able to create, perform and listen to music.  My divorce in 2017 to someone I had been with for 25 years was even more devastating. This person had provided me with a life of physical comforts for the most part but a barrage of mental, psychological and emotional abuse.  Discovering that you don’t really know someone and had been tricked for all that time is an ego death of sorts. 

So, when I was told in 2022 that I would be going through another ego death, my initial reaction was, haven’t I been through enough already for now?  However, just like getting the death card or the tower card in tarot, an ego death doesn’t necessarily need to be something to be feared.  An ego death is transformative, it is your soul transforming.  And you can either go through that process as calmly and willingly as possible or screaming and kicking.  The more you accept the process and open yourself up to how an ego death can enrich your life, the less pain and suffering you will perceive. 

I’ve been assuming that my next ego death will involve some sort of public humiliation and shaming because this is something that I fear.  This is something that leads to my having performance anxiety and social anxiety in general.  And I know that part of our journey here on this plane of existence involves facing our fears.  I have already faced some public humiliation in my life but could there be more to come and on a grander scale?  I’ve never necessarily been afraid to be different or rejected because I always was on some level.  In this way, being different can be a blessing because you don’t always strive to belong because you never really did anyway. 

But we are social creatures and we need social interaction, even the most introverted among us such as myself.  And we all need spiritual leaders, teachers, shamans, sages, healers, and gurus, when the time is right to learn that next lesson in life, to take the next step towards our true spiritual path, to seek healing of some sort, and/or to let go of the ego comforts and things that block us from moving forward, and  to guide and comfort us as we experience the next ego death or soul transformation.  Sometimes, these are people you meet physically and other times they are people who you follow on social media or come to know through books that they have written.  Perhaps, they are souls that you can attune to in a spiritual way. 

At this time, one of those people for me is a woman who calls herself Salini.  I learned of her by listening to one of Michael Jaco’s podcasts.  She is a survivor of MKUltra mind control but had no memory of this until later in life.  I am currently reading her book, Emerging from the Matrix, and it is excellent. In this book, she writes about soul transformation and ego death, something that she experienced many times as well.  She writes so beautifully and in such an elevated way, that I decided to share an excerpt from her book on this topic of soul transformation and ego death, as what she writes is way more powerful than anything I could write on the topic right now. What follows is excerpts from her book, Emerging from the Matrix:

“If you have entered a crisis of some kind, it’s likely you have begun a soul transformation.  Whenever dramatic change is upon you, the Universe is asking you to change direction.  You are off course of your life’s Dharmic purpose.  You are being redirected to the correct path for you.  This is where all criticism begins.  People who have not begun a Soul Transformation will not understand what is happening to you.  If their lives, their jobs, and their finances are stable and comfortable, they will not be interested in your suffering or your journey.  They are enjoying their lives.  Their egos are in a comfortable place.  They will find your actions and experiences to be odd, and sometimes frightening to them.  Perhaps even threatening.  They may judge you for even going through what you are going through.  They will give tons of advice cached in standard cultural wisdom and clichés, most of which comes from the perspective of their comfort, and usually won’t be helpful.  They may even be arrogant about it.  If you can, forgive them.  They cannot see that you have begun a Soul Transformation because they have not yet begun one.  You will enter into this journey largely alone.  There will be a few beautiful souls along the way who will stand by you. They may stay a long time, or it may be brief.  But treasure them.  Like an oasis along an endless, dry, desert caravan, they are great gifts along the way. Know that they have been sent by the Holy Spirit to help you endure the transformation and awakening of your soul. Nevertheless, prepare yourself for rejection at this stage.  Many will abandon you.  Your old life will fall away.  A chasm of the unknown now faces you.  You have entered the Garden of Gethsemane.  For those of you keen to have a spiritual awakening, I caution you.  Awakening is very traumatic. Change requires sacrifice, and the death of the ego is the price you’ll pay.  It won’t be comfortable, but it will be incredible.” 

So, if you are experiencing or about to experience an ego death, blessings be with you.  Embrace the experience and know that many have come before you and many are walking beside you.  Even when we feel truly alone, we can always ask for assistance from our spirit guides, from Jesus, or whomever or whatever you call your higher power.  Let the fear fall away and look to the light that overwhelms the darkness.  Blessings…

What is Project Blue Beam? 

I have been wanting to do a blog on Project Beam for several months.  I first heard about it 2-3 years ago.  In the past week or so, news outlets such as Fox News have been reporting on the recent congressional hearings on UAP’s (Unidentified Aerial Phenomena), once called UFO’s (Unidentified Flying Objects).  Here is a link I found Twitter about the congressional hearings:  https://twitter.com/girliwhirl/status/1685878254232887296?s=51&t=DOA5uBr1d3lB-75BLgrrpQ 

While it's possible that these UFO's might be piloted by humans (or clones, cyborgs or synthetics) or by remote control and/or may just be evidence of secret military programs and such, UFO's have historically been associated with aliens, aka extra-terrestrials or non-terrestrials.  Is it now safe to talk about UFO’s now that congress is taking it seriously?  Will one still get mocked and ridiculed if one dares to breach the subject?  What is the connection between UFO’s, aliens and Project Blue Beam?  When I first learned of Project Blue Beam, I often heard about it in reference to the “fake alien invasion” that the cabal or deep state would use as their last stab at keeping their control over the populace in place. 

