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2021 – The Year of Maturity  

Most would agree that 2020 has been a year from hell and most are anxious for 2020 to be over. These last 2 months of 2020 are going to be very stressful with the pandemic and the election. The number of COVID cases is reportedly increasing and some states have already begun their second shutdown which of course affects the economy and the livelihood of many. This second shutdown also affects our ability to worship with fellowship or gather with our loved one during the holidays. Some would say that this has been the plan all along: to keep us at a lower vibrational state. The energy and power vampires can then feed on our negative energies – fear, drama, confusion, anger, and sadness. As a mental health care worker, mental health issues have increased at a dramatic rate, more than I have seen in the last 20 years of working in the mental health field. People are more suicidal, addicted, depressed, anxious, angry, having more relationship issues and there is an increase in domestic violence and child abuse as well, due to us, as mammals, not having space and being cooped up and trapped at home. Some people have had and still have “election anxiety” and other have “COVID anxiety.” Some believe that the pandemic was the result of biological warfare and some specifically believe that the pandemic is the handiwork of the USA democratic party’s attempt to increase mail order ballots in this election which reportedly resulted in massive voter fraud. There is a constitutional lawyer, Ivan Raiklin, who is projecting that the final electoral college results will be: Trump 305 and Biden 233 when all is said and done with the legal processes, recounts and voter fraud corrected. It does seem odd and fishy that Biden and Harris gave immediate victory speeches based on the mainstream media’s declaration of their victory rather than wait, as Bush did (for nearly 40 days) in the 2000 presidential election, for the legitimate counts and or recounts to be concluded. It’s very odd how CNN, known as a liberal media outlet, is reporting on Biden’s cabinet appointments already and defaming Trump and ignoring any stories of voter fraud while confidently confirming Biden’s victory while Fox News, known as more conservative media outlet, is heavily covering the stories about voter fraud. Well, I guess that’s not all that surprising. If Trump does get elected to a second term, it is likely going to be complete pandemonium and there will likely be protests, riots and looting going on in major “liberal” cities such as Portland or Seattle. There may be civil war or the start of a second American Revolution or even World War III. I work with both Trump supporters and Biden supporters. Trump supporters are typically in the closet because they don’t want to be accused of being racist or homophobic. Biden supporters have expressed fear of being “hate crimed” or their government dependence (whether monetary like SSDI or SSI or with regards to healthcare like Medicare/Medicaid) being disrupted if Trump wins. Biden supporters may also believe that Trump and/or Republicans in general don’t care about the environment. Certain Trump supporters, though not all, have expressed fear of the New World Order aka socialism, loss of personal freedoms and liberties, and any triumph of a possible Satanic or Luciferian agenda that the “Biden crime family” or “deep state” may be involved in. Then, there’s the QAnon movement which believes that Trump is going to save us, overturn the “demonic” democratic party and their “evil” schemes, is working on behalf of the Christian God, and that JFK Jr is still alive. This reminds me of the story from the bible where the people asked for a king to rule over them. Perhaps, we the people would be okay without a “king” or “president” to lord over us. Whatever the case, it is the hope of many that 2021 will be a better year for the people of the United States of America. And from many of the prophets and psychics that I follow, it promises to be just that. The economy WILL improve. We will mature and “grow up” emotionally and spiritually as a people in 2021. It might not happen at the beginning of 2021 but we will, for the most part, raise our vibrational states by the end of 2021. So have hope, have faith, and think and believe and do uplifting things. Strive for fluidity of thought in trying to see the other side and the other person’s beliefs. Don’t give in the “controlled opposition” and attempts to get us to fight with each other and accuse each other and take a side. When you find yourself falling into despair, anger, fear or any of the lower vibrational states, find a way to find a silver lining, a lesson, a way to move forward and a way to believe in higher things. Attempt not to rely on your own understanding of things. There is always more than we can perceive. We are never done growing…

Vampiric Entities aka Energy Vampires 

For me, it is difficult to talk about energy vampires without talking about empaths.  What is an empath?  An empath feels the pain of others, absorbs and transmutes the negative energies of others (which can result in physical illness) and then emits a purified energy back out into the atmosphere.  “Their energy field quite literally goes into the body of another and feels what’s going on,” according to Christiane Northup, MD and author of the book Dodging Energy Vampires.  This is an excellent book that everyone should have a copy of.  I have included important points in quotations from Dr. Northup’s book throughout this blog on energy vampires and their opposites, empaths.  

“As an empath, I mistakenly believed that everyone shared the same empathy and compassion that I have.  I assumed that no matter how much harm someone was causing to their families or colleagues that deep down, in their heart of hearts, they were good people who meant well.  […]  It never occurred to me that there are people who are actually predators – who prey on the agreeableness, trust, goodwill, openheartedness, and resourcefulness of others.”  

“The thing about energy vampires is that they target the people who are most likely to put up with their tactics – and those people are empaths, because we have extremely high levels of compassion and empathy.”  

“As an empath, you have special gifts that bring light to the world.  Your compassion and empathy are healing salves for the people around you and the planet itself.  You were not put on earth to be the energy source of a vampire.  You are here to bring your light to the world.”  

“…an energy vampire relationship is based on careful manipulation.”  “Energy vampires keep energy coming their way by masterfully playing into the wounds of the people around them.  The empath, then, is a special target for the energy vampire because the wounds in their lives go so deep, which means they are easier to manipulate.  The energy vampire hooks into the empath using that I call ‘malignant intuition.’”  

“…the vampire is initially very supportive of your goals and dreams.”  Eventually, however, they criticize your hopes and dreams and belittle you and emotionally abuse you. 

“If there were no drama, the energy vampires would have to look at the spiritual side of life.  But they are afraid of it.  Trauma and Drama are comfortable.”  

“Empaths, on the other hand, generally have a very solid relationship with God and their faith in a Divine Source.  We feel bad for those who don’t, and we’re eager to share that deep and abiding faith with another.  But they don’t want to do the work of contacting that Divine within.  They’d rather just get a hit of our energy to keep them afloat until the next time.  And if we don’t recognize our own role in keeping this drama going – which is attempting to be their Higher Power by being available all the time and having all the answers – then we risk losing ourselves and enabling them to stay stuck.”  

Another term for energy vampires is “narcissists.”  Sociopaths and psychopaths are also narcissistic.  You may have heard the term “narcissistic supply.”  Ms. Northup defines narcissistic supply as “the ‘blood’ that manipulative people suck out of empaths.  Vampires manipulate others for this narcissistic supply, which comes in the form of attention, money, sex, and status.”  

“Vampires will often pick a fight if things are going too smoothly, just to get a hit of energy.  It doesn’t matter if the energy is good or bad.  That’s what narcissistic supply is – diverting energy, attention, and money towards themselves, which they do very skillfully.”  

“…the root cause of an individual’s health problems is very often that they are involved with a vampire – either at home or at work.”  