According to an online article written by Kuldeep Kumar for The Times of India, “Project Blue Beam is a conspiracy theory about a supposed project whose purpose is to create an artificial Second Coming, 
in order to control people.”  One of the purposes of this Project, per the article, is to replace all Christian and traditional religions with a one-world religion based on the cult of man.  Read more at:

Another article states, “Project Blue Beam (NASA) is reported to be a conspiracy theory introduced by Canadian investigative journalist Serge Monast in the mid-1990s. The theory claims that members of the Pentagon, NASA, and the United Nations were collaborating on a plan to simulate a fake alien invasion and staged ‘Second Coming’ using hologram projections.” This article was written by Deauna Roane on Feb 13, 2023.  Here is the link:  https://www.yourtango.com/self/project-blue-beam-alien-invasion-new-world-order-conspiracy-theory

According to another online article on Myth Detector by Mariam Dangadze published on April 7, 2021“Blue Beam is a conspiracy theory about the New World Order that has been around since 1994. It is noteworthy that during the pandemic caused by the spread of the coronavirus, the Blue Beam theory once again came to the fore as the scenario described by Serge Monast the Antichrist uses the method of epidemics for establishing control over humans in the third, final phase. Conspiracy theorists believe that this process has already begun.”

The author goes on to write:  According to the Blue Beam theorists, NASA and the UN have begun to produce highly advanced technology. Using this technology, the entire Earth will see a simulation in the sky that would be created using satellites, located at different locations on the Earth. As the conspiracy goes, using this method, and in cooperation with the Antichrist, a simulation of the Second Coming will be created and all humans on the Earth will be united under a single religion under the framework of the Blue Beam. This way, establishing the total control will become easier and other stages necessary for establishing the ‘New World Order’ will not take too long either.”  Here is the link to that article:  https://mythdetector.ge/en/where-does-the-blue-beam-conspiracy-originate/

However, according to another article entitled “What is Project Blue Beam?:  Inside the Universal Religion Conspiracy Theory” by Joseph Sherwood published on September 21, 2022, another origin for Project Blue Beam is suggested:   “Some theorists claim that Project Blue Beam developed out of the Philadelphia experiments, an alleged series of experiments carried out by the U.S. military. These experiments apparently involved the U.S. military developing technology to make a U.S. naval ship invisible to enemy ships.”  Here is the link to that article:  https://www.alittlebithuman.com/project-blue-beam-conspiracy-explained/

So, it could be that Project Blue Beam is just another conspiracy theory like COVID-19 coming out of a lab in Wuhan instead of originating from a wet market.  Oh wait, that’s no longer a conspiracy theory.  Well, maybe Project Blue Beam will happen and maybe it won’t. According to “conspiracy” theorists and ufologists, if the deep state proceeds with Project Blue Beam, it’s because it’s the last card they’ve got to play in their never-ending attempts, so far proven to be successful, to control us through fear. 

I guess, a lot depends on which timeline you’re on too per Gene Decode.  But should Project Blue Beam prove to happen, one should be prepared to acknowledge, if they haven’t already, that a lot of what we see with our eyes in this world is an optical illusion, a movie, a deception whether done with masks, simulations, virtual reality, false reporting, framing the narrative, propaganda, and many other mind control and manipulation tactics.  These are done to keep us in fear, to hold us down, to keep us enslaved and entrapped. 

All it takes to wake up, is the ability to question what you are perceiving, feeling or thinking at any given moment and/or to listen with an open mind to those who may have something to say or write that is different than what you believe or how you think or feel. Most people won’t do so due to fearing a social death, being ostracized from their inner circles, families, groups or communities.  Most people don’t want to be rejected or mocked or ridiculed.  Some people are so comfortable in their complacency or in their energetic cages or maybe just used to the familiar, that they don’t dare to dream of more or to spread their wings and fly for fear that they may crash because they’ve been brainwashed to believe that they will indeed crash if they attempt to rise.  They fear embarrassing their families or bringing shame to their communities. They may even fear physical harm being brought to those they love.  So, the few of us that are willing to write or speak about such things are very brave. 

When it comes to Project Blue Beam, the fear of aliens has been instilled in us through the media – the CIA Project Mockingbird films and TV shows and other forms of media that are designed to associate aliens with fear and danger and loss of our lives.  Take Travis Walton, for example, who is the man who claims to have been abducted by aliens and who’s account has been captured in the 1993 film Fire in the Sky.  If that movie doesn’t instill a fear of aliens, I don’t know what would.  However, Mr. Walton has claimed, in speeches and documentaries and podcasts since the film was released, that he was not given final approval on his account of what happened the day he was “abducted.”  He says that the aliens were not harming him, as portrayed in the movie, but were in fact, helping him and healing him. 

If there are aliens out there, it would only make sense that there are good aliens and there are bad aliens just as there are good humans and “bad” humans.  If Project Blue Beam comes to be on whatever timeline you are on, it is a for sure thing that bad aliens are going to be projected in the fake alien invasion.  After all, that is how we have been and continue to be kept under the control of the very few power-hungry, greedy, selfish, manipulative, fear-mongering, psychopathic, narcissistic and destructive inhumane beings at the top of our society:  through fear. So, if you see something scary in the skies, don’t be afraid.  There’s a good chance that it might not be real…

Who is the Khazarian Mafia?  