“Labels for the behavioral patterns of vampires include sociopaths, psychopaths, narcissists, borderline personalities, or people who are prone to antisocial behaviors…” 

“Self-sacrifice and martyrdom have been tools of Darkness used by Darkness in the old energy.  They are tools of enslavement.”  

The above excerpts from Dr. Northup’s book, Dodging Energy Vampires, speak mostly to the idea of energy vampires in third dimensional terms though she does throw in some fourth dimensional ideas as well.  However, I am turning to another book, Reign of the Anunnaki:  The Alien Manipulation of Our Spiritual Destiny by Jan Erik Sigdell, for more fourth and fifth dimensional ideas around energy vampires.  I was blown away by what the author wrote on the subject of energy vampires.  However, the term the author uses in this book is “vampiric entities.”  Below is an excerpt from this book: 

“When an Earth human dies and the soul leaves the body, the life energies in the corpse are also set free.  These energies can be perceived by an entity with a multidimensional consciousness, whether it is incarnated in a three-dimensional body or not, and it can feed on them as well.  This is easier when a human being dies from violence, since the body is still ‘fully charged.’  When a person dies from old age or disease in an ailing body, there is almost no life energy left; his batteries are empty, so to speak.  This is of no interest to vampiric entities.  Furthermore, humans release similar energies when they have very strong negative emotions, especially intense rage, fear, panic, or hatred.  Entities and other multidimensional beings can also feed on such energies, as well as on sexual feelings that have to do with lust but not love.” 

“Positive entities feed directly on the primordial divine light energy of the original Creator, which is the primordial source of all nutrition.  Those, however, who have cut themselves off from the original Creator, like the Anunnaki, cannot do that but feed indirectly from the life energies of other living beings, which have better access to the energy of light.”  

“It is therefore no wonder that beings like the Anunnaki like to see violence among us humans.  They stir up murder and manslaughter wherever they can and thus get access to the life energies that have been released.”  “That also explains the purpose of animal sacrifice and still more of human sacrifice.”  “This offers them a way to the above-mentioned life-prolonging measures.  If the victim suffers in the process, so much the better, because then emotional energies are also set free.”  

A lot of this makes sense given a lot of the wars, protests, and controlled opposition attempts instigated by those in power in recent years, especially in 2020.  Remember to hold the light and not give your attention or focus to anything that stimulates you to embrace lower vibrational states.  There is a reason why lust and violence are promoted in our movies, media, video games, advertisements, and music.  The time is now for us to hold light and create in a higher vibrational way. 

2022: The Year of Truth 

Most in the United States would agree that 2020 has been a difficult year.  Not only it is an election year that seems to be the most emotionally charged presidential election in my life time, but life in the US has really been affected the Corona Virus which has affected not only the physical health of many but also the mental, emotional and spiritual health of a lot of people.   There is a “new normal” of children going to school online, of people working mostly online, of gatherings and ceremonies being cancelled or reduced, of people having to be hospitalized or dying without the ability to see their loved ones and of being afraid of germs or getting sick or giving illness to those you love.  Then, the racial riots began and organizations like Black Like Matter and Antifa became center stage.  There was looting and other forms of civil unrest that resulted from all the tension.  People are being caught in the crossfires of controlled opposition.  We could barely take a breath, before the forest fires in Oregon, California and Washington state caused smoky air that has forced us inside our homes for about 10 days in September.  It’s difficult to not tie all of this upheaval to the fact that it is an election year.  Republicans feel that democrats and the “deep state” are causing all this conflict so that Trump doesn’t get re-elected.  Democrats feels that the Republicans are causing all this conflict to affect the election.  

I’m someone who likes to take a spiritual approach to any situation.  I also follow a lot of psychics online and they ALL say that Trump will get re-elected and I don’t doubt that.  There are a lot of people that I call “Trump worshippers” that feel he is going to save the people of the United States from the “evil” democratic party.  But I don’t think it’s that simple.  I certainly don’t view Trump as a savior of any kind.  Some say that he is getting help from aliens and is saving a lot of children from the tunnels under major cities in the US such as Washington DC and Hollywood.  These children have reportedly been human trafficked and traumatized and abused and reportedly, some of these children have never seen the light of day and have been born and raised underground.  If he is helping these children, then I can forgive a lot of his arrogance and narcissism.  Perhaps, it takes a great deal of narcissism to bring down the whole child trafficking operation of which Jeffrey Epstein and Ghislaine Maxwell are only 2 players in.  However, some are reportedly saying that he was involved in these evil activities as well.  Certainly, child molesters and abusers fall on both sides of the political aisle.  

There are others who feel that we have a false democracy here in the United States and that it doesn’t matter who we vote for because both major political parties and presidential candidates are working for the same people.  Regardless of what one believes politically, we can all agree that there is a lot of fear and anxiety and anger energies that are keeping the people of the United States of America in lower vibrational states.  Some may say that there is actually an agenda to keep us at a lower vibrational state and hence, this is the reason for all the events of 2020.  This attempt to keep us at a lower vibrational state is an attempt at power and control.  It is easier to control people if they are in a state of fear and anxiety.  It is also easier to keep someone from growing and evolving if they are stuck in lower vibrational states.  It is also easier to keep people from speaking their truth for fear of the repercussions.  

It is certainly difficult to make sense of everything that has gone on in the United States, especially in the “blue”, more democratic states (isn’t that interesting?) since the beginning of 2020.  But I think it is important to stay positive and uplifted while acknowledging the dark truths of what is happening in the United States and in the world at large, at this time in history.  I do believe that a lot of dark truths about children being trafficked and abused and even sacrificed are true despite the majority of US citizens not wanting to acknowledge this heinous reality.  US citizens tend to be pampered and have been groomed to be more easily distracted by TV, social media, movies, materialism, celebrity and idol worship and other forms of mind control.  We tend to only care about worldly events if it reaches our safe little corners of the world.  However, a lot of dark truths are coming to light and have been coming to light since Jeffrey Epstein was arrested and “died” and therefore, did not have to face the consequences of his actions.  However, most don’t realize that Jeffrey Epstein was not the kingpin of this child trafficking operation.  There were people above him that he had to answer to.  He also had A LOT of powerful political figures and celebrities on his island that are probably now shaking in their boots because there are reportedly, a lot of sealed indictments and arrests being made at this time regarding this child trafficking operation – only the tip of the ice berg of how dark and how far down the rabbit hole goes.  Some project that the sealed indictments are as much as 40,000 as this many people or more may have been involved on some level or had knowledge of these crimes against humanity.  

So, when are we going to know who these celebrities and political figures are that were or are involved the Satanic and Luciferian activities involving children and other nefarious things?  What is the extent to which children have been trafficked, abused, and killed?  What truth tellers have been assassinated or killed for trying to expose the “cabal”?  How long has this been going on?  Apparently, we are going to know most of the answers to these questions this by 2022, although some of these questions have already been answered but people don’t want to believe it.  I know that when I try to talk to people in my circle of friends and family, they either say, “I don’t want to hear” or label me a “conspiracy theorist” or change the topic of conversation.  

Once 2022 comes along, however, the naysayers will no longer be able to deny the ugly facts that will be played out in a court of law.  Once 2022 comes along, the “conspiracy theorists” will, by and large, be vindicated from all the dismissals, disdain, ridicule and mockery that they have been tormented by since JFK was killed.  Once 2022 comes along, the evil doers will be exposed and held accountable for their crimes against humanity.  I, therefore, call 2022 the “year of truth.”  There has been much talk about the “spiritual war” that is currently going on in the astral planes around planet Earth.  Have faith that good always wins, love always wins.  The spiritual war has already been won.  It just takes 1-2 years for things to show up on this plane of existence.  Try as they may, the evil doers cannot interfere with God’s plans for us to evolve into the new age.  And while, it appears that all is chaos and confusion right now on planet earth, keep in mind that in order for the new to be ushered in, the old has to die and fall by the wayside.    

I would like to give props to the truth tellers of the past that have died trying to get the truth out there including:  Isaac Kappy, Sabrina Bittencourt, Tracy Twyman, Brittany Murphy, Phil Schneider, Seth Rich, Chris Cornell, Chester Bennington, LeRoi Moore, Princess Diana, and JFK. 

And to those who have died trying to raise the collective vibration of humanity:  John Lennon, Bob Marley, and Martin Luther King Jr. just to name a few.  

I would also like to give props to the truth tellers who are still alive at the time of this writing and who continue to try to get the truth out there despite the ridicule and death threats:  Sloan Bella, Megan Rose, David Icke, Shaun Atwood, Jamie Dlux, Timothy Charles Holmseth, Frank Romanek Jr, Kanye West, Maria Farmer, Whitney Webb, and Randy Quaid. 

Most importantly, I want to acknowledge and honor the memory of children who have died at the hands of the cabal, those children who are still being tortured and traumatized by these evil doers, and those children and adults who are starting to recover from the cabal’s crimes against humanity.  

I’m sure that there are many more people that I’m forgetting to honor or mention at this time.  For all the truth tellers past, present and future, for those who are seeking the truth and in the spirit of truth, I’d like to end this blog with scripture that got me through the mental terrorism and trickery of narcissistic abuse in my personal life.  This scripture inspired me to write a song called “Truth is on its Way.”  I feel that the song was given to me and was written through me rather than written by me.  Both the song and the scripture gave me a sense of peace before the truth was revealed to me about my narcissistic abuser.  And that scripture is:  “For there is nothing hidden that will not be disclosed, and nothing concealed that will not be known or brought out into the open.”  - Luke 8:17

The Heaven I Hear 

After several years of stops and starts, my memoir, “The Heaven I Hear”, is finally done.  You will be able to read it very soon on any e-reader.  The book chronicles my struggles with hearing loss, my work as a healer and my love of music.  I will provide updates as I receive them from the publishing company.

The e-book will be available at:

Amazon Kindle, iBooks, Barnes & Noble, Kobo, eSentral, Scribd, Ciando, Gardners, Baker & Taylor, Vearsa, Copia


Raise Your Vibration to Make it to the 4th Dimension 

Whenever I learn something of value, I aim to share it with as many people as possible.  Recently, I have read Handbook for the New Paradigm by George Green.  I love metaphysical books and proceeded to read his other two books, Becoming and Embracing the Rainbow.  All three books have been highly inspirational to me and have helped me think about life and the horrors of 2020 in a more enlightened and transcendent way.  So, I wrote this blog quoting a lot of Handbook for the New Paradigm with a lot of my own thoughts and insights mixed in.  Anything with quotes is from George Green’s book other than figures of speech I’ve used in this blog.  

“The ethnic and racial differences between individuals and groups are being stressed and agitated while at the same time you are being forced into a ‘one world government.  It is for the purpose of creating chaos and confusion within the psyche.”  It is ever more important to stay out of “controlled opposition” as much as possible.  Don’t decry those of a different political stance, spiritual belief set, ideology, ethnicity or form of identification.  Try to see our shared humanity and the truth that we are actually all one.  The dark powers that be don’t want us to be united have been too successful at their attempts to divide and conquer.  We now have several different ways to identify ourselves sexually and with regards to gender.  We now have several boxes to choose between when filling out forms that have questions asking about our ethnic or racial identity.  We now have several denominations of even one type of religion such as Christianity.  If we aren’t identifying as “liberal” or a “conservative” or a “Republican” or a “Democrat”, we are labelled as “lukewarm” or “noncommittal” and we don’t have a chance in hell of getting a politician elected that has not bought into the controlled opposition.  

“When a weak link or defection is found or manufactured within the members of their groups, there is almost a feeding frenzy upon that departing energy.  It is far more satisfying to them than the same event happening to one of the uninvolved human beings.”  This reminds me of “conspiracy theories” I have heard about certain celebrities being sacrificed within their own Luciferian or Satanic circles.  Examples include Kobe Bryant, Princess Diana, River Phoenix and a lot of first-born sons of many celebrities.  I don’t think sacrificial offerings are a thing of the past in certain “religions.”  I find it interesting that a lot of celebrities or their family members are dying since the “quarantine” related to Corona Virus started.  It’s almost as if they are upping their offerings and grasping at straws in desperation.  

“Remember they are creating what is not in accordance with the laws of God.  Their concentration is toward containment while your focus is toward rippling outward.”  

“What is wanted here is action, not reaction.  The resort to the use of arms against the plan for overwhelming mankind is doomed from the start.”  “It is imperative that it be understood that armed resistance is futile.” 

“Thought released to act upon itself will return in manifestation glorified and in a form more magnificent than the limited focused mind can imagine.”  “Purity of intent to harmonize as the motive is the primary prerequisite.” 

“Cooperation is a natural phenomenon as long as the need to control is absent.  The need to control is a learned activity that becomes habitual through the experience of it.” 

“Do not allow yourself to dwell upon the horrors of what is planned for you, but turn your thought to what it is that you would prefer to experience.”  

Practice the 4 basic Universal Laws with purity of thought.  They are: 

1.  The Law of Attraction – Like energy attracts more like energy.  Whatever experiences you create for others, you will have to experience.  If you desire something, adding strong emotion to the desire can increase the potential and speed of your desire manifesting.  “There must be an emotional desire to provide the fuel for the movement or change of energy from thought into expression.”  “The vision must be simple to be powerful.”  If you add too much detail to what you are desiring or envisioning, you blocking thousands of avenues of manifestation.  “The Law of Attraction is at the foundation of all other Laws.”  