According to the Ellis Washington Report, published on May 3, 2021, “The Rothschild Khazarian Mafia, according to the writings of Preston James and Dr. Mike Harris’s revelatory 2015 essay—Hidden History of the Incredibly Evil Khazarian Mafia—chronicled that the Khazarian Empire dated back to 100 AD (about 72 years after the crucifixion of Jesus Christ in 28 AD) in the ancient land of Khazar (Ukraine).(https://www.elliswashingtonreport.com/2021/05/03/a-brief-history-of-the-rothschild-khazarian-mafia-part-v/)

Gene Decode has done a number of “deep dives” in the subject of Ukraine and the Khazarian Mafia.  Here is one of them:  https://www.genedecode.org/programs/ukraine-decode-truth-and-history-by-sanrata-with-captions-405479?categoryId=116838 

Gene says that the Khazars are “Satanic, Luciferian people who stole the Jewish religion and culture generations ago.”  “They are NOT from the bloodline of Abraham” like genuine Jewish people are.  Whereas Jewish people are Hebrew, Khazarians are not. Tartaria and Khazaria were names that used to apply to the area that we now know as Ukraine.  The words “Zionists” or “Khazarian Jews” distinguish the Khazarian mafia from real Jews.  Gene goes on to say that the Khazars aren’t even human but “mostly mankind at best and NAA (Negative Alien Agenda Groups) half breeds or worse.”  

He goes on to say, “The Khazar aristocrats were not trusted and were considered to be very crazy.  Once you travelled into their land, they would rob people and then they would follow them into their homeland and assume their identity.  In the 6th century, they took over England and in the 10th century, they went for Germany.  The Russian Tsar, fed up with this, forced them to choose one of the three Abrahamic religions (Jewish, Muslim or Christian).  They chose the Jewish faith and used all its sacred knowledge from Solomon to recreate it into the Talmudic Judaism of today’s Zionists.  Judaism was a convenient religion to hide their worshipping of Moloch (symbolized by the owl), Baal, Lucifer and satan and utilize black magic to realize their aims.  Khazars do extensive rituals with child sacrifice that include torture, blood drinking and cannibalism of human children.  What they do is practice Babylonian Talmudism as a kind of secret satanism.” 

An online article from the following website (https://operationdisclosureofficial.com/2022/03/22/how-the-khazarians-own-our-world-the-origin-of-the-khazars/) explains why the Khazars decided to convert to Judaism over other religions: 

Nowhere in recorded history has the art of making money from nothing been better developed than in the ancient Khazarian Empire, which developed from nomadic robber clans operating on the western caravan routes in the Caucasus Mountains, north of Iraq and between the Black Sea and the Caspian Sea region. By the 10th century, the Khazars had created an empire that stretched from the north of the Black Sea to the Ural Mountains and from the west of the Caspian Sea to the Dnieper River.

The Khazar warlords decided that exchanging and lending money would be more profitable and less dangerous than raiding caravans. There was one problem. The Khazarian Empire was almost equally divided between Christians, Muslims and Jews. Both Christians and Muslims believed that charging interest on a loan, then called usury, was a sin. Only Jews were allowed to openly charge interest on loans. Whether they did it for practical reasons, or out of genuine religiosity, the Khazarian aristocracy professed their conversion to Judaism.

The Khazars infiltrated the monarchies in England and Europe as well as power structures in America.  When they tried in take over Russia in 1918, they killed Tsar Nicholas and the entire Romanov family, except for Anastasia, who survived.  They called themselves Bolsheviks, they took over the government, installed Stalin as a leader, and implemented Communism. “During their leadership approximately 100 million Russians died,” according to Gene Decode.  Alexander Solzhenitsyn says, “You must understand, the leading Bolsheviks who took over Russia were not Russians.  They hated Russians.  They hated Christians.  Driven by ethnic hatred they tortured and slaughtered millions of Russians without a shred of human remorse.  It cannot be overstated.  Bolshevism created the greatest human slaughter of all time.  The fact that most of the world is ignorant and uncaring about this enormous crime is proof that the global media is in the hands of the perpetrators.” 


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Because modern-day Ukraine is the homeland of the Khazarian mafia, this is also the headquarters of all sorts of shady, Luciferian operations and activities such as the trafficking of children, adults, weapons and drugs.  Additionally, they have built up biolabs there to create bioweapons such as things that are falsely called “viruses” when they are actually bioweapons.  According to Gene Decode, Bakhmut, a city in Ukraine, is the hub of child trafficking, child sacrifice, adrenochrome harvesting, organ harvesting, sex trafficking and all other forms of debauchery on this planet.  This is why Ukraine is so important to the cabal – it is their headquarters in a sense. 

So, this is the real reason for the war in Ukraine:  to take down all these bioweapons, to put an end to all the suffering of the children and people who are being abused, killed and trafficked there, to eradicate Satanism and Luciferianism from the planet, and to free all humans who have been enslaved in various ways by the Khazars and their ilk.  Putin is actually part of the Alliance that is trying to take down this worldwide cabal that has begun to be exposed and will continue to be exposed.  The Alliance consists of Putin, Trump, Xi Jinping, Narendra Modi, Kim Jong Un, Bolsonaro, Bin Salman and others including military and other world leaders.  Some truthers, such as Megan Rose, are saying that there are even off-world entities and groups that are also part of the Alliance.  But on Earth, the Alliance has been around for a long time and, in the not-so-distant past, has included Nikola Tesla, the Trump brothers (Fred, Donald’s father, and John, Fred’s younger brother) and Howard Hughes.  The Alliance is and has been trying to save the world from this Satanic power structure that has enslaved the rest of us.  Though the Khazar’s original homeland on Earth is Ukraine, they are mostly in Israel and America now.  “What’s happening in Ukraine is a holy war against global satanism.” – Gene Decode

Ten Days of Darkness 

I’ve been hearing about these 10 days of darkness since about 2020 or 2021.  However, it was first posted by Q on the Q boards in 2017. Many Anon’s believe that the 10 days of darkness will follow the “storm” that Trump was referring to when he posed with the military leaders in October of 2017 for a photo op and said, “you know what this represents?  This is the calm before the storm.”  When asked by a reporter to elaborate on what he meant when he said that, Trump said, “you’ll find out.” 

If these 10 days of darkness do, in fact, happen, they may happen following or in tandem with a big effect such as a solar flash or the collapse of the US dollar.  A big truther in the truther community, Charlie Ward, said that these 10 days of darkness might not happen everywhere and/or may not be 10 days but more like 3 days or even 3 hours.  So, what will these 10 days of darkness be like?  Will it be actual darkness as in no sunlight or it is just 10 days or so of darkness with regards to electronics and/or banking activities/access?  No one knows for sure.  Of course, if there is a military operation going on behind what we see, the “pantomime” in the mainstream media, as Charlie Ward often proclaims, then only those higher up’s in the military operation will know for sure. What follows (in Italics) is a synopsis of what may happen during the 10 days of darkness according to this link: 


It is expected that the militaries all around the world, via the US Military, are going to shut down all:

  • media

  • Internet

  • phones

  • TV programming

  • During this time of ‘darkness’ they will be broadcasting 3×8 hour sessions showing the world exactly what has been going on over the past number of years. This means that one session will be broadcasts 3 times per day. It’s to allow everyone worldwide to view during their daytime.

  • This will be a shocking time for all as we learn what the countless members of the Dee/p St/ate Ca/bal have been doing. Only those who have been game enough to dive deep into the rabbit holes have any idea of what is to come.

  • While this was happening the Military would be removing governments worldwide and making global arrests on 500 thousand indictments filed in federal courts across the nation and globe.

  • So the Ten Days of Darkness is not a time to be feared. It is more a time we should all look forward to so we can get on with the great transition from dark to light that is taking place in our world at this time… with King Jesus at the helm!

Judy Byington is another truther who has been writing a lot about the 10 days of darkness, specifically around the EBS that is supposed to accompany or head off the 10 days of darkness. There has been a lot of talk around the EBS (Emergency Broadcast System) or EAS (Emergency Alert System) and when that might happen and the need to be prepared when EBS is activated.  Judy has been encouraging her followers to  stock up on foods, water, gas, and cash in case we don’t have access to these things during the 10 days of darkness.  The following synopsis is from a website that has since been scrubbed from the internet, as has much information that truthers have released and exposed prior to the hyper-censoring of anything representing “disinformation.”  But I included the link below the synopsis to reflect that the link once did work: 

We are hearing that the ten days of darkness planned by the “white hats” are upon us.  Insiders have told us there is going to be an interruption of electricity which would bring down water, power, gasoline and diesel pumps, gas, internet, and you should act accordingly and quickly. We are told that trucking and airlines are to cease. Airlines are already going down. The trucking interruption means food will quickly begin to disappear from the store shelves. During this time they are starting up the new starlink satellites and taking out DS satellites along with the Main Stream Media. They are going to bring up a new internet that is much safer and much faster. They are going to bring down nuclear power plants and bring on line free energy. Since all of these things are connected they will try to do all of this together. How long this will actually string out we dont know. Trump is coming back and the GCR will happen along with Nesara Gesara and block chain voting on our phones and computers for the rulers of the new republic. The dominoes are falling, the states where the votes are contested are falling to Trump. The military will remove Fake Biden. Trump will quickly bring the economy back with the money the DS/Cabal stole from the people over centuries and was collected by executive order. 


The book of Revelations in the bible might also refer to the 10 days of darkness per the following scripture: 

10 Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer. I tell you, the devil will put some of you in prison to test you, and you will suffer persecution for ten days. Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you life as your victor’s crown.

Revelation 2:10,

New International Version

A lot of truth has been revealed through predictive programming in the media and in cinema as well.  What follows is an interpretation of possible predictive programming in the movie Blade Runner 2049 and the link where I got this article/blog: 

If Blade Runner follows through to its logical conclusion, then the entire world is one big massively social engineered MK Ultra program.

According to it’s recent follow-up, Blade Runner: 2049, the world experienced a total blackout sometime in the year 2020. And while little information is otherwise given, it appears to be some sort of reset event, in which pre-existing archival information was re-written or otherwise almost entirely lost in a society still completely run and governed by corporations. The black out event caused the Tyrell Corporation, the very people who ruled the world through its replicant program, to go bankrupt.

The world would need saving by yet another corporate New World Order. The10 days of darkness appears to be a designed event to grab more elitest power and further thrust mankind into ignorance.

Clearly, time will tell whether the voice behind the “Q” Movement simply borrowed from Blade Runner: 2049 or, like the dozens upon dozens of references in the decades leading up to September 11, this is yet another eerie example of predictive programming.

Hindsight is 2020.


On November 5, 2017 at 00:31:00 (EST), Q posted “Ten Days. Darkness.”  According to the Q boards, the 10 days of Darkness was supposed to occur on April 1, 2020.  It would appear that this did not happen.  However, it’s important to realize that are many timelines at play and both the White Hats (the team of military, government officials and world leaders that have been planning to and are currently taking down the Satanic pedophilic cabal that has been controlling international banking, engaging in child sacrifice and trafficking and many other illegal activities, and keeping us enslaved and brainwashed on many levels for centuries) and the Dark Hats (the cabal formerly mentioned) are messing with the timelines in a game of 5 dimensional chess.  According to Gene Decode, the Dark Hats tucked their timeline into the primary timeline and sometime before Biden was inaugurated as “president” of the USA Corporation.  However, Gene goes on to state that “God drew a line in the sand” and the timelines separated back out on June 26th, 2022, during the time the Schumann resonance went silent for a short period of time. 