2.  The Law of Intentional Creation – This is also called the Law of Purposeful Intention and the Law of Intentional Focus.  Hold a desired outcome within an emotional field of energy.  When attempting to create or manifest anything, it is wise to add “of highest and best good for all concerned” to your prayer or manifestation process.  “Requests that include ‘for the highest and best good of all concerned’ invokes a greater wisdom with extraordinary results.” “Using the qualifier ‘help us to help ourselves’ allows the helpers to help from a greater understanding that brings forth results undreamed of by those requesting it.”  A thought held within purposeful intent allows for manifestation.  “The intended thought through vibratory stimulation of it through emotion held firmly in place by commitment brings manifestation.” How to manifest:  “In order to come up with a statement of purpose, the parenting groups must spend personal time visualizing (dreaming) what each can conceive through imagination (going within the mind of God) and then attempting to put it into concise wording.  The process can begin with words, then mental movies, then words again, etc.”  “…begin formulating and dreaming scenarios within your own personal awareness.  This triggers the resonance of the law of attraction. ‘In the beginning there was the thought and the thought became flesh.’” 

3.  The Law of Allowance – Rather than trying to control a person, a situation or an outcome, let it go and allow it to become whenever it was meant to become.  According to George Green, this is the most difficult universal law to practice because of our tendency to want to control things, especially other people.  But we have to realize that everyone is on their own spiritual path.  Some people go in circles and having to learn and relearn the same lessons, sort of like repeating a grade in school over and over again.  We have to accept where people are on their own paths even if that means that we grow apart from them or they hurt themselves in the process.  Practicing the law of allowance involves the discernment of letting go of emotion to see logic.  Once we use emotion to practice the first two universal laws, we have to then let go of that emotion which is very hard for most of us to do.  If we can’t or won’t or don’t do this, the spiritual law of paradoxical intent kicks in and we push away that which we want too desperately.  “Application of the laws of allowance opens the door to experience the flow of creative energy.”  “It is within the law of allowance that it is appropriate to discuss abundance and luxury.”  “Abundance is living within the law of allowance for it allows all to also live in abundance.”  “It is not within the laws to take another’s abundance to add to your own.”  “Cooperation is the keynote and competition is the death knell of progress.”  The Law of Allowance speaks to personal responsibility.  “…one is concerned with the choosing of his/her own experience and is not responsible for the experience of others.”  “Allowance is the most difficult of the laws to be learned at the 3rd dimensional level because of the deeply ingrained need to control.  Control is transcended through the practice of the Law of Allowance.”  

4.  The Law of Harmony and Balance – This is the law that the evil planners and doers of this planet and throughout the universe are forgetting about in their “plot to enslave every man, woman and child in this country” quoting JFK.  JFK reportedly included this comment in one of his speeches 7 days before he was assassinated.  Of course, if you google this quote, it will say that the quote has been “fabricated” by “conspiracy theorists.”  But all major forms of media are owned by the evil planners.  The term “conspiracy theorist” was born out of the JFK assassination to quiet any dissenters of the official story that one man, Lee Harvey Oswald, killed JFK.  According to, the term “conspiracy” is defined as “an evil, unlawful, treacherous, or surreptitious plan formulated in secret by two or more person.”  By this definition, most of us are conspiracy theorists.  Anyone I know who was alive at the time of the JFK assassination, does not believe that only one man killed him.  Because the evil planners’ plans to lower our vibration do not fall within this law of harmony and balance, their plans are doomed to fail.  “…the critical mass point needed for evil intent is different than it is for intent of upliftment.”  “Lowering the vibratory rate is much more difficult than raising it.”  There are many who wonder why “God” allows evil to exist and the answer is “freewill.”  We are allowed to choose to act out of good or evil.  We are allowed to learn our spiritual lessons in our own time.  We were not made to be robots.  Robots are what the evil planners want us to be.  According to Edgar Cayce, we have all had an evil incarnation.  “You are programmed to think that the negative pole is always ‘bad.’ Within the context of the whole this is not true.  There is no electricity (energy moving) without both poles.”  “Within the two foci of positive/negative energy lies the center point of harmony.  This is the goal of all manifested energy, to exist within this harmonious point.”  “Unfortunately some of the predictions that have been made reflecting the plans of the dark side will manifest.  Though they seem to indicate that the situation is irreversible, it certainly is not.” 

Other ways to raise your vibration: 

- Transcend victim consciousness.  “The victim cannot be rescued, but must pull himself up by his own boot straps and rescue himself by being responsible for his own rescue.”  You are complicit in enabling victim consciousness with your sympathy.  “Your sympathy will not solve their misery.”  Instead, choose to “place your intent beyond the play perceived by the 5 senses, and place it instead into the creation of a new experience…”  When you do this, you are “withdrawing your consent and support of the experience in which you no longer wish to participate.”  “The victim attitude is deeply ingrained within humanity as a whole.  It shuts down the light of each child as soon as it is absorbed from the parental attitude.”  “…the moment you are born, you are taught to begin swimming upstream against the flow of creative expansion.”  Instead, “…begin swimming within the expansive flow.” 

- Focus on gratitude.  “God loves a grateful heart.”  

- Ask for assistance from your higher power.  Given that we have freewill, we must ask for help.  It is best to ask for help using the “affirmative prayer” which means “entering into the creative mode that is your pattern.”  

- Focus on planetary gain rather than personal gain.  When you are making an important decision, think about how your decision affects all parties involved and how your decisions, choices, actions and words ripple out to affect everyone in your community, in your country, on your planet and really, in the universe.  “It is the pursuit of the creation of your personal fiefdoms and in the competition to create one of greater opulence and grander physical pleasures that have you trapped.  These are empty promises to fill the void of imbalance that you feel within.” 

- Look for answers within yourself and honor your intuition rather than trying to bypass its wisdom with over analysis.  Don’t look to any kind of authority, whether celebrity, military or government, to tell you what to do with your life.  Don’t give up your own personal volition and sense of responsibility in following “orders” of superiors whether in the family, personal circles, church, workplace, community, country, or world.  You can certainly listen to the suggestions and advice of those who you look up to, but then decide for yourself how to proceed.  In this age of Aquarius, we pay homage to the brain and the mind.  We don’t see how the heart is way more powerful than the brain.  We bypass our intuition with our over analysis.  We prefer to think through a problem than feel our way through a problem.  Those who are sensitive or emotional are seen as “unhinged” or lacking in intelligence.  We revere those who seem cool, rational, logical and unmoved by emotion.  They, therefore, become our leaders, our government officials, and our CEO’s.  We are easily mind controlled by subliminal messages in our media and other forms of manipulation and persuasion.  “The oppressors must work with the levels of the mind while it might be said that we have available the levels of the ‘heart.’  The heart feels.  A feeling can transform the beliefs held by the mind.  When the feeling vibrates within the being at a certain level, it overrides the belief and the being simply tosses it out and follows the feeling to a new conclusion.”  