It’s also important to note that due to the cabal messing with our calendar and getting us off our cosmic rhythm, anticipated dates may be on the Gregorian calendar which don’t reflect time via more accurate calendars such as the Mayan calendar which is 12 years off the Gregorian Calendar.  The Gregorian Calendar has some months at 30 days, some months at 31 days and 1 month at 28 days for a reason – to get us off our natural rhythms.  Additionally, the months are off.  The last month of the year should be March and the first day of the year should be the first day of April like the Persian calendar reflects.  After all, “sept” means 7 in Latin so why is September the 9th month of the year instead of the 7th month of the year?  And “oct” means 8 so why is October the 10th month of the year rather than the 8th month of the year?  And “dec” means 10 so why is December the 12th month of the year instead of the 10th month of the year?  Given this, no one can accurately predict the day and the time of these 10 days of darkness, should they occur at all.  If it does occur, it should be seen as a good thing, as a reset into a new world, a new age and a new dimensional for those of us who are ready and willing to take the leap of faith and have been working in service to others rather than service to self.


2023 – The Year of Karma, Justice, and Balance 

Since late 2019, I have been writing blogs at the end of the year to predict the general feel of the coming year.  I wrote in late 2021 that 2022 would be the year of truth.  I think a lot of truths have been trickling out this past year and there will be more of a flood of truths coming before Christmas and into the new year.  Of course, we have been on the Gregorian calendar, so my blogs reflect that fact.  It is interesting that we are using the Gregorian calendar when the Julian and Mayan calendars are likely more accurate.  For example, the Mayan calendar predicted the end of the age (Piscean) to be in 2012.  However, given that the Gregorian calendar is 10-12 years off the Mayan calendar, we are witnessing the end of the age of Pisces at this time and the beginning of a new age, the Aquarian age.  What does Aquarius represent?  How is this biblical?  

A lot of Christians decry Astrology but how do you think the wise men found the baby Jesus?  By reading the meaning in the stars.  The wise men were likely astrologers themselves or at least practiced astrology.  Christian astrologer, Carmen Turner-Schott, wrote a blog at the following website (https://www.liveabout.com/christian-astrologer-the-age-of-aquarius-206619) where she states: 

Jesus talked in the Bible about the changes in the future that would signal his return. He said that there would be “Signs in the Sun, Moon, and stars” (Luke 21:25) signaling his return. 

She goes on to write: 

Jesus was the one who announced the Age of Aquarius and said, “A man will meet you carrying an earthen pitcher of water; follow him into the house where he goes in” Luke 22:10. Since ancient times Aquarius was called the “water-bearer” and is symbolized by the Face of a Man in the Book of Revelation as one of the fixed signs of the zodiac. 

Aquarius is symbolized by a man carrying a jug of water and this symbol existed since ancient times. It's interesting that Jesus tells us to “follow the water-bearer.” Jesus was telling his followers to follow the Aquarian Age and enter the house he goes in, which can mean he was helping us prepare for the future by telling us to follow this new spiritual expansion and rebirth. Jesus was educating the disciples and warning them about this crucial time in human history and preparing them for it in advance. 

So, what exactly is the Age of Aquarius and what will it entail?  Well, for starters, we will go from group think and hive mind to individual thought and belief which means that everyone will get to decide for themselves what exactly they believe.  We will no longer have to consult a guru or priest or some other intermediary as a gateway between us and the divine, the God source. 

I keep hearing that there will be a huge galactic shift in March of 2023.  I don’t know what that will look like on this plane of existence but I think it has something to do with ushering this new age of Aquarius, which some say will be a golden age.  It may also look like the transformation and falling away of old structures of government, money, healthcare, education, religion and all these current institutions as we have known them. 

We will then see a balancing in the world.  For example, the power will shift away from governments and politicians back to the people, and away from banks and the Federal Reserve back to the people.  We will have individual freedoms and find our own strengths and gifts and no longer have hero worship of doctors, celebrities or those who have been in positions of authority, power or influence.  We will find our sovereignty as individuals.  

Karma, which is not about punishment but about balancing, will be called in to support this need for balance.  There are people who have been involved in dark deeds or in service to darkness that will finally be held accountable for their actions and choices.  They will be exposed to the rest of us.  For those who have been working for the light, “good” karma will be called in and they will finally see the path cleared for them to be abundant and no longer enslaved to debt and the current rat race paradigm of eat, work and sleep.  The daily grind will fall away to reveal the divine purpose that each of us were meant for if we choose to answer the call for we all have freewill.  

I also believe that we just witnessed the “first trumpet” that was written of in the Book of Revelations with Donald Trump’s announcement on 12/15/22 about bringing back the freedom of speech and holding those accountable that have censored this freedom.  The Brunson case that is going to the supreme court about the events surrounding the 2020 election and the possible removal of a sitting president (Biden), and any individuals in the stolen 2020 election, may also be another sign that those trumpets are starting to sound.  Why?  Because the Brunson’s are a band of four brothers who are trumpeters.  For more on that case:  https://robcunningham.substack.com/p/brunson-brothers-make-history-the?utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=email  If you don’t know what the seven trumpets are, here is a synopsis from Wikipedia:  

In the Book of Revelation, seven trumpets are sounded, one at a time, to cue apocalyptic events seen by John of Patmos (Revelation 1:9) in his vision (Revelation 1:1). The seven trumpets are sounded by seven angels and the events that follow are described in detail from Revelation Chapters 8 to 11. According to Revelation 8:1–2 the angels sound these trumpets after the breaking of the seventh seal. These seals secured the apocalyptic document held in the right hand of Him who sits on the throne.[1] 

First trumpet:  Upon the sound of the first trumpet, hail and fire mingled with blood is thrown to Earth, burning up a third of the trees on the planet, and all green grass.[3] 

Second trumpet:  With the sounding of the second trumpet, something described as "a great mountain burning with fire" plunges into the sea and turns a third of the oceans to blood. Soon after, a third of all sea life and a third of all ships will be destroyed.[4] Some speculate that the "great mountain" will be an asteroid cast from the heavens. 

Third trumpet:  With the sounding of the third trumpet, a great star called Wormwood falls to the Earth, poisoning a third of the planet's freshwater sources, such as rivers and springs. Many will die from the bitterness of its taste.[5] 

Fourth trumpet:  Following the sounding of the fourth trumpet, a third of the light that shines from the Sun, moon, and stars becomes dark from the celestial bodies being "struck." This catastrophe causes complete darkness for a third of the day, even through night hours.[6] This is the final trumpet that sounds before the three woes, also known as the fifth, sixth, and seventh trumpets. 

Fifth trumpet:  The fifth trumpet is the "first woe" of three. Before this trumpet sounds, an angel (translated as an eagle in some versions) appears, and warns, "Woe, woe, woe, to those who dwell on the earth, because of the remaining blasts of the trumpet of the three angels who are about to sound!"[7] 

The fifth trumpet is the "first woe" of three. Before this trumpet sounds, an angel (translated as an eagle in some versions) appears, and warns, "Woe, woe, woe, to those who dwell on the earth, because of the remaining blasts of the trumpet of the three angels who are about to sound!"[7] 

The fifth trumpet prompts a personified star to fall from heaven. The star is given the key to the bottomless pit. After opening it, the smoke that rises out of the pit darkens the air and blocks the sunlight. Then, from out of the smoke, the locusts are unleashed. The locusts are scorpion-tailed warhorses that have a man's face with lion's teeth. Their hair is long and they fly with locust-like wings. They are adorned with golden crowns and protected with iron breastplates. They are commanded by their king, Abaddon, to torment anyone who does not have the seal of God on their forehead, by using their scorpion-like tails. It is also made clear to them that they must not kill anyone during the five months of torment.[8] 

Sixth trumpet:  After the fifth trumpet blast, the sixth one sounds.[11] This is the "second woe", where four angels are released from their binds in the "great river Euphrates". They command a force of two-hundred million mounted troops whose horses exude plagues of fire, smoke, and brimstone from their mouths. The mounted horsemen wore breastplates with the color of fire, hyacinth, and brimstone. The horses are with lion's head and their tails, as well, are like a serpent with a head. The plagues exuding from the horses will kill a third of all mankind.[12] 

Seventh trumpet:  The sound of the seventh trumpet signals the "third woe." This is the final trumpet and the final woe. Loud voices in Heaven will say: "The kingdom of the world has become the kingdom of our Lord and of His Messiah, and He will reign forever and ever. " [13] 

While the above trumpets sound scary and frightening as does the idea of an “apocalypse”, I think it’s important to note that the book of Revelations, in my opinion and according to some Christian scholars and theologians, speaks to the apocalypse for the cabal:  the Satanic, pedophiliac, child-trafficking elite that has kept us enslaved through debt, distraction and negative emotions through wars, drugs, the mockingbird media, vaccines, and all the other aspects of their self-serving agendas.  

We are on two distinct timelines now:  the one for those are in service to others and the one for those who are in service to self.  So, I don’t believe that those on the first, transcendent timeline will see all the death and destruction that those on the second timeline will see.  I also believe that the first timeline is what new agers refer to as the “new earth.”  Another way of saying this is to go from 3rd dimensional earth to 5th dimensional earth.  

As previously stated, we are entering a new age, a golden age and 2023 marks the beginning of seeing this shift though not everyone will see it and not everyone will make it.  If you are reading this blog, I hope that you take God’s hand and accept His invitation into the kingdom.  Can you shed who you are to become who you are meant to be?  Those who have been suppressed, such as women and dissenting voices, will now be exalted.  Those who have been in service to others will be able to call in their karma.  Those who have been in service to self will finally feel their karmic backlashes.  

There’s never been a more exciting time to be alive if you are on the winning side - if you are on God’s side.  We have been in a spiritual war and those working for the dark side are finally being exposed.  And those working for the light will be victorious.  I think we will begin to celebrate those victories prior to Christmas 2022.  And in 2023, the victories will keep coming…

Been Brainwashed Lately? 

We all, everyone who is alive on Planet Earth at this time in history, have been brainwashed to some extent.  I wrote a blog called “The Emperor is Naked” based on the children’s story The Emperor’s New Clothes, that talks about our reluctance to admit and/or accept that we have been brainwashed and mind controlled by the global elite, also called the Illuminati and/or cabal, that have had control of this world for hundreds, if not thousands of years.  They control our governments, our elections, our mainstream media outlets, our celebrities and influencers, our money, and our thoughts, moods and behaviors.  They even control our health through allopathic medicine, vaccines, the Food and Drug Administration, control of food manufacturing and distribution, the legal system, and Big Pharma.  

They create diversions anytime there is a possible ascension or uprising against them or that are about to exposed.  They assassinate or smear campaign anyone who dares to expose them.  They create phrases like “conspiracy theorist” as a way to discredit and mock anyone who dares to expose them or points out the truth to the masses.  Mark Twain said, “It's Easier to Fool People Than It Is to Convince Them That They Have Been Fooled.”  