- Spend time in nature or “off the grid” of the electronic, media and technological forms of influence, mind control and brain washing.  “…there is the moment of now that you experience that is not either past or future.  That is your balance point.  It is your place of rest.”  This can be reached through deep abdominal breathing, meditation, mindfulness, being in nature, or getting away or unplugging from technology and electronic devices.  “In order to live the new paradigm of experience those participating will be required to focus within present time.”  “There was a time as the planet revolved in the cycle of light and darkness, all were active or resting in unison which brought greater balance to the whole.  With the advent of artificial lighting, this balancing pattern is no longer present.”  “Balance is reached through the understanding and practice of the three basic laws of the universe:  attraction, deliberate creation and allowance.”  “When the time arrives for what could be termed the crash of all your systems of communications, utilities and supplies, there will be turmoil and confusion of massive proportions.”  “As our arrogant planners flaunt their methodology before your eyes assuming that sleeping minds have little discernment between programming and entertainment, there is not reason we cannot use this information to our advantage.”  “Movies and television have been their tools of deception.  However, the pictures that are brought forth by the imagination are far more powerful.”  “The current cartoons for children and movies have been provided to repress the inner imagination and stifle the creative instinct.”  “Pictures program the subconscious.” 

- Pray: “I am a human becoming, help me to become.”  “…you give away your power to an ego that does not exist.  Denial is the shield of the empowered Ego that fosters victimhood as a result.  This prayer will end the deification of the ego.”  “The higher the degree of self awareness implies a higher vibratory rate or dimension of experience.”  

- Find ways to unite and recognize the truth:  that we are all one.  “Meet in 3s, 7s and 12s.” “Know that all help possible will be given upon request.”  Do not fall into the “controlled opposition” that is aimed to divide us and get us to argue and debate with each other.  

- Learn the pathology of narcissism, psychopathy and sociopathy.  Learning about those who fall within the “dark triad” of personality will help you recognize who to not enable, listen to or allow yourself to be influenced by.  Often, those in the dark triad, enlist unsuspecting assistants into their plans to control, destroy and smear others.  Of course, even people who seem to be “of the light” may be deceiving you so always consult your intuition if you are not sure of one’s intent.  

- Follow what gives you joy into greater expression.  A lot of people are working their lives away in jobs that do not give them joy or jobs that are, whether knowingly or not, are serving the dark forces of this world or are stifling the creativity or spiritual growth of others.  A lot of people are in traumatic work situations or are working just to pay off debts, put their kids into college, pay the bills or just survive.  But their occupation gives them no joy and in fact, may rob them of their joy or life force.  Many teenagers and young adults are being pressured by their education systems and families to get good grades and get into good colleges and get degrees in order to get high paying jobs and to choose a profession even though they don’t know what they want to do with their lives yet.  They are being sold on the myth that this pathway is what makes one happy in life.  This pathway is:  do good in school, go to a good college, get a degree, get a high paying job, get a house and car, get married and have kids, retire and travel and/or spend time with your grandchildren.  While this route may be part of the spiritual path of some, it is not the spiritual path of others.  If what you truly love to do doesn’t fall within societal or family expectations, do it anyway as long as it brings no true spiritual harm to others.  

We are caught in a rat race, on a hamster wheel.  In our frenzied busyness, we are distracted from evil intent and actions.  We are oppressed with debt in our attempts to survive in ever more expensive world.  This leads some to hopelessness, a feeling of despair that we cannot even afford to live.  Some of us become dependent on the government, whether we have aimed to do so or not.  George Green says, “You have your addictive paycheck system to depend upon, along with Social Security.”  Those who try to be independent of the government, such as the self-employed or owners of small businesses, are made to suffer and penalized in various insidious ways for their attempts to dare to be free of the oppression.  “The accumulation of wealth is motivated by the desire for protection which is based in fear of what the future may hold and fed by the empowered ego through competition.” 

More Advice and Insights from Benevolence: 

“… stand forth in determination to detach from emotion of overwhelm and to observe from a space that is beyond the reach of the control techniques.”  

“It might be appropriate to define mantra.  It is a short series of sounds or words that brings about balance within what you call the subconscious awareness.  Often the sounds are from ancient languages that are not consciously understood, but resonate at the DNA/RNA level of the body bringing about change in an outward flowing manner.”  

Regarding those of evil intent, “…they have studied you well.  Every weakness is known and is being exploited for their purposes.  However, their focus was upon inducing your cooperation rather than resisting them until it is too late for you to do so.  They carefully laid plans to overwhelm you both sensually and physically.”  

We are programmed to idolize fame and fortune.  “Your heroes are all well paid sports or movie stars.”  “Your movie star heroes are drugged and adulterous in open display along with your presidential movie star.”  

“Remember if you can be held at the lowest level of your dimension, you cannot take advantage of the dimensional leap at the shift of the cycles, but can instead be taken to an even lower level of vibration.  At that point it is their intention to separate the soul energy from the body.”  

“Thought provides the mobility that allows Creation to flow into manifestation.  Thought has the potential of thinking within and upon itself.  This is another way of describing Freewill.”  

“Through long planted misinformation by the religions on your planet, you think of the focused assistance as coming to you from the outside.”  “…the flow of creation is from the inside out.  It is an expansive process.”  

“The normal vibratory rate of a human body has been determined to be between 62 and 68 MHz.  The brain functions optimally between 72 and 90 MHz.  When the body vibration lowers to 58 MHz, it can ‘catch a cold’; at 57 MHz the flu; 55 MHz candida; 52 MHz Epstein Barr; 42 MHz cancer and at 25 MHz death begins.”  “Allopathic medicine (a misnomer), chemical prescriptions, lower the MHz of the body.  Radiation from TV and computer screens lower the MHz, and consuming processed and canned foods, which have 0 MHz to support the body, continue the process.”  “When your brain wave is 90 MHz or less, you are unable to tune your radio like brain to universal flow and receive the keys to the mysteries of galactic intentional focus.”  

Therefore, one should aim to eat whole foods, have a plan to get off prescription drugs if able or don’t get on them in the first place, disengage as much as possible from electronic devices, and seek out naturopathic doctors or other healers that don’t rely mostly on prescription drugs to treat various ailments and conditions.  If you are going to partake of the allopathic medicine model, balance it with alternative medicine, healing methods that have been suppressed from the indigenous healers, and adjunct therapy modalities.  

With regards to food, Mr. Green recommends that one try to cut out caffeine, carbonation, over cooked foods and consider more raw foods or foods cooked over shorter periods of time.  He further states, “Over eating causes the body to use its energy digesting rather than using it for more productive modes.  Smaller amounts of nourishing foods allow the body to use its available energy in other activities and to possibly require shorter sleep periods.”  “Also, the use of the sugar substitute […] is slowly destroying the ability of the brain to function as it destroys the nerve endings.”  “Further, low fat/high sugar bearing carbohydrate diets are starving the brain cells.  All of this is part of the plan, remember they understand the functions of the physical body well enough to be able to develop techniques to weaken the connection of the being to its vibratory source in hopes it can be broken at their moment of choosing.”  