Anyone who has been a survivor of narcissistic abuse knows about brainwashing and mind control experientially and once they get enough time and distance away from the abuser, they can begin to understand it more consciously and even then, they may still have a hard time waking up to the horror and understanding exactly what they went through.  For survivors of MKUltra, the experience of brainwash and mind control is even more horrific.  According to Wikipedia (as of 10/24/22), MKUltra “was an illegal human experimentation program designed and undertaken by the U.S. Central Intelligence Agency, intended to develop procedures and identify drugs that could be used in interrogations to weaken individuals and force confessions through brainwashing and psychological torture.”  Though Wikipedia suggests that the MKUltra program was “halted” n 1973, evidence suggests otherwise. 

There have been numerous MKUltra survivors who have been speaking out publicly.  Their stories are so horrific and unbelievable, that many of them are not believed.  According to Medicine Bear, who spoke out on TheTruthseekers88 channel on Rumble, published 10/17/22, MKUltra is the umbrella program for many different mind control programs including Project Monarch which includes the Beta Sex Kitten Project.  Part of Project Monarch has included those called “Presidential models” such as Marilyn Monroe, who are used to transport secrets back and forth between different political leaders.  The leaders just have to say a certain trigger word or phrase for the secret to be revealed.  Triggers can also include sounds, sights and smells.  There is a video where you can see Britney Spears being triggered by the smell of strawberries when she is being interviewed by Diane Sawyer.  If you listen closely, you can hear her say “strawberries” before one of her alters (alternative personalities) takes over her system:  https://youtu.be/MQQFV6Pu5NI 

Medicine Bear was adopted at birth into a Luciferian family under the guise of being a Jewish family.  He was given the name of “The Chosen One” which means that he was to be used as a tool or sacrificed within the Satanic cult.  He speaks of having false memories implanted and being a part of the hunting parties where children are hunted.  He was involved in Project Talent and recalls being given puzzles at around age 7.  He says, “They’re trying to establish what your particular talents might be” and then place you in a position where you can be used to do their bidding.  Ultimately, however, he landed in Project Phoenix, which has also been called Project Delta and is an assassination program.  These include your basic sleepers who, with the right cues, triggers, and programming, are trained to assassinate others and possibly self-assassinate.  His testimony suggests that he was abused by Lt. Colonel Michael Aquino.  Here is the link to that podcast:  https://rumble.com/v1okynk-special-guest-mkultra-sleeper-cells-special-forces-signal-alerts...-1017202.html 

Project Monarch includes your basic honeypots that entice powerful men or women to share their secrets, to do their bidding and/or to get come back into the fold if they are “waking up” or exposing secrets or have gone AWOL.  Some examples are Cathy O’Brien who claims that she and her daughter were both sex slaves for George Bush Sr and Dick Cheney and other political leaders.  She has released many books and had an awesome documentary made about her like called Trance.  Here is a link to watch that movie: https://www.trance.movie/ 

Laura Worley, who wrote the book Puzzle Pieces to The Cabal, Mind Control, and Slavery: Putting it All Together for Peace, Healing and Freedom, writes about being abused and tortured by someone that sounds a lot like HRC if you put all the pieces together in what Laura describes in her book.  Laura also speaks and does interviews and podcasts where she helps people heal and trains mental health professionals so they can know what to do to help people who have been victims of SRA (Satanic Ritual Abuse).  She writes about going to therapy for 20 years and getting nowhere because mental health professionals are likely to label people who present with her kind of symptoms as “delusional” or “dramatic” and even if they do believe these survivors, they are at a loss at how to help as their training does not include how to undo mind control.  

Hope Beryl-Green, born into an illuminati family, wrote her memoir about breaking free from her programming in her book To Tell the Truth.  Here is an excerpt from the synopsis of that book on Amazon:  "This journey will expose the evil of sex slavery, government-sponsored mind control, and the Illuminati's existence in our culture."  Both Laura Worley and Hope Beryl-Green speak and write about the importance of using the power of God's love and guidance to break free of their energetic chains. 

Becca Bodle has been very vocal in sharing her testimony of being a survivor of human trafficking.  Here is a link to a interview she did with Michelle Moore:  https://rumble.com/v20znok-the-michelle-moore-show.html.  Sarah Ruth Ashcraft claims to have been sold as a sex slave to Tom Hanks at age 13.  Miesha Johnston wrote the book They Weren’t Butterflies:  A Monarch Survivor’s Story.  It is a very interesting read.  I also have read a few of Stewart Swerdlow’s books.  He is a survivor of Montauk Project, related to the Philadelphia Experiment.  He is now a doctor of alternative healing and deprogramming.  He has spoken openly about aliens including Reptilians.  Unfortunately, most victims of MKUltra have died, have gone insane, or are still in a brainwashed or sleeping state. 

Then, there’s the brainwashed and mind controlled in the illuminati most notably people in high positions of power in government or high positions of influence in Hollywood, the music industry, professional athletes and mainstream media.  I attended a training on Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) given by Herschel Walker, former NFL running back and currently running for public office, where he talked about having this disorder (once called MPD or Multiple Personality Disorder) though he didn’t go into detail about what caused it.  Kanye West appears to have broken out of his programming several times and every time this has happened, they dye his hair blonde (always make a note of it when someone’s hair is dyed blonde) and take him away to be “hospitalized” which is a code word for “reprogrammed.”  For example, this happened right after he dished the dirt at one of his concerts before he was “hospitalized”:  https://youtu.be/mueeKk6GweI 

Kanye West has an incredibly strong spirit to try to break out of his programming despite his popularity.  Britney Spears is another example of someone doing everything she can to break out of her programming.  Rumor has it that she has been replaced with a clone and this is not hard to believe.  Cloning has been going on for a long time.  If you watch a movie called The Boys From Brazil (1978), it spells out how nuclear transfer cloning is one.  Clonaid is a company that openly advertises cloning but cloning is also done in Deep Underground Military Bases (DUMB’s) and other secret locations owned and operated by the elite.  There have been outspoken voices against cloning such as Donald Marshall and Kid Buu, who claims to be a second generation clone.  