“Within the holographic process is the element of maintaining the focus to enable manifestation to complete its intended cycle.  The focus of thought is maintained for long periods of time (…) by setting the vibratory oscillations within a range that emanates sound.  This is duplicated in crude form by your music.  In purity it can be grasped as being of a crystalline bell like quality.  Tibetan bells give you an inkling of the reverberations that continue for long periods of time, beyond what the human ear can hear.”  “There is present within each galaxy a continuous melody of bell like sounds which is perceived in part by some and referred to as ‘the music of the spheres’ which is a perfect description.”  “Earth is at the moment quite out of tune.  Contemplate the resonance of the crystalline music of the spheres and then think of punk rock.  That might be thought of as the resonant sound of the planned new galaxy.”  “This is the reason that rock music is so destructive to the balance of the young people.  It is designed to be unbalanced and discordant in its basic construction.  It reflects outward the inner imbalance of its composers and it enhances chaotic tendencies with in the psyche of those spending long and frequent time listening to it.  The bridge for this phase from romantic sexually stimulating music was the Beatles.  Their early music contained melodies with a lessor amount of distortion as is demonstrated by the orchestral versions.  It did however open the door for the more destructive distortions that inevitably followed.  Again all part of the plan to slow and hold down the human vibration.”  

George Green talks about the “volunteers” as has Dolores Cannon and other metaphysical speakers and authors.  “These are souls that are volunteering to be here for the benefit of this planet and these beings have incarnated here for the purpose of experiencing the next rising or at the least to assure its success.” Dolores has referred to the “three waves of volunteers” in her writings.  The volunteers are sometimes referred to as “lightworkers.”  Mr. Green writes:  “These volunteers are numerous and await the triggers planted within their awareness to remember their roles.  The time has come for this to begin!”  If you are a healer, speaker, writer, psychic, creative or educator in any way, you might be one of these volunteers or lightworkers.  We came here to help out humanity, to help as many as possible transcend to the 4th dimension.  However, we came to Earth at a cost, at a risk and some of us have succumbed to the lower vibrational states here on Earth, also called “the prison planet.”  

“Each of you has programmed within the deep levels of your awareness the memory of the purpose you came into this lifetime to accomplish.”  “When the focus is on reacting to what is perceived as imminent danger, then momentum is lost.”  

“Even people who have heard and consciously rejected the information reflect a degree of light and it remains waiting to fully reflect.”  

You may have heard that there is spiritual war going on right now.  There has been lots of talk about this.  It is important to realize that the old must be released in order for the new to be ushered in.  And the process of releasing the old can look like chaos and confusion.  Have faith and have hope.  Things happen on the astral plane a year or so before we see it on the earth’s 3rd dimensional stage.  And remember, “…God’s plans cannot be thwarted.”  

“This is the mission you have literally trained yourself to take part in, so don’t drop the ball now.  There is nothing more important in your current realm of experience.”  

Again, everything that in quotes is from George Green’s book Handbook for the New Paradigm, other than euphemisms and figures of speech.  Though I have shared a lot here from George Green’s book, Handbook for the New Paradigm, I don’t think he will mind because my intent is to get the message out, not to claim any glory for myself.  Besides, Mr. Green writes, “Egos must be in their observer states for the credit of writing will go to no one individual.”  Additionally, I highly suggest reading George Green’s other two books, Becoming and Embracing the Rainbow.  These books have been life changing for me.  I thought my chance to go to the “New Earth” had been missed and I had other existential and spiritual questions and concerns.  These three books by George Green answered all my existential questions and inspired me to remain transcendent at this very difficult time in Earth’s history.  May you be inspired as well… 

“Sometimes it is necessary for darkness to descend before people can become aware of a light that has been shining all along.” 

Celebrate Your Eternal Freedom this Fourth of July 

Fourth of July is my favorite holiday.  For one, it takes place in the summer which is beautiful and much appreciated here in the northwest where it rains so often.  Secondly, I treasure the concept of freedom.  However, our collective and individual freedoms have been hindered this Fourth of July as we are no longer allowed to: 

- Go in public without a mask on – which is certainly challenging for anyone with a lung or breathing issue but on a basic level, is a way to cover and suppress our throat chakra which represents our ability to speak up or speak out against anything whether that be mandatory vaccinations or anything that is not considered politically correct.  In fact, isn’t it interesting that censorship is on the rise and freedom of speech is being threatened?  David Icke was banned from Facebook and YouTube.  Most of the truthtellers I follow on YouTube are either being demonetized or their streams are being messed with or their videos are being deleted or they’re being threatened with being kicked off YouTube or their subscribers are not being notified of their new videos or live streams.  For those who have suffered trauma around the mouth, such as dental trauma or being gagged or being orally raped, having to wear a mask certainly activates a lot of trauma.  However, if you dare to go around not wearing a mask, not only are you facing possible legal ramifications but you will also experience people giving you the evil eye, on a mild level, and screaming or talking down to you, on a more severe level.  Sloan Bella, a truthteller I follow on YouTube, says that it’s going to be a civil war between the masks and the unmasks, between those who fight against and those who submit to the agenda of the sociopaths and psychopaths that rule this prison planet. 
- Praise and worship in the physical presence of our spiritual communities which affects our spiritual health which in turn affects our mental and physical health and also strengthens the ability of the Satanists and Luciferian sects of the world to attack us, especially those they despise the most:  Christians.  “For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them.”  Matthew 18:20 NIV 
Be with our older adults, who are already at risk of suffering from depression due to the marginalization and isolation inherent in that population.  Older adults are more susceptible to the COVID19 virus.  They are being quarantined in assisted living facilities, nursing homes, and hospitals where they may be forced to die alone.  
- Celebrate with our friends and family whether that be celebrations of life (memorials, funerals, etc), holidays, birthdays, anniversaries, graduations, births and other opportunities to get together without fear of judgment from the strict rule followers that attack others on behalf of the establishment.  Never mind the fact that we are social beings who, no matter how introverted we are, need social interaction for our survival.  In fact, there were studies done where infant monkeys chose a wire mom monkey covered with terrycloth over a wire mom monkey with a bottle.  There was also that very unethical study done by Holy Roman Emperor Frederick II in the 13th Century where infants were neglected to determine if they might develop a natural language on their own.  Instead, those infants died from the lack of social interaction.  
- Attend to our mental health, which affects physical health.  Part of mental health is social interaction and I don’t mean through social media.  In fact, there are studies that link increased screen time to increased depression and anxiety.  Since the quarantine started, domestic violence is on the rise, drug and alcohol abuse is on the rise and so is depression and anxiety.  Mental health professionals, such as myself, are booked up.  More people are depressed to the point of being suicidal.  Therefore, for some people, being isolated and quarantined isn’t keeping them alive, it’s literally killing their spirits.  And a body without a spirit is a zombie, a narcissist or a sociopath, or a host to demonic entities.  I suppose that is what some of us in power want us to be:  any or all of those things. f

Some of my favorite memories in life are from the Fourth of July.  I grew up in Tacoma, Washington and my siblings and I would ride our bikes down to the firework stand and buy as many fireworks as we could to save up for Independence Day.  In those days, you couldn’t buy matches as a kid but you could buy fireworks.  On the third of July, we’d go to Cheney Stadium where we would watch the local baseball team, the Tacoma Tigers who later became the Tacoma Rainiers, and then watch the fireworks show following the game.  The next day, we would go to my grandmother’s house, who lived in Old Town Tacoma by the waterfront, every 4th of July.  There would be a lot of food there to eat but we would also walk down to the Freedom Fair on the Tacoma Waterfront and buy food like elephant ears from the food vendors, buy goods from the artists and other vendors and enjoy the air show which consisted of the Blue Angels and supersonic jets that travelled faster than the speed of sound.  After that, we’d walk back up to my grandmother’s house until it was dark at which time, we’d walk down to a hilly street called Carr Street, where we’d put down our blankets and watch the fireworks show.  