Oftentimes, when a celebrity or politician will not play along with the script or programming they were given, it can be quite obvious that they have been replaced by a clone or an actor, while the original God-created human has either been killed or has been caged in a DUMB so they can create more duplicates as needed.  They do this because these celebrities are cash cows for them and they want to continue to milk the cash cows for as long as they can.  Michael Jackson is an obvious example.  The Michael Jackson in the Bad videos and pictures looks nothing like the Michael Jackson in the Thriller videos and pictures.  Why?  Because, according to Gene Decode, Michael Jackson died after he caught on fire in that Pepsi commercial and they cloned him after death.  The skin issues and the nose issues can be explained by quantum entanglement.  After that debacle, the cabal wised up and started caging and cloning celebrities more in their prime.  

But back to the point of brainwashing.  We are all being brainwashed by the mainstream media.  We are being brainwashed to believe that COVID-19 (which stands for Certificate of Vaccination Identification AI) is a virus when it can’t be isolated and has been patented (you can’t patent nature), that we should take a vaccine that has no long-term studies and killed all the animals in the animal trials, and vaccinate our children when children are more at risk for taking the vaccine then from getting COVID.  We are told that variants to COVID-19 such as Omicron, are more dangerous, when any epidemiologist knows that variants always decrease in virulence.  We are being brainwashed to hate Donald Trump, to believe that Joe Biden, having done no campaigning and is obviously a pedophile, won the 2020 election.  We are being brainwashed to believe that anyone who went to the Capital on January 6th, 2021 is a traitor against America and that there weren’t infiltrators among the peaceful protestors who actually caused all the ruckus.  

We are mind controlled via Operation Mockingbird which is the CIA program that uses movies, TV, MSM outlets and social media to influence how we think, how we vote, and how we behave.  According to Wikipedia, "Operation Mockingbird is an alleged large-scale program of the United States Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) that began in the early years of the Cold War and attempted to manipulate domestic American news media organizations for propaganda purposes."  Notice how they use the word "alleged" to explain what Operation Mockingbird is.  All these various forms of media are also used to tell us, the general public, what they have in store for us.  There is a lot of predictive programming used for this purpose.  Just look at everything the TV show The Simpsons has predicted correctly.  Why would the elite tell us what they are going to do?  It's part of the Luciferian religion to let people know what you are going to do to people prior to doing anything (evil).  It's their way of saying of getting around our free will to say, "no" to whatever they have in mind for us.  If they told us, however indirectly, what they were going to do to us, they can then say, "we told you what we were going to do and you didn't do anything to stop it or protest it."  

Women are brainwashed to believe they have to look like Victoria Secret Models, many of whom are biological males.  Women are being programmed to compete with each other for the attention and favor of men.  Men are being programmed by things like pornography to see sex in a lustful way and view in their manhood in terms of sexual prowess and orgasm, power and control.  We are programmed by our families, by our communities, by our political parties, by our religions, by our peers, by our educational system, by our medical system and the list goes on and on.  We are told to always “check with your doctor” and are programmed to believe that our family doctors or physicians are the experts on our bodies and the authority on health.  They aren’t.  They are experts in diagnosing disease and treating symptoms with pharmacia.  We are brainwashed into thinking that going into therapy and treating depression and anxiety with psychiatric medications is going to “fix” whatever traumas we are experiencing or confronting.  

We are brainwashed into thinking that people and things outside of ourselves have the answers to all of our ills instead of looking within, consulting our intuition.  Sure, we are mammals and as such, we are social creatures who need each other for survival.  But there is a reason why Jesus said, in Luke 17:20-21, “The kingdom of God does not come with observation; nor will they say, ‘See here!’ or ‘See there!’ For indeed, the kingdom of God is within you.”  We are in the age of Aquarius, the information age, and we need to decide for ourselves what information resonates with our soul, not our ego, but our soul.  So, if you disagree with everything I wrote in this blog, good for you.  The point is, everyone should be able to decide for themselves what they believe.  That freedom of belief, just like freedom of speech, is fast disappearing.  But we can reclaim our freedom of speech, our freedom of belief and our freedoms in general.  In order to be truly free, we have to acknowledge that we have been programmed, mind controlled and brainwashed.  We need to regain our critical thinking skills.  We need to break through all the programming to find ourselves, our higher selves, our true selves, the self that transcends all the programming.  And we have to say “no” and stand up against someone else telling us who we are and what we must think and belief. 

You Saw Me 

I was walking home from school carrying my saxophone

and a saxophone is heavy to a 5th grade little girl

And I didn't see you swinging on the swings across the street

Until you called out my name to say hello to me


And it's the first time I've ever felt seen

It's the first time someone ever saw me

Somehow you knew my name

and remembered it that day

Thank you, forever friend, for seeing me


Whenever my friends would choose a superpower

for the days of pretend when we played outside for hours

I always chose the gift of invisibility

Not knowing that's how I was already feeling


And still until this day

I sometimes get afraid

and want to retreat into my own safe space

Not everyone is welcoming

Not everyone is inviting 

and if they are, they may want to trick or harm me


But you're the friendliest boy I ever met

And I wish I knew now what I didn't know then

But I wasn't ready yet to admit

or trust that I meant

Anything to you, my long lost friend


For you planted a seed

For me to feel seen

Without any threat of invasion

Without any threat of humiliation


And I haven't blossomed yet

But I'm growing to my best

And it's all because you took the time

to say hello to this grateful heart of mine

and let me know that you... saw me