So, for me, other than representing freedom, the Fourth of July also represented a chance to be around friends and family and have fun together.  Now both freedom and celebrating with friends and family is being threatened.  However, I’m a big believer in seeing the silver lining in everything.  I am reminded of the scripture:  “You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives.” – Genesis 50:20 NIV 

As a Pisces, I tend to look at everything from a spiritual perspective.  I just got done reading the book “Charmed by Darkness” by Roger Morneau, a Satanist turned Christian and spiritual warrior.  I was struck by one passage in the book which inspired me to a write a song called “Eternal Freedom” in celebration of this Fourth of July.  You can find the song at:

And here’s the passage that inspired me from Mr. Morneau’s book: 

“Like a bird released from the snare of the fowler, springing forth in the direction of the sun with a sense of liberty that a freed captive alone could understand, so was my joy in the Lord and my realization of the fact that Jesus had put an end to my captivity to the spirits, and opened the way for my visiting many of His beautiful worlds in the galaxies, through the eternal age.”  






Why You Don't Want to be "Discovered" 

Most independent musicians, bands and singers want to be "discovered" by a music mogul, record company or A&R person.  What they don't realize is that being discovered is the start of being indoctrinated in the music business and losing your creative freedom.  From the time you are signed, you have basically sold your soul to the devil.  If you used to make inspiring and uplifting music, that will soon change.  

When you sign a contract with a major label or any of their subsidiaries, you are signing away your freedom to say and do whatever you like, make the kind of music you want to make and often times, you are signing away your creative works, the ability to choose what your creative works will be, your ability to profit from those works and your likeness and image into "all of perpetuity."  

Those who stray from the script they are given or the role that are made to play, such as John Lennon when he started writing and releasing songs like "Imagine", may be killed off by a mind-controlled assassin.  Those that try to backpedal or get out of the contract that they have signed, start getting bad publicity usually around mental health, and start losing their income and their fan base.  If you don't get back in line, you are either replaced, blackballed or ostracized and publicly scored, or all of the above.  If you try to change the system from within or leave the system, such as Kurt Cobain tried to do, you are killed off and it is made to look like a suicide, an overdose, an accident, a stroke or a heart attack.  Or you simply disappear into obscurity by design.

It is only those that are willing to follow orders, or those that are of the same ilk as the powers that be, that are promoted or get the most fame, followers, fortune, promotion or backing from the system.  What you are then left with in today's music business is a bunch of talentless hacks and writers that are releasing meaningless music, or even worse, mass grabs into the dark energies and forces or subliminal messages that make us afraid, lustful, angry or subdued into submission. 

In his book, Charmed by Darkness, Roger Morneau, demon worshiper turned Christian prayer warrior, writes about meeting the man, a successful band leader at the time, who introduced him to the world of demon worship so prevalent among those who “make it” in the music or film industry or any facet of life.  That man, called George, tells the author:

”Recognition came to us overnight; without any effort on our part, we were discovered (though we had been there all along) and recognized as one of the great bands in our field. Somehow, the news media got all excited over us. We became the talk of the town. We were spoken of by the great people of the radio world, and in no time we were pushed to the top.”

The days of finding spiritual unity at music concerts is a thing of the past.  Today's concerts are designed to serve the agenda of materialism, mind control and devolvement.  In today's reality, a person's image or body may have been replaced with a hologram or with today's science, even a clone.  At worst, there’s the possibility of the artist being forced out of their body while some other entity is enjoying the adoration of the fans and the fruits of your labor.  So, you don't really know what you are going to get.  We are fighting a spiritual war between the forces of darkness and the forces of light.  And the forces of darkness feed off of our fear and negative emotions.  Which side are you going to fight for?  

I still have hope that we can find our way back to spiritual unity and togetherness and human touch.  I have hope that we can free ourselves from the agendas of this prison planet.  I have hope that we can have the highest expressions of truth and love and have the freedom to say what we want to say without fear of endangerment or public humiliation.  My vote is for spiritual freedom and freedom in all ways that serve the good, the truth, the light, the love in the world that so threatens the dark.  We can free ourselves and we can stay free by refusing to be indoctrinated and following our intuition.  

I want to share a link to a YouTube video that is only one of many about the true nature of the music business:

Managing Perception 

The desire to manage the perception of others is a normal desire.  What we post on Facebook, Instagram and other social media outlets is typically showing off our best sides only.  The human race, at this time in history, is turning to movies, television, drugs and alcohol, gaming and other forms of addiction, entertainment and distraction in order to cope with the stark reality of what is going on in the world, and in order to keep believing in the hopes and dreams that we are being fed from those in positions of power around the world.   Some of us are okay with not knowing and not seeing these dark truths and some of us are in outright denial of these dark truths to the point of attacking anyone who tries to expose them or dismissing them as crazy or conspiracy theorists. 

While the need to manage the perception of others is not usually done with malicious intent, this need to manage other's perception goes to a pathological extreme when we are talking about narcissists, psychopaths, sociopaths or anyone in the dark triad of the human personality spectrum.  Unfortunately, many people in positions of power fall into this category because the people in the dark triad tend to seek out positions of power, don't get their feathers ruffled under pressure due to their low empathy and desire for high stakes and high risks situations (adrenaline junkies), and due to their ability to be very self-promoting and tendencies to deny or discount any flaws or weaknesses while playing up their strengths.  In other words, they are experts at manipulation and managing perception.  

However, the management of perception doesn't stop with how they want others to view them but extends to how others view others, view the world and view themselves.  And why do we believe them?  Because we, who are children of God, follow the Golden Rule - treat others the way you would want to be treated.  Because we give people the benefit of the doubt.  Because we assume everyone thinks and acts like us, with some sort of moral code.  Because we believe everyone is basically good.  Because we can't bring ourselves to believe the horrors that are going on in the world.  Because we can't bring ourselves to even look or listen to the horrors that are going on in the world even when they have been proven to be true.  It is simply too overwhelming to do for too long if one is an empathetic soul because we hurt when others hurt and we don't want to hurt.  

Looking for a Savior 

The search for a savior goes back eons.  While I think it is important to rely on a higher power and lean not on your own understand and I think it's important to be connected to the divine source of good, I think this need for a savior has to be balanced with the need to take responsibility for your own life, your own choices and that of your brother, children especially.  I do consider myself a Christian and as such, I do consider myself saved by the blood of Christ.  Some, such as David Icke, whom I actually follow and respect, say that a man named Jesus never existed.  Icke is entitled to his opinion.  In fact, I enjoy listening to him speak and reading his books more than I enjoy listening to some judgmental, holier-than-thou Christians speak. 

I have never been more judged in this life than I have by any group of people more than I have by Christians.  In a very narcissistic way, the hardcore ones, the "fundamentals", dismiss those of other beliefs and religions with more disdain than any other group of people other than, perhaps, new agers, Satanists and Luciferians.  It's no surprise, then, that a lot of Christians look at Trump at the second coming of Christ and as their Savior.  They are hoping that Trump saves them from the COVID-19 virus, from the Satanists and Luciferians, from war, death and destruction.  They are worshiping Trump as if he is a God ,as if he is Jesus Christ and that sickens me.  Some also worship someone they call Q, who some believe is actually Trump, and hope that Q saves them from all of these things.  They worship Trump and Q the same way Satanists worship Satan and demons, the same way that some of the Luciferians, the Hollywood elite, worship Tom Hanks.  The Luciferians are always trying to get Hanks' attention so they can climb the glamour ladder and be saved from whatever dilema they are facing.  I'm seeing 2 sides of one coin here with the hardcore Christians and new agers and the Satanists and Luciferians.

Am I being a "lukewarm" Christian?  According to some Christians, absolutely.  They have told me what to believe, to believe as they do, to not think or decide for myself and to deride other people, especially gay people and those of other beliefs and religions.  Like everyone else, they interpret the bible in a way that suits their agenda and life.  They are apparently closer to God than I am, better Christians than I am and more wise, intelligent, faithful and smart than I am.  But isn't that being just as narcissistic as the Hollywood elite and the "powerful" people in international finance and government? I'm not say that these Christians engage in pedophiliic, cannibalistic or other downright depraved behaviors, but the judgement and the narcissism and the rigid thinking and the fixed mindset and the need to worship someone other than God or Jesus, someone in a power of position or influence in this world, is pretty much the same.  

And then, there's the new agers who believe that everybody should take a chill pill and be at one with everything in the world and transcend all the negativity by only focusing on the positive and turning a blind eye to all of the abuse, neglect and terrorism, especially to children, that is taking place in the world.  After all, many of these new agers believe that they are going to the "new earth", just like some luciferians believe they are the "enlightened ones" and are going to go colonize another planet, and don't give a rat's ass about those who are apparently going to be left behind on this prison planet.  There are some in the new age and/or occult world, like Sloan Bella, who I do follow because they are willing to talk about the dark side too instead of turning a blind eye to all the debauchery and darkness that exists on this planet.  Isn't wanting everything to be roses just like the Luciferians wanting everything and everyone, especially themselves, to look good just like the narcissists?  The Satanists, as well, want to everything to go their way and don't care who suffers, as long as it's not them, as a result.  

Trump is a narcissist in my humble opinion.  He fits all the DSM 5 criteria for narcissistic personality disorder (NPD), loves the sound of his own voice and only sees things from his own perspective and therefore, gaslights others.  As a survivor of 25 years of narcissistic abuse, I can spot a narcissist from a distance just like those who have been sexually abused in childhood can easily spot a pedophile.  From a spiritual perspective, narcissists are hollow and empty inside.  They are soulless, if you will.  There's a body but no soul.  The soul already left the body or there was no soul in the first place.  Therefore, they feed off the energy of others and operate mostly from or only from the reptilian part of the triune brain.  As a hollow shell, any disembodied soul, hungry ghost or demonic entity can enter.  This is true, as well, for those who dare to ingest mind-altering substances - they open themselves for other entities to come on in and take over either temporarily or for good.  

Donald Trump comes from a narcissistic and corrupt family.  Do your own research on his ancestry and you will see this.  You will know good fruit or bad fruit by the seeds they produce and we all have to pay for the sins of our fathers.  People with NPD rarely change.  They typically get worse, more paranoid and more abusive and manipulative of others, with age.  However, I do believe that God can change anyone's heart.  But such a person has to ask for God to change their heart because God gave us all freewill.  Perhaps, Donald Trump did just that.  Perhaps, an angelic being walked into his body to direct things in a way that lightens up the dark.  With more fluidity of thought being one of my spiritual lessons in this life, I'm certainly willing to consider that possibility.  After all, Trump apparently did more to stop child trafficking than any other U.S. president before him and more importantly, the children that have been kept underground, in the tunnels that go from Mexico to the northern borders of the U.S., are currently being rescued under Trump's watch. 

Some say that he is "dropping hints" to the public.  Apparently, he isn't willing to go fully out on a limb to tell us the entire truth of what's really going on if he's only dropping hints.  Is that saving the world or saving your own ass?  Is that acting in the best interests of the people or acting for self interests such as, oh I don't know, getting elected for another 4 years.  Additionally, he is part of the cogwheel that is keeping us imprisoned in our houses, covering up the deeper truth of what those in power around him, other than the democrats, of course, or anyone else who personally offends him, is really doing or has been really doing, and continues to talk himself and his own perspective up.  And those who follow him and disdain others of different beliefs, only enable and reflect his narcissism.  Everyone deserves to have a voice.  Everyone's opinion deserves to be heard.  No one deserves to be scapegoated or have someone else's shadow projected on to them.  I understand that there is a spiritual war going on right now and that people have to "pick a side" - good or evil.  As a victim of narcissistic abuse, I have seen that evil truly does exist and understand that not every man is good.  However, the children of God need unity, not division and separation.  We need to respect others' experiences, perspectives and beliefs, not try to control them or push our beliefs on to others.  Otherwise, we are gaslighting others and being narcissistic as well.  

As for myself, I do not belief Trump is going to "save" me.  I do not believe Q is going to save me.  I do not believe Tom Hanks is going to save me.  I get that Trump is a position of power that doesn't mean that he is savior and that doesn't mean that we should give away our power to him.  I made the mistake of giving my power away to my narcissistic ex and idealizing him as well.  I vow not to make that mistake again with anyone.  I understand the need to have a savior, to look for a savior and to want to be rescued and saved by someone outside of ourselves.  Some of us, especially children, do need an advocate to speak on their behalf and to rescue them from the horrors of this world.  However, the majority of us need to step into our own power while respecting the power that others want to have.  It doesn't have to be a dog-eat-dog world.  I'm all for repsecting others' beliefs as long as you aren't hurting anyone, children especially, in the process of believing what you believe and saying what you want to say and doing what you want to do.  

My Inheritance on Celebrating Motherhood Series 

Thank you to Bree Noble and everyone at WOS (Women of Substance) Radio for featuring my song, My Inheritance, on their upcoming Celebrating Motherhood Series May 4-10, 2020.  My Inheritance, a song I wrote for my mother, will be featured on Friday 5/8/20 on the #1 New & Noteworthy and Award Winning Women of Substance Music Podcast.  Listen in at:

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